Simplicity Is A Blessing

Mentally Off

2009-02-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

I am simply mentally off...

Feeling tired... always in a daze these few days!!

What Snakie say is right...

"Help yourself first before you help others..."

At times i feel that the outcomes do not always favour oneself...

Keep thinking and thinking... brood over it...

Useless but i simply can't helped it!!

Suddenly feel so stressed about quizzes and projects..

Damn accounting is killing me!!!

Statistics project is still a blank sheet of paper...

Guess i need a break...

Snakie... i need a huggie...

sighz....

Sleepless Nights...

2009-02-02T01:58:00.002+08:00

Feeling tired... but can't seem to fall asleep....

Eyes heavy... but my brain seemed to be quite active...

feeling little down... emo emo...

perhaps is tat time of the month...

Sighz....

Killing Myself

2009-01-08T21:39:00.004+08:00

I WANNA KILL MYSELF!!

Freakin pissed with myself...

Spent the whole afternoon checkin flight schedules... calling and smsing crew about changing flights to attend class on 22 jan n 29 jan...

what lau lor.. turns out i 22 jan no class and i gan cheong over it for nothing... double stressed up!!

Anyway... all paid off!! manage to find a suitable change for the 2 days... and since i worked my ass off to get the 22 jan change, i might as well juz use it!! what the hell... a short KUL flight before vac off instead of a long shenzhen seems attractive...

Juz wanna be funny... representing my weddin pic... LOLZ....

Kids And Their Wits

2009-01-07T13:52:00.004+08:00

Juz some funny jokes my fren email me... find it pretty amusing...

kids say the darnest things...

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.

TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.

TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.

TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.

TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.

TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!

TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right..... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'

TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.

TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.

TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.

TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher

Happy New Year

2008-12-31T15:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Best wishes for year 2009!!!

Last day of 2008.... time flies... and OMG... in less than a month time i will be 25 yrs old! mid-life crisis! Haha... but i will be young at heart...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WEE WEE!!!!

OH!! i went to collect my driving license from sing post! wuhahaha i am a qualified driver!! i wan my own car... donations plz... lolz...

yippe!! went out with my poly mates a few days ago and it was fantastic! great to see them again after so long... nothing change about them! the same old laughters... same old smiles... with some more new jokes to laugh
our heads off!! :)

My new addition to my carebear collection.. Christmas!! i got her as a xmas gift.. so tat explains the name! hehe... she is simply soooo adorable!

Christmas and I!! my sweetie... winks....

Christmas with Xiao ben!!!

Yet again Christmas... this time is with Von!!! think wee is the onli one tat din take with christmas! LOLZ... wee shy la.... :P

Christmas readin the menu!! she did all the food ordering for us lehz.. lolz...

Christmas is so cute... every one loves her....

After dinner.... we went to far east plaza for ice cream at Gelare!! :) fattening sins...

The whole gang!!!! :) all in the twilight fever!!!

My sistaz....

Me and my number one "chio bu" jie mei!!!

wuhahahaha as we were feasting our waffle ice cream... we made a last min decision of catching twilight!! LOLZ!! tink all of us are nuts... wee, ben n i watched it once liao while von watched it twice le... we are like wasting money but no regrets!! TWILIGHT FEVER on the rise...

See!! Christmas is having the fever too... winks...

Had a remarkable 2008 and lookin forward to a fruitful 2009!

Merry Christmas!!!

2008-12-25T12:11:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY BODY!

Is christmas time again!! Once again is a working day for me!! Feeling sianz at the tot of working a chartered overnight flight to Chiang rai (thailand) where my frenz are out partying the night away in town! sighz... but the comforting thing is i can have tml and sat off!! 26 dec = dinner with poly mates and 27 dec = lunch + gift hunting with shiya and dinner with Snakie! :)

Ytday went Marina Barrage with Snakie! wuhaha is a man-made reservoir located in the city! central of sin... well almost central ba! LOLZ!! it was fun but din realli got to explore the whole place coz of the rain!!! sad...

Marina Barrage banner!!

Together!! LOLZ.....

struting our stuff... haha....

Juz me posin for the cam!! lolz... lookin down is the reservoir le... lolz....

Singapore Flyer!! Our "Famous" flyer... recallin the recent event... hmm... i cannot imagine being struck in the flyer for 7 hrs!! well some kena.. sighz...

Mister snakie taking a shot with the FAMOUS flyer...

Okie i tink i saw smthing... haha... yeah i tink i did....

i saw a couple makin out in the flyer's capsule!! haha.. lolz.. okie i din la... joking!!

after all those walking.. haha finally can makan my J.co doughnuts! thank you to snakie who knew my doughnuts craving!! wuhahaha my green tea and tiramisu flavour doughhuts!!

OooooooOoooooooooooo MOI FAV doughnuts!! LOLZ!

after eating.. time to set out and continue the barrage tour! whee....

when the dam is closed....

And when the dam is opened....

From the top... u can actualli tell whether is the dam closed or opened!! notice tat there is a dark thing in the water??!! tink is the device or izzit the gate that closes the passage way of the dam!! dam closed = no dark thing... dam opened = got dark thing! lolz.. okie i tink i sound dumb.... err...

since it was raining... we had to stay indoors... took some pic of the shelter area!! lolz...

Wonder what the symbols stand for... hmm....

Snakie's share of photo-taking... woo hoo!!

i juz love this pic!! wuhaha the shot is taken by me...

Went up to the green roof!! wuhahaha... and....

took photo with mister water droplet... our friendly water... lolz...... okie i am juz being lame!!

Juz the 2 of us... with the Singapore flyer.. again!!! lolz...

okie okie.. i swear i saw smthing.. haha quick see....

see... a beautiful view from the top.. :)

Wuhahaha time flies and e sun sets.. time to set off for home!! But Boo Boo had fun.. so did snakie... *grin*

Examz EvE

2008-11-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

Yeah feeling restless!! tink i cramped too many tings in my head le!! what business entities... directors' duties.. ultra vires.. charges... blah blah... tink they are killing my brain cells! Guess i will stop for the evening and continue slight later at night! left to glance thru the lec slides and off for the examz tml! :) hope tml will be a breeze...

Hmm seem to have fallen in love Ne-yo's latest song MISS INDEPENDENT! i love the lyrics and juz hope he am tat kind of lady he is singing about! well noe i ain't but at least is a motivation to strieve to be like tat! a lady ho want a man but dun need him... i like tis line.. :)

Perhaps is the rainy weather that made me feel every lazy! dun feel like doing anything but daydream of nothing... contented staring out of the window.. listening to some all time fav tunes playing from my laptop... silly smiling away... simply lost in my own quality time!! Suddenly feel everything didn't seem impt.. knowin i will be alright no matter what is happenin or what the future will have in store for me...

Looking forward to the days.. 2 weeks from now where my examz are officially over! :) wanna do so many things.... got a few stuff i wanna do... night cycling!! yes yes... bball session... yes yes!! shopping.. yes yes!! frenz meet up.. yes yes!!

How i hope this 2 weeks can fly by...

Recovery Stage

2008-10-30T17:11:00.003+08:00

on the road to recovery!! throat doesn't hurt that much... nose seems to be clear and not runny... dun feel feverish... it definitely feels great to be back in shape and able to focus again!!

Sighz for the past few days... i dunno what i am studying!! head kept spinning round and round as i watched the words swam about in front of me!! knew it needed rest but time seemed to be running out! haiz... so sianz to be sick when examz are juz ard the corner! nevertheless, i am glad i am able to recover before my first paper!! hopefully i will...

Hao Ren You Hao Bao

2008-10-28T20:50:00.002+08:00

Sighz... feeling damn sick! Down with throat infection and a bad flu!! Initially woke up with a dry throat, however by the time i landed in sin, i am simply gone case! went to the clinich at terminal 2 and i am diagnosed with throat infection!! shit!! feeling miserable and i juz wanna get well before examz!! praying hard

During MEAL service, i kept on sneezing! GOSH... can u imagine the food in front of me and i am sneezing!! Geeks... luckily pax are kind enough to pardon me! :) Chat with a pax... i rem his surname... Mr Kennendy! Charming and humble with a killer smile... what a combi! that wifey of his a damn lucky woman! at times.. some woman juz get all the luck... lolz...

Despite being sick, Boo boo still feel loved and blessed!! and the recent happenings made me believe even stronger in the phrase hao ren you hao bao! :) i not trying to say i am a HAO REN but at least i try to be one!! Guess the efforts paid off!!

"lost" my textbook a few days but was found... thanks to my OB - QM mates! :) helped me in the big search for my textbook!! thanks to my LAW seniors who agreed to lend me their textbook for the examz!! the help is overwhelming! i have to agree... i am spolit!!

Today once again this pt was proven!! wuhaha now the aircraft carts are all changed to those light weight kind! guess i pulled the meal cart too hard.... and the whole cart toppled onto the floor with a loud THUD! sighz... thanks goodness is before flight and the caterer is able to change a brand new set for me!! all the plates are broken... the fruits are contaminated with broken porelain bits... and i am so DAMN guilty! BUT no one blamed or scolded me!! instead they all insisted it wasn't my fault... accidents do happen! :) Blessed...

Before the caterer uncle peng left, he told me if it is other crew he wun care liao!! lolz.. he will scold liao! LOLZ coz is me mehz.. so uncle peng willing to help! winks... coz as he say.. i am a HAO REN! LOLZ... me big head big head le...

Snakie sent me some of his fav songs and i am feasting my ears to them! :) love the songs he love... :) boo boo walking behind snakie... taking the steps that snakie took... onli hope i wun get lost...

Ping Pong Balls

2008-10-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

Crying always make me very tired.. make my eyes look like big ping pong balls... but i will always have a good night zzz when i cry...

mentally and physically draining!! guess i realli need some quality time to re-charge! i guess i own my body and mind tat.. :)

Juz feeling a little stupid.. a little silly... little disappointed... little foolish... little naive-thinking... a little of this and that!! But when a lot of this little things add up.. it could even be more major than one major big issue! i am not upset with anyone or anything.. juz felt i got excited for nothing! went to do research for nothing!! i juz couldn't hide my disappointment... and if tat is bothering then next time i will noe what to do....

i noe it is vexing to keep repeating the same thing over and over again... i am also trying to stop this vicious cycle!! i supposed silence is the best thing coz i have no guarantee i can stop being a jam tape recorder.

noe is unfair for my emo-ing to affect pple ard me! i apologize and i sincerely do!! i will do my best to keep it under wraps but is sad that with pple close to me, i had to do so... however if tat is necessary i will do it.. guess it is unfair for them to be the victims everytime. haiz....

noe what i do or say is not pleasing... and is not intentional yet it is. guess there are many issues to work out in this lifetime... scary thing is a lifetime might not even be enough!!! learning to not to be bothered too much about the little details... learning to see the picture in a bigger and less selfish prospective... yet learning to love and treat myself better! :) every single one is entitled to such things...

yes... as what someone told me... learn to let go.. go with the flow and naturally things will come ur way! been fighting so long... struggling for so long.. stressed out... I WAN TO OVERCOME IT!!! and it is something onli me.. and yes onli me.. can do that to help myself....

it all comes down to one cruel yet sweet fact... YOURSELF....

i learnt it hard and i shall learnt it well....

Just Some "NONSENSE" of Mine...

2008-10-16T18:24:00.004+08:00

Tried my first attempt on online shopping! :) Juz did payment for a top ytday so hopefully the seller will be shipping it over soon soon!! excited sia.. LOLZ!! bought a 23.90 top to test the waters... wanna see whether the size fit me coz it is a free size top and to see their service!! are they as goodie as the comments i found on the feedback bulletin?!! hahaha if u see me advertising their website, it means it did live up to its name! wuhaha

Found this interesting article...

http://news.sg.msn.com/oddities/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1731080

Gosh poor australian guy!! got eaten by a crocodile and its sentence??!! lifetime mating with other female crocs??! HUH!! and now the victim can never ever mate with his wife liao! what the hell!!

wuhahaha now "gentlemen"... dun u wish tat our law treats us like croc??!! LOLZ!!!

had been under the weather since ytday.. little restless and feverish! was appractically struggling through work and hit my bed once i reached home!! zzz for abt an hr... still a little giddy but much better!! my nose is giving a little headache with occasionally runny nose and the next min is a blocked nose! sianz...

sighz... maybe is juz me... sensitive me... perhaps... i juz dun wanna care abt anything le... almost wanted to break down and cry during driving and parellel parking practice!! dunno is it too tired... can't seem to be able to focus and i having double visions! shit.. old liao??!! luckily things got better... able to get my concentration rolling!! major sweats...

Juz wanna have a hug... anyone?? sighz.....

What Is Wrong Wif Me?

2008-10-15T20:02:00.002+08:00

Sighz... feeling restless all of the sudden!! was feelin alright... snakie came all the way from harbour front to see me and send me yummy yummy doughnuts from batam... had 3 days of rest.. i shd be feelin blessed and re-charged! YET... i feel tired... stressed up...

have the sudden need to be alone... i dun feel like toking... dun feel like doing anything...

Perhaps i juz need some personal time to myself.. quality time....

Is A Blue Tuesday...

2008-10-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

Standby day but so far no call up for any flight!! :) Judging from the time, i tink i juz earned yet another off day! Guess no vacational off since april earned me a high sky working hours compared to other crew ba!

HAHA... is a long off for me then... returned back to base on sun morn 535 am... then mon off.. today "off" and tml scheduled off... i shall considered it my UNOFFICIAL vac off ba! winks...

Spent my morn ponderin thru what i would like to take for my sem 2 modules! had mde my choices so now is juz waiting for my gers to decide on theirs! tml morn will be meeting wyne and clara online to key in the module options le... fingers cross to be in the same class as my lovely gers! :)

Feeling little blue... without any particular reasons!! hormones up to its mischief again ba... emo-ing and feeling irritable at the slight thing!! seeing at the dates... is that time of the month again where i will be having cramps and doing things slow motion.

next mon will be my last seminar for my company law module! sad to see yet again the separation of another good project group! enjoyed their company totally... :) BUT something is bugging me... one of the member say he says a secret to tell me... i asked him what.. he say next week then can tell!! perhaps i am thinking too much... but a ger's 6th sense telling me is smthing wrong and someone is going to get hurt! let's hope i am readin too much between the lines... well i had it all planned out! will be sticking to the rest for the last seminar and avoid ALONE-TIME with that member! i concluded... this secret i would rather not noe... as the saying goes, CURIOSITY KILLS THE CAT! phew...

completed the first draft of my QM project.. :) sent it out!!! now juz waiting for the rest to give their comments liao!!! going to chiong for examz preparations for i juz can't seem to settle down!! read thru my notes wif a shut-off brain!! i need coffee ba... becoming a coffee addict liao! very soon my coffee tolerance level will increase and when tat comes.. guess i am dead!! have to use toothpicks to keep my eyes open. sighz...

Life seems stagnant with studies and books!! i miss my freedom... i miss those little heart-warming tings in life... i miss those bitchy gossips over coffee for hrs... i miss my snakie... i miss my frenz...

Felt i dug my own grave but is a grave that i will continue to dig... coz at the bottom of the grave... i noe i will dig out a long ladder for me to climb up! winks....

Wish me luck pple... whee whee....

Eventful Day

2008-09-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

Today seemed to fly by in a wink of an eye!! it seems that i am rushing thru almost everything i do! no matter is doing my online sch quiz or to work... i can't seem to slow down for a breather! Yes it is tiring... mentally a physically draining but it was a fruitful! :)

received a few unexpected praises which left me grinning from ear to ear! From crew scheduling to my lecturer to my flight cic... wow it is definitely overwhelming! winks...

Did my first attempt at readin the whole english safety briefing passagge in front of pax! i sweared i was so nervous that i eat up my words... i mispronounced a handful of words... shaky voice! felt shitty when reading it but i'm glad i held on! it was a challenge!!

i think i realli into FORMULA ONE!! All thanks to tat phone call before the start of the qualifying round of F1... "janice... i juz wanna u to say the sounds of engines beautiful sounds!!" :) YES.. THEY ARE! Ironically.. what beautiful noise...

Today's flight.. i was to be sat at the emergency row seats and i was sandwiched between 2 gentlemen who kept toking about F1! both of them are present at the historical event.. much to my envy! hahaha.. guess what.. one of the them (ang mo by the way) belong to the red bull team!! dunno is what way is he related to the racing team but i'm sure is one big shot guy!! LOLZ! Some inside info... Red Bulls had booked the whole level of rooms at Swiss hotel where they can see the race at full view and they booked that level for e next 4 yrs during the F1 race! what level?? hahaha shh... i promised not to say!! :)

At times.. i juz love my job!! winks...

tml is Public holiday but i still working! long flight somemore!! sighz... frenz all seemed to be out celebrating unlike me now preparing for flight! kind of sad that i have to be stuck at home.. but yeah tat's life! juz like at times u juz wanna find someone to share ur excitement with but u can't seem to find the right time to do so...

Well today's excitement and today's little things are for me and myself to share and enjoy... call me selfish but selfish i shall be!

Nitey world...

Stronger...

2008-09-23T02:35:00.002+08:00

I will be fine... at least i will keep telling myself tat...

Realize that what i had been doing to myself is just meaningless...

Tears no longer satisfy me...

Thank you for reminding me...

I guess i am who i am... whoever i am in the future... i am still that I AM....

Recalling my nick i used to have in frenster... "I am who i am... Take it or leave it..."

I guess i refer that then and perhaps in the future... :)

Finally...

2008-09-13T23:55:00.003+08:00

Finally...

The ger smiled when she thought she would bide today goodbye with tears in her eyes...

Finally a real smile without a need to convince herself tat she is alright..

The ger smiled when she saw his msg...

"I am goodie snakie, goodie snakie i am...

I am goodie snakie, goodie snakie i am...

Wuhaha... Booboo i go rest le...

Hug hug"

He remembered her bedtime request!!

Yes it is kind of silly and funny but yet he remembers...

I am tat blessed ger...

Good night world with a SMILE...

I Love My Snakie

2008-09-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

Boo Boo not sad le... Boo Boo juz wanna be happy...

Happy means being with Snakie...

One happy family...

Feeling Rainy...

2008-09-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

feeling kind of down... feeling kind of rainy...

i zzz too much... i zzz to not think tat much... i zzz to juz kill my day away but now i have to faced it again!!

about 5 hrs more to the next day... it seems very far away!

My head feels retard... heavy... feeling kind of numb...

my eyes feel sore and heavy... I guess i dun wan to think anymore!

i supposed is time not to bother anymore...

guess.. well.. somehow i will be fine!

I juz hope he gets well soon... big old boys noe how to take care of themselves so i trust he is old enough to do it!!

No moving ard... more water... eat well... take medicine regularly.. this is all i asked of you...

must have a speedy recovery...

Juz For My Big Mr SSSS!

2008-09-08T13:22:00.003+08:00

Some people say women can be quite vicious creatures... well.. i realli hope i can deny that! Wuhahaha!! so my biggie mr ssss... After seeing this entry, hope u noe what to do liao!! :)

If u make me upset... this is what i will do....

Step u!! stomp on snakie's flattened head... EVIL LUFF!

Arm wrestle with u!! squeeze u dry....

If my fren is ard... i will get her help to bully u! attack...

Kick u ard like a football! i will be man u ronaldo and my fren will be man u ryan giggs!

Well... if u are a goodie and guai snakie... we will alwayd treat u with tender, loving and care! A team...

One happy family... :)

WUHAHAHAHA!! Snakie... juz for u! like it like it??? Muacks....

A Twist For Nightmares!

2008-09-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

SORRY Biggie Mr SSSS!! i am bad boo boo....

me supposed to be zzzz but my hair wet!! have to wash coz all those hair spray and gel i used for my workin hair style! sianz... those chemical is realli killing my hair! tink have to go for hair treatment very very soon ah... sighz!!

recently flights been great! :) nice crew with nice and GOOD-LOOKING flight deck crew! LOLZ!! Flew with my fav first officer whom i call her my IDOL! pretty and cool.. simply idol quality! and she has those piercing eyes!! lolz!! Also flew with MI new poster boy.. juz one word... CHARMING! and may i add on... he has a smile to die for sia! LOLZ!!

well well... finally Went jogging in the morn after so long due to those upredictable stormy weathers and pnli to complete the whole reservoir feeling drained and sleepy! hit my bed once i reached home!! Dunno y so exhausted!! working working.. off days are schooling and projects... this lifestyle is kinda of bringing me down le!! trying to hold on... trying to convince myself that everything is worthwhile!

Din realli have a good nap too! was woken up by nightmares!! shit shit nightmare!! perhaps due to the fact that i was chatting to my colleagues abt the recent thai movie in cinemas now, 4Bia!! Hearing the story line made me a little err... hahaha shivers but yet wanna watch lehz!! anyone interested???

mr snakie... dun wan!
Colleagues clicks.. all watched liao!
my bro dave... freaked out!
hmm... i targeting my big mama and vonnie... lolz... sha la la...

Oh oh okie back to my night mare!! i was juz telling snakie abt my nightmare! it was about corpse, coffins, fire extinguisher (veri huh right?!!!) and stairways!

okie... it goes like this:

i was like having this training similar crew SEP course where we are supposed to be fighting fire, hence all of us have a fire extinguisher. stupid thing is the instructor in my dream said we have to pretend there is a fire and go thru the steps of operating the device. FINE... that is reasonable. the item which is so-called on fire is a coffin and inside the coffin is a corpse of a lady!! eerie lor!! what the heck!!

nevertheless we have to carry out the training... when it was my turn... the corpse suddenly turned about and look at me with her eyes OPEN sia!! then a tear rolled out from her eyes! i sweared that sight was damn scary... i screamed and ran away!! my impression is that the ger behind me also saw ba... coz the next scene was me n her screamin our lungs out and running up an endless stairways with lots of doors at the side. each door is like leadin to a dead end or the door would juz shut close in front of our faces!! this was when woke up!! sweats...

kept tinking about it... then i recalled my sis got a book on dreams!! wuhahahaa out of curiosity, me went to read up on the items i dreamt of!!!

corpse:
A dream of contratry in that it predicts a full and happy life is the corpse was that of a stranger. (i do not recall knowing anyone that looks like the lady!)

tear:
other form of crying besides the crys of a baby means there is a friend or associate in distress, be prepared to give a sympathetic listening ear.

fire extinguisher:
to dream of putting off a fire or escaping from one predicts ultimate success over all obstacles. (however in my dream, there is no real fire lehz! onli e action of putting out the "fire"!! lolz...)

stairways:
the general 'UP' means good. (i was climbing up the stairways wor!)

Well it turns out my nightmare had many positive predictions! :) BUT still... i prefer to be nightmare-less! sighz....

Yippe... Day Off!

2008-09-03T17:37:00.002+08:00

HAHA.. now is 535 pm and i am still at home!! wuhahaha day off! yes yes! tml will be operating an evening phnom penh so tonight can zzz slightly later! tml morn me plan to go for my regular dose of jogging! winks...

Perhaps all the waiting and anticipation of "tot" being called up for flights got to me... me feelin tired and restless! might go take a short evening nap.. lolz....

whee.... zzz....

seeing those welsh corgi pictures make me wanna buy one now!!! sighz....

Is An Agony...

2008-09-03T13:53:00.006+08:00

I am now on standby mode!! Yes... and so far no calls! Fingers cross.. hoping that i will have today off! it had been damn freaking long since my last not called up standby. I dun have any vac off since my long April vac off hence i do believe with my hectic flying schedules, i am able to clock up a reasonable hours of flying which can earn me a place at the bottom of the called up list! i better be lor... last 2 mths flying hours is high sky with a handful of 3-workind days patterns! sweats...

:) Yes my big Mr SssS... ya never lie to me before! hahahaha! increase by one "s"!! lolz... super shitty shakie snakie! woo hoo!! Finally agreed on a doggie that i can adopt in the future! LOLZ!! is a pembroke welsh corgi! lolz... has a long body like a sausage doggie (my preference) and looks like a beagle or some are fox like (snakie's preference)! Bingo! Pembroke welsh corgi is the choice!

Initially when Mr ssss told me to look up on welsh corgi, i was like "yeah! must be ugly breed"! oops... me so wrong! LOLZ! so cute!!! but i can't help but to feel i am looking at a short legs & long body beagle! Hmm....

Here are some pictures of pembroke welsh corgi tat i found on yahoo pic gallery! :) One word... ADORABLE!!!!

Sighz... when can i take pictures of my every own welsh corgi?!!! LOLZ!! along with two kawaii inu.. Mo fa and Sparkie! :)

Sparkie aka gal gal and Mo fa... Acting lazy sia...

Wuhahaha!!! tink this entry is more of a picture entry ba!! took some pictures on my last day of OB seminar!!! sighz i will miss them... I AM ALREADY missing them liao!

Clara n i!! my SIA ger.... winks....

Us again!! the angle kind of weird huh... lolz.. dun care la...

Jun hao da Man of the group and Clara!!

Wonder how is the gang doing now??! Hmmm....

Finally had a catch up session with Von n Wee!! Went to Century Square SOUP Resturant for dinner juz a few days ago! YUMMY!! LOLZ!!

Tender steamed chix wif ginger paste in the middle! is superb i tell ya... my fav!

Tofu in a claypot! drooling!!!

Spicy sambal kang kong!!!! hmm isn't tat spicy actualli... wuhahahaha..

Ginger with fish slices!! wuhahaha... simple yet delicious..

Wee taking some time off from the food for the camera! wuhahaha!

Vonnie busy with her food!! plz do not disturb...

me feasting... totally feasting.. lolz..

FINISHING.... the 3 of us are Fulll to the trim ah...

The 3 of us!!! at Tampines bus interchange... taken juz before we bide one another goodnite! :) it was a satisfying day out...

Still Trying...

2008-08-30T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hime is still trying... still learning... still trying and learnin!

hope i day i can be someone i can be proud of ...

as for now... i am who i am... i am juz striving to be a better me....

The Art Of Trust

2008-08-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

To trust someone is hard.. well at least 4 me!!! at times i tot i did but guessed i din.

been thinkin too much to the extend i tire myself! over what?? i am realli clueless... liitle things seem to get to me!! perhaps i fear too much?!! or maybe is juz me that pushed myself to the extend of accepting things as they are! as the saying goes "there wun be disappointment, if there is no expectations"!! how true is that!?? i dunno...

hime juz wanna be happy... sighz...

maybe.. perhaps... i am so sleepy till i am so negative...

i need my zzz...

Missing You...

2008-08-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

I am missing someone...

I am missing someone dearie to me...

I am missing my Mr Big SSS.....

My Life

2008-08-26T12:23:00.005+08:00

Had the sudden urge to listen to david tao's songs... Went to sogou.com.. created a playlist with my all time favourite david tao's song... listen listen ah ~ :) it seems like David tao is juz singing my life away with his songs and melodious voice.

It always nice to be a song that represents how u feel or think when at times your own words seem to fail u! :) lucky me... i have a couple of songs... ironically, almost are all from David's tao black tangerine album! perhaps i am bias but that is one hell of an album! guess what.. i bought the album 2 times coz it re-package 2 times! winks...

supposed to meet snakie tml but guess he needs the rest as he going to have a long long thurs and friday coz of RSAF parade and open hse! I shall be a good ger and stay home.. guess also have to start reading my school textbooks liao! :) been slacking on my revision due to projects! finally 2 down and 1 more to go! the last one onli left with editing and luckily there is a ITE lecturer in my marketing grp whom is a pro in editing! LOLZ!! i guess the marketing project is in goodie hands. i saw his first draft editing... he give me the impression he is editing his students' assignment. Wuhahahaha....

So far... later will be my last and final lecture for Organizational behaviour! although i find the lecturer very gay and utterly bias kind, i love my class especially my OB project members! within such a short time, i have found a group of frenz i would love to bring along this simple life of mine! blessed in ways i can't describe.. :)

Last sat was the final Ob assignment meeting to tie all the loose ends of the project! Too bad clara is unable to attend coz she was at work high high up in the sky serving coffee/tea! lolz!! will be bringing my camera to lecture later... going to do some serious cam whoring then!

attendance list for sat.. me, wyne and jun hao!

Could never complete the OB project without their help... woo hoo...

me and the leader of the pack... lolz...

babes on the loose... :) STOP!!

Realli hope will be in the same class as them in sem 2!! wishing upon all my lucky stars...

Oh one last ting before i go for my afternoon nap!! LOLZ!! :) i have decided.. yes i have le snakie... lolz... me plan to get a sausage doggie once i am able to move out! LOLZ! sad that my mother dislikes animals hence unable to adopt one at this very moment. all along my ideal doggie is a golden retriever but i stay HDB lehz!! placin a big and active doggie like retriever is like killin the poor animal! deprievin of his needed space plus me no money to stay private property lor!!!!

So one rainy afternoon, as i was walkin to the mrt station, a kawaii long-haired brown colour sauage dog walked past me!! LOLZ! it so adorable!! his long body... his side to side swayin butt and his mini short legs moving so fast in order to catch up wif his owner's pace! the sight is so amusing! what made me laugh was the sausage doggie walked into a pool of water and it splashed up right into its face! LOLZ! the doggie was in shock and started to cough! argh... it melted my heart!! such an adorable creature.. i would love to have one one sweet day! and i am going to name him or her.. CHOCOLATE! :)

I love my future CHOCOLATE!

Almost done.. Almost there...

2008-08-21T22:55:00.003+08:00

Been burying myself in tons of notes and textbooks... been glueing my eyes to my laptop screen in reading through online journals... searching for theories' explanations and definition... use Microsoft word to type thousands of words... YES! I am almost done.. almost there... To completion!! :) feeling all so satisfied with myself and my determination!!

Noe is kind of fan jian to say... but i kind of enjoying doing my assignments especially for my marketing essays! lolz.. since poly days, one of my favourite models was marketing! :) but telling me to live thru the stress again.. i will hold second tots. Anyway i have another 5 more terms to go with such stress.. guess i wun be missing the stress for long! LOLZ! :)

was chatting with one of my poly pals the other day on msn while doing my marketing papers!! he is now at sydney taking his second yr degree in biomedical science! :) one of those few classmates of mine that continued on in science fields!! sometimes... i juz wonder how would life be for me if i'm able to further my education overseas! is an experience that i noe i will never, ever forgot!! while guess i can onli dream and imagine ba..

going to la la land to dream liao...

A New Member Named Peacie

2008-08-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

Today been a busy and fruitful LONG day!!

Wake up 430 am in the morning for an early medan flight! Thanks goodness is a short flight wif a great set of crew!! Well... pax not tat goodie lehz but i din realli feel the impact coz the demandin pax are not complaining to me! winks.. the advantage of being a galley stewardess! LOLZ!

Reached home... washed up and start my Effective communications reading, summary writing and some other crappy stuff!! it feels like junior college days once doing where i have to take GP (general paper)!! sweats....

Happy... manage to finish most of it and now onli left e research portion which i will leave it for tml or sat!

Started on my marketing project!! FINALLY!! so glad.. despite my almost dead brain, manage to come out with some points for the questions i had been assigned to! :) Tml have to start expanding it to full sentences! argh ~ so many things to do!

besides school work and flyin... rushed for driving lesson at 5 pm and dinner with my HOPE gers at 7 pm! sweats... all the rushin is makin me exhausted! :/

Well to reward myself... i got myself another lovely carebear!! HARMONY BEAR whom i name her peacie! :)

Adoption fee: S$16.90
Adoption Centre: Bedok NTUC
Adopted by: ME ME ME!!

My lovely Peacie...

She did manage to cheer me up! So did my mr bigg sss... winks...

i will be fine... :)

I Am Roasted!

2008-08-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

Sighz... today realli make me damn worn out!! Suddenly feel the tiredness of juggling so many things in my life.. working... studyin... learnin driving... meeting up with frenz etc! simply so many things to do and so little time.. i need a hug..

mr big sss... where r u??? :)

Couldn't realli focus in class today! i feel giddy!! is tat kind of floating feeling... and despite how hard u wanna focus, u can't!! ur head juz keep spinning!! conclusion.. lack of zzz! Hahaha... so this will be a short entry with more pictures! :) let the picures do the toking...

Went to sentosa ytday and now.. YES i am roasted!! PAIN esp at the shoulder and back area!! is flowing red!! and now my body has 3 skin tones.. lolz...

Sentosa!!!!

My straw huge bag and volleyball!! :) Getting into the mood...

the weather is goodie gd gd!! clear skies... perfect for a day out at the beach...

Big mama n i posing 4 e camera.. lolz...

a shy vonnie... lolz... roasting in the sun!!!

A black and white pic.... courtesy of big mama!! can u see me n vonnie in the pic??!!!

Wee Wee's emo slippers... standing alone in the sand...

one last pic before we left the sandy beach for an hr cycling!! this is my lovely company for the day!

on the monotrail back to vivo city for dinner and some shopping..

Is still us lor.... with me n wee cut away.. lolz...

some serious work is going about at the outskirt of sentosa... :) it's going to be my future workplace wor!!

Construction seems to be going on well.. hmm...

Wuhahaha.. some camera whoring at vivo city ladies..

Kissy goldfish... lolz...

juz the 3 of us.. i love my gers...

Went to Harbour front sakae for dinner! :) had their buffet!! Yummy and OMG... did we ordered so many stuff!! plz take a look...

FOOD!! now i noe y i can never get rid of my tokin tummy.. argh...

Guess we ordered so much food liao.. so we ended up eating the ingredients and throwing away the sushi rice!! LOLZ!!

Evidence of our crime.. oops...

1# in the plastic container...

2# between plates...

3# our shopping paper bag...

LOLZ!! sinful ah... simply sinful...

Before we hit home... have to show off our tan...

wee wee's obvious sun burnt!!

LOLZ!! good times always end faster than u expected... i can't wait to go back to sentosa... i juz love the sun... the beach... and the company... winks...

Care Bear Family

2008-08-08T14:21:00.003+08:00

Did some research.. and had shocking findings!! amazed...

Do you noe there are over 40 carebear characters and if u include their cousins (not the bear characters la), there are 50 over liao!! Shit.. now 2 collect them all?!! i will be broke...

Hence i decide to call out to all my frenz out there.. xmas gifts this yr shall be carebears plz! lolz... bday gifts in January can also be carebears!! Plz help poor me fulfil my long time wish of collecting the whole family of care bears!! :)

Now me aiming for harmony bear!! i noe NTUC is selling at 16.90 bucks!! going to get it later.. dun care!! no one can stop me... argh.....

dun believe me... this is the evidence of the carebears taken at bedok NTUC! winks...

Busy Like A Little Bubble Bee!

2008-08-06T23:16:00.004+08:00

Today is a damn hectic day! did so many things in one day and it certainly pleases me!! At least at the end of today, before i wish the world good night, i can say... YES IT HAD BEEN A FRUITFUL DAY! :)

Started out with driving lessons in the morning! My instructor seems to be a jolly good mood and is kinda of infectious! LOLZ!! But close to the ending part of the lesson, guess i was not realli focusing, did lotsa stupid and silly mistakes!! shit but lookin on the bright side, i rather i do all these silly mistakes NOW and learnt it well than during my practical test! Bleahz!! Aiming for a first time pass... finger cross... and if it helps, my toes are crossed as well! Wuhahaha...

Went back to bedok interchange to help Mr big ssss buy his S$8M dollar winning toto tickets! LOLZ!! the queue was damn freaking long! stood in the line for about 30 min to buy 5 coupons that is worth the cost price of 10 bucks! The exciting part is... This is my virgin attempt in buying toto though i do not know what i am buying! err.. sweats right! i'm juz followin instructions given by mr big sss himself!!

Things to say to the counter person:
#1 - System 7, 2 copies separately ($3.50 + #3.50 = $7)
#2 - "Creek-pig" (dunno what is the word or what it means la!! is sound like this.. so... hehe...) $1, 3 copies separately ($3)

Total = $10

Mr big sss in return.. he is going to treat me to ice cold beer's yum yum chix wings, cheesy pizza and mini burgers + a week supply of snake meat *drooling* wuhahaha... he better keep his words or else i will skin him alive and make snake leather wallet out of it. OH....

FINALLY bought a pair of covered shoes at bedok interchange!! cost onli 10 bucks wor! cheap deal...

Juz went shopping + KBOX the other day with von + wee! aim is to buy covered shoes but ended up buying a pair of golden coloured wedges from Charles & Keith! well no regrets at all! i am realli a sucker for charles & keith!! majority of my shoe collections come from charles & keith! :) even my school bag is that brand... big fan!!!

Meet up with Clara, my new found gf from school for assignment discussion!! happy to say, It went smoothly! :) manage to have a fair share of gossiping while getting the task done!! feeling satisfied!!! totally!!!

Also did my Organizational behaviour online quiz! :) scored 85%!! proud of it sia... haha... the test is manageable though, personally i find it a little tricky! nevertheless, i am pleased with my marks and no more OB quiz circling ard my head! Now i have to focus on marketing... quiz is next week! sighz... this time round, aiming a 100%?!!! i shall try... winks...

Before ending this entry... :) some pictures which were took sometime ago! wanted to blog it out but.. laziness got the better of me!! welll here u go...

OUTING WIF POLY GANG

vonnie & me... Orchard mc cafe!! :)

big mama & me!!!

lolz... beauties and the beast...

Girl power rocks!!!!

BATCH GER PAULINE 21st BDAY

My sweetie's 21 bday at aloha chalet!! :) Miss her lots...

Silkair Attendence list at the bday bash...

61 is the magical number... :)

I juz miss my batch gers...

Back To Square One...

2008-07-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

Suddenly felt i'm back to where i originally was...

i might had never realli left that stage...

Maybe...

Perhaps i had always unknowingly been a fren...

tonight seems long... it will be long...

But when the sun comes out tml at dawn...

i noe i will be alright....

i always had been... :)

y??

Coz this is how life goes...

How Interesting....

2008-07-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

Did some quizzes to kill time and this one is interesting...

Title: In search of a soulmate (http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test83.aspx)

Analysis:

The hard-working chief engineer is the guy for you.

He's the one who would build a wooden hu t- with a complete set of furniture, just for you. You need to feel at home and he's the one to make your dreams come true.

PS: Did i ever mention tat Mr Big SSS is an engineer!!?? winks...

Thursday Blues

2008-07-24T18:49:00.003+08:00

Feeling a little bit tired... Feeling a little bit restless... Feeling a little bit irritated... Feeling a little bit giddy... To sum up... i guess i am having THURSDAY BLUES!

Woke up at 8 am in the morning! rush rush for my driving lesson at ubi ave 1, onli to end up going back home at 9.30 am! my driving slot to be 9.30 am to 10.30 am! sweats!! But could not be helped as driving instructor was feeling unwell!! he was having giddy spells and vomited somemore sia! seeing him like tat also can't bring the heart to insist of having lessons!! Come to tink wif it... is onli an hr lesson!! LOLZ... i most probably will be driving round n round the ubi industrial area which i had been doing for the past few lessons. sighz...

Though i was unable to have my fair share of driving today, i managed to download my term 1 modules' notes and assignment!! :) printed some at home and the rest is sent to Snakie! LOLZ... my major printing assignment for him!! he better do a goodie job or else, this Hime Boo Boo will boo on him! Wuhahahaha...

did some revision for my organizational behaviour module! interesting module but i have a feeling i will enjoy my marketing module more! winks.. shall find out next week when my marketing class starts! :)

School is okie! so far so goodie!! hope i will be able too remain this positive till i graduate! LOLZ!! Guess when u are all alone in an unfamiliar and new environment, u are "forced" to make an effort to know people and mingle ard! Glad i managed to make some new frenz and a pleasant surprise, one of them is a SIA cabin crew and her sister-in-law is from MI! is realli a small world afterall... :)

Off Day Repaid

2008-07-21T23:22:00.006+08:00

Yeah!! Finally manage to get my off day!! no more on standby mode for tml!! can go for class with a peace of mind liao!! :)

So sianz! i actualli had to keep on callin the office the whole day to get my request done! my call was onli answered at 5.20 pm! what the hell right??? from morning to evening! this is not the onli thing tat made me fed up!! i asked him whether did he see my request note on his desk... he told me yes! shit lor.. u saw and u din do anything the whole day???!!! irritated... i must call in n nag then something is done!!! what logic is this ah... argh....

well at least this is the onli thing tat weighed on my ming for today!! sighz...

Driving was alright!! My first attempt driving in the day and is RAINING! wow challengin is tat ah!! :) had a chance to play with the car wipers wor... i realized tat my half clutch technique still sucks!! have to practice more sia... stall engine once today!! sighz...

wuhahaha my sister brought back our buy from the online shopping site WETSEAL! i ordered a bag and 2 tops but sad to say, i onli got my bag! apparently my other 2 tops are still with my sis's fren as there was some mixed up with the packing! dunno when i can get my 2 tops ah!!

i simply love my new black coloured Ruched Heart Charm Bag (http://www.wetseal.com/catalog/product.jsp?categoryId=106&subCategoryId=126&productId=10692)!! apparently now onli left with pink and torquiose colour wor!! see... black is sooo in demend!! :) can't wait 2 use it... can't wait to show it off... hahahaha...

met up wif my snakie this evening at causeway pt for dinner!!! i got a new nickname... BOO BOO! lolz... i dunno y snakie calls me BOO BOO but hey, it sounds adorable when he calls me tat! maybe if other guy calls me BOO BOO... i make sure i go kick them hard to make them cry boo boo! wuhahahaha...

it feels great seeing snakie again!! it was a short meet up as he is feelin unwell and he still has work tml! poor snakie... hope he will have a speedy recovery wor...

i miss my Mr big sss.... now going to la la land to meet him liao...

nitey nitey to the world ~

Can't Be Forgotten

2008-07-21T00:39:00.003+08:00

Gosh! Back from work... a busy full load phuket flight!! A challenging flight i must say! kind of proud of myself tat i kept my cool thru out the flight! wuhahaha...

Today i was impressed!! winks... impressed by a foreigner ang moh! Wow... he came up to me and spoke in perfect mandarin! i feel his mandarin shd be way better than me sia! If onli he was not tat grumpy... if onli he is not tat hostile to the crew... i would have find him extremely charming!! BUT hey... tat is no perfect package to anything! :) well this pax remind me of another pax i meet a few mths ago on my direct cebu flight! Tall... slim... dark haired wif a nice goody smile but the only difference is, tat cebu pax is over the top friendly!! those kind of pax tat will make ur day! oh no.. do i sound like i am Hana-ing??!! hahaha guess i am...

Life can be so ironic! i always seem to be complaining about work every now n then but despite all these, i still find myself having fun at work! :)

will be having my driving lesson later in the afternoon!! FINALLY! I will be driving out to the streets during the day!! hahaha.. kind of nervous sia but looking forward! winks...

Today i learnt something... the meaning of this phrase... easier forgiven but not forgotten. some words once said... is hard to take back or forget. read a sms today tat made me angry n upset but i was alright awhile later!! after work, reached home... my mum reminded me of the sms and i almost snapped! i feel tat man have no right to say what he wrote in the sms!! frankly, tat man totally disgusted me! if i would shot back at that moron, i would say tat i hope he will have the chance to go thru what my loved one gone thru and then look me in my face and say whether he feel lucky??! Fuckin asshole...

i was readin thru my past archives and i definitely had grown up! 4 the better or 4 the worse, i am not sure!! I juz felt tat i am no longer the little innocent ger tat i used to be! i'm no longer tat passionate and eager ger anymore! at times, i felt i can give myself a shock! y so??

perhaps i have seen things... heard things... done things... learn things to let me understand tat somethings juz couldn't be forgotten and it can actualli affect me unknowingly! the words tat he told me, it made me cold! perhaps is not intentional... perhaps i heard wrongly... but at times his actions showed me otherwise. i'm tired... i no longer can hold tat string tightly le... may GOD pull me thru... give me a sign of his intentions!

Sigh... enough of shitty stuff!! on the a lighter note, i came across a photo tat i took sometime ago!! LOLZ... wanted to blog it out then but i guessed it slipped my mind till now!!! went to the movie with my bro, dave at PS and this sign caught his attention while he was smokin at the carpark.

Notice anything funny about this sign board??!

LOLZ!!! Do look carefully... u will see it... winks...

Clue: Singaporeans' english isn't tat fantastic nway...

Unsettled Mind.....

2008-07-20T12:29:00.003+08:00

Feeling restless for the past few days!! Perhaps due to many unsettled stuff ard me!! some of my flying schedule still clashes with my classes which make me kinda of worried!! Though i made the request for off days and changed of flights some time ago, till now i still hven't seen the changes!! Sigh i juz hope office will do their job and make the necessary changes soon or they will have to see mc rate juz goes up! sianz...

Realli hope to get back my energy and zeal for life!! Nowadays nothing seems to be able to push me on... to motivate me... i juz feel like i running a rat race of something i dunno!! i do not noe what i wan... and all of a suddenly i am pushed into uncertainities once again!!

At times i feel angry.. but too tired to show it!

At times i feel sad... but see no point in toking about it...

At times i feel happy... but who cares!! anyway happiness, most of the times, are short-lived! men juz gets greedy with each happiness they felt or perhaps, become immune to those little happiness ard them. am i becoming like tat??

Hoping i wun be so negative... but seriously... i realli need to get myself back on track...

Hairy Business

2008-07-18T16:26:00.002+08:00

YES! Finally made my way down to the hair salon opposite my block! :)

Got a hair cut! :) now i have doll-like fridge like those china dolls! shorter hair in comparsion to my previous length! smoother hair! thanks to the hair treatment by the hair stylist kenny! :)

Hair cut + hair wash (2 times) + hair treatment = $29.50

How cheap is tat sia!! LOLZ!! their hair salon is newly opened so now is promotional price! apparently, the promotion will end this mth! lucky me...

Having my weekly driving lesson at 9 pm! feeling a little restless over driving liao... but will hang in there!! Guess i will go nap nap awhile before i hit down to roads for a spin with my driving instructor in a L-plated white old car...

winks....

What Kind Of Person Are You Test!!

2008-07-18T16:20:00.002+08:00

Analysis:

You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

The House Test!! Interesting and True....

2008-07-18T13:29:00.000+08:00

Analysis:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved.

If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Personality Test... So Accurate!!!

2008-07-18T13:09:00.008+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Delayed Flights Make Me Sick

2008-07-17T13:21:00.004+08:00

There had been so many delayed flights till it's realli getting on my nerves!! absolutely hate to receive a phone number starting with 654***** flashing on my Hp screen when i already out of the hse... at the bus stop or at the MRT station! Irritation to its max when the voice on the other side says, "chew geok ling... (y must say my full name!?? pissed!!) your flight MI*** has a delay!" Shit lor... always ended up slackin or zzzz at the crew briefing room!!

Ytday flight deleyed!! Now... my evening Langkawi is also RE-TIMED! well.. to me is juz a cover-up phrase for delay! sweats! nevertheless, the crew line-up is great! all gum-gum clicks hence it will be a fantastic flight! :)

Snakie is coming back home!! FINALLY SIA! Lolz... touching down at 1040 pm while i am touching down from work at 1110 pm! about 30 min difference between the 2 flights but guess, he will be hitting home first! :/ he still has work the next day while i am officially off the tml! Poor Snakie... when he is up at 6 am, hime is all covered up in her cozy bed, right hugging clover and on the left, hugging stevie! Wuhahahaha...

Hey my Mr Big SSS... i miss u!! :) Welcome home.......

been readin so many articles regarding the arguement between the 2 bloggers xia xue and dawn yang till curiousity realli got hold of me! went to both ladies' blog to kpo kpo a little!! well nothing much to realli kpo about but manage to get some goodie stuff from xia xue's blog! :) hahaha set my eyes on the $2 daiso earring/assorted holder and the Sally Hansen Hard As Wraps nail polish!! been wanting to try out sally hansen nail collection and frankkly, i really do not know what is holding me back to make the purchase!! LOLZ.. tink i will get it over the weekends when i'm free!!

School is starting!! 22 July is my official first day at school! :) excited!! however i am on standby mode!! Plan to call in for a morning flight so i can make it for class in the evening.. wish me luck kk!

Well better go get some zzz.. a short nap before my flight later on! :)

zzzz...........

Is A Long & Loving Day....

2008-07-14T23:31:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 33o am in e morning juz to meet Snakie for a super fast breakfast at T2 MacDonald! :) i'm rostered to operate morning shenzhen while he was taking SQ over to penang! Feeling little zombie due to lack of zzz BUT is all worthwhile! Seeing him makes everything worthwhile!

Snakie is off to Penang for a business conference and will be back in town on thursday night! however i supposed... onli get to see him over the weekends! HOPEFULLY can! though he onli gone for one day... hime is missing him already...

Zombie-ed thru out the whole shenzhen flight but it was bearable with the company of my batch ger! she was called up for the flight! :) what a pleasant surprise! pax profile.. same old singaporean business men and shenzhen locals... ain't hard but ain't easy to handle! :)

FINALLY tml is off day! can rest at home... hime shall be goodie ger! stay home and wait for her snakie's call.. winks...

Orientation Is Today!

2008-07-12T22:46:00.005+08:00

:) YES.. it is orientation day! Reach SIM 20 min before the registeration start hence went down to the administraion office to submit my declaration letter regarding the 40% subsidy thingy! Cannot play play wor... no declaration letter submit = no government subsidy = sky high school fee = work hard for $$$$ + more nagging from mother! sweats...

Orientation went well but kinda of dry! Listening to toks after toks... from university heads to subject heads... boring but useful! at least now i noe how the university system works! :) hahaha... i'm recallin what my first officer on my kochi flight said!! he was askin whether will the orientation have those ice-breakers games when we have to chase each other ard with a balloon hammer!! well now i can tell him.. NO! NO! lolz.. the students are too old for tat kind of games! how u expect some 30 yrs old running ard??!! hahaha...

met new frenz but all from other Business courses instead of marketing!! hahahaha... new environment forces pple to make frenz and luckily been in service line quite long liao!! noe the technique of thick-skinned and crapping... :) well... hope when class starts can meet more marketing coursemates! lolz..

collected my sem one study guides and text books! super heavy.. in the end have to take cab home! no way i could carry those heavy books back by train! sweats...

met up with Snakie at bugis in the evening! supposed to watch the movie RED CLIFF but tickets for goodie seats were sold out and onli left with those super front ones tat u have to extend ur head so back till u might as well break ur neck to see the screen! hahahaha.. nvm nvm... decide to catch the movie next week after snakie return from penang! we ended up having duck rice at beach road... chill out over latte n chocolate drinks at shaw towers starbucks... then hit home! tml yet another working day!! lucky is a short morning medan flight!! :)

Waiting Patiently...

2008-07-10T11:51:00.006+08:00

Unisim Student Portal checked... still NOPE... no signs of my individual timetable! Sianz... i'm waiting waiting waiting patiently... believe me I AM...

Need my timetable to plan my flying roster, my getaway planz with Snakie, my vacation with wee & von, my driving lessons etc!! tons of things i have to plan and make arrangements once i have my school timetable so Argh... unisim can u juz be a little bit faster!!!! :/

Well hopefully after this blog entry... after stuffin my mouth wif my hawaiian pizza... yeah its out! wuhahaha u nv noe.. the world works in weird ways...

Oh yeah... guess i nv realli intro my new family member tat juz joined my clan. yet another greenie pal.. CLOVER! :) adopted by Snakie & Hime... well adoption fee by Snakie at 16.95 bucks.. adoption centre at Marina Square Action City outlet. winks...

All set for the kiss... wuhahahahaha.... look how happy clover looks!

me planting clover a welcome kiss! winks...

Wuhahaha juz a simple pic wif my sweetie clover!!

Busy Dayz Ahead...

2008-07-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

Juz went to check my Unisim student portal account and NOPE... timetable is not out!

School is starting soon and i'm getting all this ridiculous nervousness stirring inside me! Been away from school for so so long and have this strong feeling that i would need time for some serious adapting! it doesn't help a bit tat i am working odd hours and studyin at e same time. Well let's see what life be once school starts.. hahaha orientation is this sat! *wicked smile*

Yippe... i changed my blog song!! i am simply, helplessly, totally addicted to this song! :) it's like a feel goodie song with its upbeat rhythm and teenage lovie dovie lyrics! winks.. it makes me feel young once again. Hmm i tink my frenz would be complaining tat y my blog always have "noisy" music de! LOLZ!! tink this song can also be added to my list of "noisy song" blog collection... *another wicked smile*

Tml will be flying with batch ger... and is an overnight kochi flight! finally... a flight with batch ger after so long! lookin forward.. winks...

if onli all my flights have a crew from batch 61... :)

The Same Old Story...

2008-07-08T21:54:00.004+08:00

Been feeling little down the entire today... perhaps due to the fact tat my day din realli turn out the way i tot it would be.

Had the whole of today planned out a few days ago..

morn = dentist

afternoon = hair cut and hair treatment

evening = dinner @ causeway point wif snakie

Woke up at 8 plus in the morning! rush rush for a quick bathe and made my way down to the demtal clinic onli 2 find out SIA din renew e dental contract with the clinic!! sianz.. i will have to pay the full cost from my own pocket! dun wan dun wan! hence.. no dentist today!

Well manage to get another dental clinic at tampines central which is still under SIA! :) made appt for this coming friday! so for the time being, i juz have to bear with my decayin tooth! arh..

juz after lunch, off to the salon!! wanted to give this new hair salon a try coz they are now having some sort of shop-openin offer thingy! shit... they are closed!! is not tat kind of official close day.. but those have emergency stuff so had to close the shop! sweats! nvm nvm.. i shall go back to the salon i normally go to and what rotton luck, it is also closed! rest day! sianz...

ended up going for facial and massage!!! dun wan to waste my off day... sighz...

dinner went well! :) at least someting went well! but guess both of us were tired hence din tok much!! or maybe is juz me feelin down! been feeling restless these few days! hope my mood will pick up soon...

been feelin tired till the extend tat i simply dun have any energy to do my regular stuff... i juz let things be! some thing wrong with me! i simply dislike what i am but i couldn'y help it...

it suddenly hit me tat my life seems so stagnant! the same old story juz goes on n on n on...

to me... each tml juz seems like a same old brand new day..

How ironic...

Yes... Finally...

2008-07-08T00:32:00.004+08:00

Had been some time since i last blogged... guess my lazy bone is up to its bag of tricks again! lolz.. well.. yes! finally! a new entry.. :) Lots of stuff happened and i realli dunno how or where to start!! perhaps i will begin with whatever tat comes into mind!

hey hey!! as u can see, a brand new blog skin! finally changed a new one after so long! hmmm i'm not realli in love with the skin but yet, it is good enough to make me settle down and get some blog codes done! it's been awhile since i last played ard with codes etc hence took me some time to perfect this blogskin! :) is all paid off...

Juz manage to meet up with duckie for a movie at Tampines Mall. Caught e movie WANTED! is a BLOODY BLOOD movie wif lots of bullets flying thru brains and harsh mother F**king language! Lolz! But i have to say... angelina jo lee looks freakin cool in the movie! hahaha i have always been a big fan of hers!!!

Guess close frenz of mine and of coz... big snakie.. will noe wat had happened to me during the last one mth! learnt lots of stuff and most importantly, for the every first time of my 24 yrs in this world, i had a taste of total freedom!! winks!! this new found but short-lived freedom is very addictive! however, at the same time made me realize the importance of having a home and being surrounded by loved ones!! my host and her family members treated me well... and made me feel extremely welcomed but ultimately, tat was not my home!! :) i miss my home... i miss my bedrooom and i miss princess stevie! and yuppie.. now i am back! packed my room.. cleared the trash... all set to go!!!

here are some pic of my little cosy room for the month of june!! took these pictures juz before i bid my final goodbye!! well.. i kind of like the room... :)

my cozy bed!!

Clover die die wan to be part of the picture... lolz...

the bedroom... :)

is juz nice to be home!! home sweet home.. winks...

Reality Check

2008-06-25T15:04:00.002+08:00

Reality Checked Flight

After so long... i finally got a fuck up flight!!! Well.. is ain't tat bad as i had worse before but i had too many smooth, fun and zap-less flights tat i somehow let my guards down. i allowed myself to fall in too comfortable in this dog-eat-dog airline world. Today's flight reminded me how harsh and insensitive airline culture can be! Sighz.. reality sinking in..

Nevertheless, i'm keeping my head high coz i still believe i had done my best in whatever i do. if my efforts are deemed as not enough... then there is nothing much i can do liao. i can never please everyone!! Even if i could, i choose not to!

One thing comforting is tat both sectors pax had been such a dear to me! :) appreciativeand friendly!! charming gentlemen and lovely ladies...

Something happened on broad tat made my flight not so borin as it is... :) it got my crew in charge so hyped up!! well... as the same.. rem the good stuff and forget the bad stuff... wish this can be easier done than said.

Hmmm smthing hit me today!! how tired can one be?!! physically hungin by a thread with onli 2 hrs zzz... emotionally draining with each fell... i din noe i had become so tired till now. i need to re-charge but kind of clueless of how to do so. no worries.. i will work things out...

Morning Flight.. Finally!

2008-06-25T05:20:00.002+08:00

Morning Flight... Finally!!

Called in to crew schedule 3 times ytday for any morning flights which allow me to touchdown before 5pm...

Finally.. called me at 4.30 am for morning surabaya! crew scheduling guy did keep to his words afterall... winks!!

feeling little tired... zzz had not been well for me but hey... life still goes on!! i still have work coz i noe money doesn't fall from the sky into my pocket. :)

as this fren of mine once text to me, "Yo sis, dun think so much. Ha ha just do what you need to do everyday and you will get by :)" surprisinly.. i still have tat message!!!

how true can it be!!! :) coming from someone who did show me tat he is very happy with his life... so i shd try to be happy with mine!

Juz hopin for a pat on the back... but guess the person that will do so is none other than myself...

Officially Declared JANICE Day

2008-06-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

Officially Declared JANICE Day

noe i promised my Dear tat i won't on the com.. i wun log surf the net... but i must must blog this out! so this is a quick update!! :) i would say AMUSING!!

Was called up for evenin phuket and guess what... hahaha... there are 3 Janice(s) on broad!! Apparently all the Janice(s) workin in Silkair are operating today's MI 756/755! LOLZ!!! simply amused... it shd be going down in silkair history...

When the welcome announcement was made... i simply couldn't hold back my laughters!! "Assisting me today are... Janice Lim, Janice Chew, Janice Ng..." what a rare thing to hear... winks...

Woo hoo... captain had made e flight a DECLARED JANICE DAY flight... :)

What happen u placed 3 janice(s) tog on one flight?? ah ng, ah lim + ah chew = FUN!! nothing but shitty fun.. lolz...

Good Morning...

2008-06-14T05:13:00.002+08:00

Goodie Morning...

i'm up and ready for work! :)

After a night zzz... though not realli a gd one, it was sufficient for me...

Guess i am better off as Hime... HIS hime!! Striking to be a good hime... :)

Part of me still thinks... by default.. we can be one big happy family...

Deleted Entry

2008-06-13T21:19:00.003+08:00

Nothing is By Default....

- Previous Entry Deleted -

After much tot.. i felt tat i shd deleted the previous post! is nothing negative about deleting the post... juz realize life ain't tat simple as it is.

I was pulled down to reality tat there is nothing by default... and sadly, there is no by default a happy fairytale ending!! happiness is not by default! it is smthing tat need to be worked hard for.. no matter is a couple's happines or self happiness.. all needs time and patience.

today made me realize how much words can fail me!! and how overactive my imagination can be!! always thinkin n concludin things tat din happen.. tink this trait of mine killed me!!

Maybe i worry too much... maybe i fear too much... maybe i shd have been more honest... There is so many maybe tat i simply juz wanna ignore all these MAYBE(s)!

what is going thru his head is smting i might not like!! it could also be smting tat i'm tired about! i am not blamin anyone... and i am also not blamin myself! i am juz wondering... and prayin tat i could have been more observant and understanding to him!

He asked me whether i could even rem what were the tings we did tog! i rem... but is it pointless to say! perhaps to me at tat moment is pointless ba coz the whole discussion is not about remembering events or items.

Yes i noe is a critical time. yes i noe is such a wrong move to pull such a stunt!! yes i know about lots of things and yet i still go do it. tink tat is want tat hurts him most ba... no more excuses le... at least no more excuses from me...

the chance is given and i had mis-used it... i shall live wif tat. consequences i shall bear even if it kills... and squeeze the life out of me!

juz now... as i was standin there...in front of him... i realized i am no longer the ger who wants to argued her way out of things... i din wan to push on... no tears when we parted... juz tots to myself... a moment of silence to myself...

i realize i am becoming more n more like him each day... someone dear to me and i will always remember... it dawn on me tat i am not living each day remembering him but i am living each passing day like him... silence was his best fren.. perhaps one day it shall be mine.

he is someone tat i took pride in... coz he had nv let me down...

behind tat steerin wheel.. on tat driver's seat... i finally can see myself in him..... :)

One Man's Business

2008-05-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

One Man's Business

sighz.. wrote a whole pile of junk.. onli to decide to juz delete the whole entry...

nothing much to complain about coz is the same old story over and over again..

nothing to be boost about.. nothing to be proud of too..

i juz wanna say.. i am very tired...

Extremely exhausted...

I have nv felt so lost or alone before... but this is a one man's business!

i shall learn to deal it myself...

sorry i had bother...

Power Of Independence!

2008-05-24T11:23:00.002+08:00

Power Of Independence!

At times i juz wish i could be stronger... emotionally independent... physically independent... and spiritually independent!!

Everyday we mix ard with a variety of pple.. family... lovers... frenz... colleagues.. or even juz strangers... there is a possible impact on oneself! i love the relationship between people.. coz it always amazed me how pple can interact with one another!! but at times, i juz dislike the feeling of being influenced by others' actions or words.

I told myself... keep reminding myself not to be affected coz i believe tat strength is from oneself and not given by others.. however, i'm always blinded by situations and pple ard me! Getting affected.. getting moody or frustrated!!! i detest myself being such a weakling... an dividual with no solid stand for myself.

recently.. Find myself trying to please pple ard me till e extend that i feel quite mentally off! so many things that happen.. from then to now... but it still left a very fresh wound! it felt juz like ytday! countless of blank-ed moments... teary moments... frustrating moments... sadden moments... insecure moments... somehow they din leave me! ironically, they seemed to be acculumating over time. how nice i could abandon them?!! juz drop them off my shoulders....

from a close fren of mine once say... LOVE URSELF MORE!

at times i wonder how this phrase works! maybe i shd realli start pondering about it...

had always admired those care-free indivduals... successfully yet humble... independence mind and soul.. with an independence outlook of life and the things ard them! is hard to achieve.. yes i noe!!

But hey.. things will onli happen if u try...

Need some time by myself... to do some thinking.. some time to myself.. simply learning to love myself JUZ a little bit more... winks...

Having The Same Skies

2008-05-19T01:47:00.003+08:00

Having The Same Skies...

Finally went jogging in the late evening! to much surprised.. there were so many pple at the reservoir and then it was when i realize tat today was a sun and tml is a public holiday! :) days are no longer impt to me... dates are!

as i was jogging.. saw a few planes flew past! suddenly tot of the gentlemen and ladies workin on those fighter planes, cargo planes or commercial planes... what a wonder feeling to conquer the skies! :) suddenly i am glad i am part of this big family...

Suddenly... miss all the pple i noe! :) though all of us are having the same skies... seeing the same skies... we can be so far apart.. we can be so different!

Lots of things happened recently that changed my view to life significantly.. :)

i am missing someone out there... lookin out of the window... i wonder is he lookin out of the window.. seeing the same moon and stars.. seein the skies that i am seeing now.. :) he will always be an impt part of my life... he used to be... he now is... so will he be in the future..

coz we are havin the same skies above us... :)

Out Of Hand

2008-05-14T12:24:00.002+08:00

Spinning Out Of Control

Juz within 3 days, so many things had happened!! had to cope with all kind of events happening at one go and the stress from all aspects of life!

i am not complaining but juz tryin to cope the current situation well! had lots of things on my mind which gave me zzz-less nights! thanks gooodness was able to doze off last night wif some pee pee breaks! lolz...

it is kind of surprising that how a human's brain can function in a way that it could accommdate so many things!! however it is tiring! yes i feel i have no right to be the one using the word "tiring" but i am realli exhausted! not from work but more of the personal level!

he said time could be a healing factor! no doubt it would... however with each day passing, i could feel the numbness!! is like having a slow death.. maybe one day we dun feel anymore!

she promised to let me go ahead with my studies but often i hear words of protest and discouragment! it dampen my spirits.. but i will have to hold on... hopefully things will turn for the better!

once again the burden of earning money fell on me again!! getting to feel the pressure again.. but what to do... i will juz go on..

i dun tink will be blogging for the time being after this entry... juz need a break.. to collect my tots.. :) plus i realli hope to blog happy moments of my life but sad to say.. there is none at present...

huggie to all that had been encouraging me!! taking time out to sms me... meeting me after work... those dinner toks... hey! i will be fine... i juz need time.. juz like every one needs...

Simply... Cranky...

2008-05-09T23:55:00.001+08:00

Simply... Cranky...

Back from my phuket flight! shit... i dunno whether is it considered a shitty flight! the flight was not realli a bad one.. well i had worse before! BUT i feel so damn exhausted, moody and realli GREAT, i hurt my right wrist! pulled out a loaded cart all by myself and i think i pulled a muscle or smthing!! i din realize e pain till the returning sector when i was loadin my meals into the cart! instantly the sian-ism creeped in! i never like to be injured due to work factor coz is simply not worth at all! who will pity? NO ONE from work for sure... and u urself to bear the consequences! sighz...

service was super slow for the 2 sectors due to some reasons which i chose not to say! i think opinions differ so i shall juz keep my tots to myself! i'm juz glad for the two sectors, we din land with trays!

Guess when i am in a foul mood, i snap at almost everyone! there were so many pple at the interchange that i practically juz wanna use my trolley bag to roll over anyone or anything that steps into my way! irritating stares from strangers when i walked by! i used to beam with pride from those stares but now.. zzz!!

yeah yeah!! so what i have my hair pushed and nicely tied up?! so what i have thick makeup on my face?! so what i am pulling a trolley bag ard?! so what i am a cabin crew?! juz keep ur stare to yourself...

ah ah... i think i am in a very very bad mood! getting cranky.. super cranky!! i even snapped at my dearie which made me super guilty! he done nothing wrong..

SORRIE snakie! spolit ur evening... made u miss the party with ur pals!! during the phone conversation juz now... guess my tone wasn't nice! i realli wanna say i miss you too but the words juz seemed to drown down my throat! so now i wanna let u to know... I MISS YOU TOO! :)

Missing You

2008-05-08T20:08:00.004+08:00

Missing Him....

I am missing someone...

Missing someone very dear...

Yes i am missing you...

My big Snakie... :)

Come home soon...

The Stone is Dropped!!

2008-05-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

The Stone Is Dropped!!!

Feel so relieved! Happy! Excited! :) i passed my Final theory test and now setting my eyes on practical! me going to chiong chiong.. can't wait to drive!!

i simply can't wait to drive my own car to pick dearie up from his regular chill up spot with his "rat" pals, wearing my mickey mouse furry slippers! maybe with a bell attached to my slippers! WUHAHAHA... can't wait to drive my dearie crazy with my chop chop smooth driving and the ringing of the bells from my slippers as i step onto the accelerator or depress the clutch pedal! EVIL LUFF...

it feels great to be one step closer to driving! winks... feel so blessed when i see my dearie waiting for me at the driving centre! so happy to share the goodie news with my dearis at first hand! so glad to have his BAO BAO... :)

at this very moment... hime juz feel like a hime (princess)!! *grinning*

Kota Kinabalu

2008-05-06T23:33:00.003+08:00

Surprises On Kota Kinabalu Flight!

:) is an eventful day with some pleasant surprises in stored for me during my Kota kinabalu flight! great crew with fantastic pax... if realli i dun feel tat fatigue due to my tat time of the mth (wuhahaha!) or else everything would be perfect!

did business class AGAIN! been working business class for the past 2 weeks and damn, i think i will be super lost when i go back to work at the aft! LOLZ!! maybe as blur as a newbie! :p

met a big character during my going sector! chat with him as he was seated at business class!! he taught me lots of stuff about life... his words are realli very motivating!! can tell is a very knowledgable and humble businessmen despite his achievements! :) at the age of 63 yrs old, he totally dun look his age and he so alert during the entire conversations! his trick?? do lots of shujoku! lolz...

returning sector, met a pax that recognized me during one of his previous manado flight however i realli couldn't rem! LOLZ! felt super gulity!! he is a nice chap!! well... onli managed to chat with him for awhile after the flight when disembarking and later before leaving the departure transit at the duty free shop! darn.. shd pass him a comment form onboard sia! lolz.. it always feel nice to be rem or praised due to ur hard work and good customer service! JOB satisfaction at its peak man!!!

felt this flight realli lifted my spirits for work! been quite restless for the past few flights... maybe due to the long vac off not too long ago! had too much fun then.. winks..

been thinkin a lot these few days! been pondering over questions... but i guess i will onli noe the answers when it realli happened! but one thing for sure.. no matter what the decision is.. i will stay by it coz the decision is solely by me and hence... my responsibility! :)

being a woman is hard... being an independent woman is even harder but tat is what i strive for.. :)

juz the 2 of us

2008-05-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

Juz His Hime & Her Snakie...

Wuhahaha me supposed to be hoppin into bed and making my way to la la land as tml i have an early yangon flight! but Before i do that.. juz a short bloggie entry! :)

Had a great day out with my dearie!! :) disppointing levi/victoria secrets etc warehouse sales caused can't find anything to buy.. taking slow strolls at pasir ris park while feasting on yummy ice cream.. yum yum the famous changi village nasi lemak... shoppin at MPH and Metro warehouse sales at EXPO which was a success.. :) nothing beats the great acc of my snakie...

wuhahaha... love his new hair cut! look more boyish... :p

bought a book titled... WHY MEN DUN LISTEN and WOMAN CAN'T READ MAPS...

read a few pages and hmmm... seems interesting.. it made me wanna read on but NO NO NO... now i have to zzz!! tml have to focus on my FTT first... hahaha the book have to wait! winks... but i'm sure it will be a joy readin the book coz i wannna noe y my snakie dun listen to me... LOLZ!!!

Chant: bad snakie... hime stomp stomp.. big bad snakie...

WUHAHAHAHAHA............

nitey nitey world...

Unexpected Turn Of Events

2008-05-03T19:13:00.003+08:00

Unexpected Turn Of Events

Unexpected off day! :) went work with a reluctant heart and it turned out my prayers were answered! My flight crew had been taken off MI756 to operate MI518 due to bad weather at yangon!! Waited aimlessly for 2 hrs and was asked to step down.. go home! LOLZ!! spent the whole afternoon eating.. drinkin.. eating.. drinkin... FAT LA!

simply.. delightfully... loved the unexpected of today! *winks*

yes! i finally bought the charles and keith high heels shoes! cost me a freakin 43 dollars and end up with abrasion on both of my foot! wore them on thurs to meet Dearie and frenz at Tampines mall! shit lor...

my right foot...

my left foot...

DAMN PAIN I TELL U!! so pain till i wear my normal covered shoes also pain hence forced to wear slippers instead! SO unlucky ting is... ytday walking home from work, my slippers gave way and i had to wear my working silkair shoes home! shit.. then i juz had to specially make a trip to interchange to buy some $6.90 cheapo slippers!! i realli cannot wear any covered shoes... sighz... nu ren ai mei la...

sighz... awhile later have to revise for my FTT on wed!! hope can pass pass..

Chanting.. PASS FTT! PASS FTT....

Lazy Afternoon

2008-04-29T15:22:00.003+08:00

Lazy Afternoon

Feeling restless on this lazy afternoon!! Weather kind of humid.. dark clouds hovering ard but no rain.. no wind!! sianz.. feeling sticky though i took my bathe liao! argh...

juz finished 400 FTT questions and my head is spinning! need a break... but there ain't anything to do hence decided to blog again!! Realized i had been bloggin quite on a regular basis sia! gd or bad thing?! lolz...

i juz wanna say.. I AM SO GETTING MY HANDS ON CHARLES & KEITH SHOES! :) one of their latest collection... black high heels shoes! tried searchin for its pic but vain! nvm nvm... will snap a pic of it when i lay my hands on it! going to transit charles & keith tml after flight to see whether have the shoes or not! if have.. CHIONG liao! buy at the spot! :) also have to help wee wee see got her shoes too! then help shiya buy her facial powder foundation.. wow so many things to do!

then later have go home place luggage.. fresh up a bit have to go down to UBI driving centre for my FTT e-trial! later in the evening.. movie with dear(?)!! lolz.. not cfm yet!! but i die die wan meet him.. woohoo...

Zzzz Zzzz Monster

2008-04-29T02:59:00.002+08:00

Zzz ZZZZ Monster

My sleeping monster where are u??

i'm tired but i can't zzz...

damn humid n warm weather... worsen my hives....

dun wan to see those red spots...

my eyes threatening to close but i can't seem to zzz...

can feel health going down the drain once again...

Can someone bring me my vitamin c??

Can someone juz give me back my health?!

Can someone bring zzz monster to me?!!

......... ...... .. ............

Juz A Conversation

2008-04-28T23:20:00.003+08:00

Juz A Conversation

"Juz a conversation" is what he said... but that is surely one big hell of a saddening, frustrated and disappointing conversation. i could not say for him.. but at least is for me!

Yes i will still blog!! happy or sad! angry or with a peace of mind! and i am sure he noe that i will! he understands me well enough to guess what i have up in my sleeves! :) i hate when he reads me like a blank piece of paper... but hey tat's him!

Though tog for onli about 6 mths, those mths felt like it contained yrs of build up frustration and quarrels! perhaps due to those unhappy times, the HAPPY moments seem so dear and precious. :) is juz like if there is no bad pple in this world, how can there be good pple!

i'm feeling.. blank-ed! kind of tired of the situation... brain somehow been overused for the past few days! On what?? seriously i also dunno lehz! maybe is my sensitivity tat is the main culprit pushing me to my limits!? if so... shit lor!! simply detest my sensitivity!! juz like what the fortune teller once said, i must stay away from jade fore my name contains too many "YU" chinese character! jade so fragile! once drop.. GONE! i dun wan be like tat ah... yet at times i am.

Said some mean things but i do not deny tat there are some truth in it! i dun feel sorry about the words said! however the onli thing i regret is the way i brought the message across. if onli god can turn back the hands time, i will be more careful with my words n tone. words can kill and this poin is made very true between him n me!

i seek comfort and suppport from a relationship. honestly i had them both from him but maybe at times, when men gets greedy, the comfort dun seem enough! or shd i say when at the breakin point... the comfort i need is beyond what the other party could give. i am not trying to say there are better guys out there who could give me tat degree of comfort!!! DUN GET ME WRONG!! i juz feel tat true comfort is from oneself... when u are able to find ur own peace of mind. others can onli beside u.. listen to ur complains n misery, but it comes to the root of the problem, is up to urself to deal with it! perhaps tat is y i seldom tok about my problem to my frenz.. well i would not say dun have la!! juz lesser! :p

i could tell he changed a lot for me!! hmmm maybe not changed but took efforts to accept what i am! i had done my part as well but maybe is not enough on my part! realized tat i been asking more n giving less. think is also time for some self reflection le... so i wun cry this time round!! tears somehow seem like an irony at this stage.

received this sms from a fren:
i see... den it's e indifference between u 2 ba..
still something that you will need but he can't give and some part of his character you still cannot accept totally ba..
slowly ba.. cheer up :)

YES! support from my pillar wee wee!! comfort from my acceptance of the indifference..

i will work hard for US! (not america for goodness sake ah!!!) :) 6 mths dun come easy for us... braved thru much.. hence the onli right route for us is to move forward together for a better future!

HIME JIA YOU!!!

Jumbo Feelings

2008-04-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

Jumbo Feelings

jumbo feelings = happy, sad, amused, excited.. all mix in one big basket!!!

still feeling little down but it is getting better!! thanks to everyone for giving me attention n concern! esp dear who showered me with patience and make me laugh with his goofy humour! evil luff...

no worries pple!! me doing juz alright with some occasional slience! :p think is what gers are naturally talented for! winks... GOD gave us the right of PMS! Wuhahaha...

nway, supposed to operate afternoon yangon flight which is about now.. lolz.. but i was called up for overnight chongqing hence today's yangon i'm taken off! happy!! earned today off! *grinning from ear to ear*

Chongqing flight was alright! Hmmm worked business class and i have to say.. i no work till bored to tears! going sector = zero pax and returning sector = 3 ZZZ pax = no food + no service required! LOLZ!! but i did helped out at econ class so dun say i getting easy money! :)

some of amusing stuff happened onbroad which still leave me smiling till now! my first attempt in using fake lashes at work invited lots of attention! i think coz the lashes is realli abnormally long! even the flight deck crew n pax notice!! :/

had lots of amusing conversations with capt... wuhahaha... he is such a adorable captain! one of the nicest captains ard i muz say.. and i am still crackin my brains whether did i ever fly with this capt before! hmmm...

me: hi captain.. i'm janice! nice to see u...
capt: ah janice.. long time din fly wif u...
me: .......... realli?! (confused)
Capt: yeah.. haven't seen u for a while...
me: *abashed* capt.. i think it must been awhile since i last saw u coz i can't rem whether i flew with u before!!
capt: ..... ....

LOLZ! oops... i think captain took it as a joke coz he left with a heaty luff!! :p

in the flight deck for drink orders before take off...

capt: janice... is your eye lashes real?
me: hahaha is juz grew longer overnight..
capt: realli?? (like believe me... hahahaha...)
me: of coz fake la capt... where got normal human so long lashes!!!

LOLZ... MAJOR OOPS!!!

hahahaha now is pax's turn!! helped a china pax lady picked up her boarding pass.. next min she stared at me..

(ps: in mandarin ah!!!)
Pax: miss... your eyes lashes very long ah!!!
me: .. .. .... *taken back*
pax: is it real??
me: .... ....

before i knew it, she went to use her finger i touch my fake lashes!! and becoz i moved, she poke my eyes!! eeks... lolz.. but not painful la!! juz amused...

OKIE enough of my fake lashes story! i think i can juz go on n on on...

MUACKS to dearie! me pick me up at the airrport at 6 am after i landed! :) went to bedok market for breakfast! realli appreciate it.. he still have to work the whole day later! sighz... hope he ain't too tired coz he is busy KLKK at his workplace lor! LOLZ LOLZ.........

OH OH... dear FINALLY pass me the Coach wristlet from the states! MUACKs...

happy! now i have a matching coach wristlet to my coach handbag!! so ashamed.. so far all my branded stuff is from dear!! pengz... i'm determined to get one myself... hmmm maybe this time not coach le! :p

Coach package gift box! the wristlet cost USD55 = S$75!! at transit is S$109 if i din recall wrongly but this price is a few mths ago! >_<
LOVE IT!!!

can't wait to use it... can bring this wristlet go chiong.. hmm...

hope happy days will juz keep rolling in... :)

worn out

2008-04-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

Simply Tired

Guess i am realli tired le...

think it comes to tat time again where i would juz hide in my room... my little corner to haf a little moment to myself...

i wanna zzz... exhausted as i am... i realli wanna rest! but i can't seem to...

suddenly hugging princess stevie dun realli bring about the comfort i used 2 have!!

i noe i am not alone but yet i feel i am alone!

workin hard.. pushin myself... onli for tings that promise nothing but uncertainities...

2 dozen of doughnuts.. onli 2 be eaten by myself...

a box of green tea goodies... onli to be left on my dining table...

do things... onli to be scolded n not appreciated...

rushed thru things... onli to be left alone...

is nobody's fault... is juz me being sensitive! think is juz me lacking the maturity...

Been having dreams of him recently... i dunno y... it made me miss him a lot..

he always been my pillar of support despite his past...

trying to recall his lonely back facing me as he puff his cigarettes...

he always carry a frown... deep in thoughts... but always smiling at me!

always that assuring... always that comforting...

i realli do miss him...

if onli he is now with me.. maybe my eyes will not be tat puffy...

gosh... i juz wanna close my eyes and zzz...

My Genting Trip

2008-04-24T09:53:00.003+08:00

Genting Trip

Genting trip genting trip!! :) though it was onli a short 3 days 2 nights stay... it was an enjoyable one! :) sometime is not the quantity tat is impt but the quality time spent with loved ones tat counts!!

Din manage to take lots of pictures coz me already not realli a pic person then dear dear even worse! LOLZ... at times askin him to take a pic is like taking his life! pengzzzz!!! nevertheless manage to snap some.. winks...

Another reason y din take lots of pic, some of our time we were in the casino! camera ain't allow in the casinos which i forgot!! snap a pic and i was approached by a FATSO security lady! i deleted the pic immediately on the spot!! sweats!!

well though at the casino, we were NOT GAMBLING but juz watching other pple gambling!! i learnt how to play the 3 cards poker.. all thanks to dear snakie explanation and some uncles n aunties who gave me live demostration! LOLZ!! dear onli played the 3 cards poker for awhile on the last day morn of our entire stay! sweats...

Here are some photos!!! not many... lolz...

An excited me on the coach to genting!!

dearie practically zzzz thru out the whole bus ride up to genting!

first world hotel!! where me n dearie stayed!! HAHAHA so colourful sia!! the colours remind me of a pic tat i can find on a 3 yrs old colouring book! lolz...

my virgin attempt at Archery!! smile first...

Later aim... n shoot.. winks... nway i suck at archery! :/

MOVIE!! me n dear... watching forbidden kingdom!

The cinema! :) watching movie genting is damn cheap de! :p we ended up watching 2 movies.. the other movie is 3 kingdoms which we preferred it to the latter!

POPCORN n our tickets!!

Okie okie... this pic is taken for one reason... i'm lame! LOLZ... but i am juz so amused!!

err... where is the lift??!! imaginery lift maintainence in progress???!!!

dear Outside our hotel room! :) 21 902.. which is floor 21 room 902!

breathtaking scenery view from the lift lobby of floor 21! :) mountains of mist...

where the skies meet the land! :)

last but not least!! juz us... winks...

My First Flight

2008-04-23T23:11:00.003+08:00

My First Flight After So Long...

Noe i shd be in la la land as i promised my dear tat i will zzz at 11 pm! oops... now already 11.12 pm le!! shall make a fast fast entry then off 2 dreamland!!

Finally.. back at work!!! first flight after my vac off was one of the longest flight.. 3 sectors sin-dvo-ceb-sin!! practically took up my whole day! :/ tiring but it was a smooth flight! :) great crew with okie okie pax but bad weather! turbulence was quite bad till i developed a headache by the end of the whole flight! sighz.. i even puke after landed at sin!! sighz...

Guess i need some time to get back my flying momentum liao! sighz...

Dear came down to the airport to have dinner with me! :) happy to see him... but maybe my spinning head got the better off me, din show as much excitement as i wanted to! :/ so.. snakie must understand ah!

hehe.. me juz loaded some of my genting pic onto photobucket!! wanna blog now lehz but eyes threatening to close!! exhausted!! i dun think i have energy to even read my FTT! ah... shall blog tml! :)

AH... I wan watch MAN U vs BARCELONA match later at 2.30 am!! y i no scv??!! bad snakie dun let me watch... >_<

Mr Brown Show

2008-04-21T12:44:00.002+08:00

Mr Brown Show

WUHAHA.. this is damn funny!!! i LOVE the tokyo drift movie and certainly the soundtrack! :) but this is also classic! lolz... my blog song is e mr brown's ERP drift! honestly, is kind of irritating but nevertheless, downright hilarious! winks...

2 Many 2 Count - ERP Drift

I wonder if you know,

How they live in Ang Mo Kio

Go to city many gantry

Can’t afford your speed too low

Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Slow is dangerous (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

I wonder if you know,

How they live in Toa Payoh

Please lah tolong, only Lorong

Not Expressway also tio!

Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Spread like virius! (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Many many taxes danglin

ERP now is randomin

Keep your speed ‘bove 45

Or everybody Cashcard won’t survive!

Suka suka ERP on

Happy happy gantry can born

16 new ways to gope your lui

See already want to pui!

Gahmen say take MRT

Cos car is only luxury

Build the road for Fellari

Normal car will up lorry

Ji Pa Ban (uh!), Ichiban (uh)

No million dollars you Lan Lan

CTE is the place to be

Singapore road for VIP

I wonder if you know,

How they live in Ang Mo Kio

Reach work early, at 5.30

Spend three hours drink teh-o

Can’t be seraious! (wah lau!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Live like vampires (ouch!) (beep! beep! beep!)

I wonder if you know,

Where the gantry never growWhere the lorry Never worry

Travel freely where you go

Pulau Bukom! (Don’t have!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Pulau Tekong (Huat ah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Support or Comfort?!

2008-04-17T19:27:00.002+08:00

Support or Comfort?!

feelin stressed out these few days!! Lots of things weighin in my mind... till the extend i have to increase my anti-histamine for my hives to daily dose instead of once every 2 days!! and then the hives also become an issue in giving me more stress! is juz great.. perfectly great...

vac off also stressed up!! have the urge to juz faster return to work! suddenly felt tat flying had become a source of escape for me! my hp has no auto roaming therefore once i am on the plane right till the point i touchdown at sin, i am not contactable! is onli me with e crew and 2 sectors pax! suddenly life on the plane seems more simple than life beyond e plane's premiers. Sighz...

one thing that made me realize... comfort and support are two different things!

i have countless of support from others but where is the comfort??!! comfort is juz so hard to come by! as life goes on, i juz feel true comfort comes from oneself and solely from oneself! depending others for comfort can be a tiring and an endless wait task! even if comfort does arrive in the nick of time before u break down, it will onli leave u wanting more with a growing dependency to it! so what happen next time? the next next time?! is juz a vicious cycle...

support i smting i realli do appreciate!! as least is what tat keeps me going!! support to me now is when it rains, it is a shelter for me... someting to protect me from the storm... but who is going to protect me from the bitter cold from the storm?!

at this moment... i am confused... i dun wan to think about it.. nor do i wanna tok about it! so dun ask me anything...

Downtown East Chalet

2008-04-16T18:49:00.002+08:00

Downtown East Chalet

Chalet is realli an enjoyable thing! :) plus i am spending with such great frenz! winks... the onli disappointing thing is the second day is kind of spolit by un-welcomed hp calls!! the calls left me crying.. swollen eyes.. blocked nose... hives outbreak and a super heavy heart! sighz... however, the chalet is still a blast! :)i'm still grinning when i recall the times spent...

Some pictures!! Day One...

the proud owners of room 1703 at block G! :)

Our very own mini snack bar!! LOLZ!! i'm damn proud of it...

Xiao ben dropped by for BBQ! been donkey mths since i last saw this "jie mei"!! still getting on my nerves and always itchy for a piece of mind from me!!

Let the preparation for the BBQ begins... noe is hard work so here am i.. a glum trying to smile face!! mama wee wee calling me to start cracking.. :/

it looks like i am nagging vonnie as i'm marinating the chix wings but i swear.. i am not!! dunno what with my face.. hmmm...

SEE!! all smiles... LOLZ!!!

wee our fire starter!!! she is a pro sia...

burn fire burn... plz cook our food.. lolz...

Wee still can get the job done with me fooling ard.. hands up!!!

Xiao ben n Vonnie showing off their hard work!! HAHA... there are marinated black pepper fish fillet in the aluminium foil they are holdin on..

soon we are joined by chin eng!! vonnie's macho bf!! winks...

Well BBQ eat eat also no fun right... so we decide to juz do some serious cam whoring.. lolz...

what are u staring at? what fight ah??!! fight la...

kidding la!! juz foolin ard... wuhahahaha...

DIE DIE must be part of the picture... lolz..

Jan fight back to big mama... *recallin the murder case at sentosa* while xiao ben... the same... juz ignore and post for the cam... new accompliance, von!!!!

juz to recall some memories... lolz... at sentosa... got see the similarities??!!

wuhahaha von kena attacked... her facial expression little sweats though...

Is a "lesbian" affair... kissy....

Fighting for xiao ben?! gosh!! no worries... is onli an act.. xiao ben.. dream on!! wuhahaha...

caterpillar...

FINALLY the whole gang... the smoke represents we are realli having a BBQ! duh...

Day two... din take lots of pic coz my cam low batt!! plus.. sigh... bad memories...

jus one pic! :) look at my eye lashes... YES! i finally noe how to put on fake lashes liao! thanks to von n wee...

Last day!! day three...

Time to say goodie bye... before we headed home, had a nice breakfast at burger king wif a new addition to the family! supposingly called hao hao is now officially known as mao mao! LOLZ! we got him at the arcade.. those catchin stuff toy machine! sweats lor.. mao mao cost 20 bucks lor!! LOLZ!!

mao mao staring at the cam... big head and small body reminds me of von's noi noi! LOLZ!!

we juz love mao mao.. winks...

when we are bidding our goodbye.. mao mao can't bear to leave downtown east!! mao mao's emo backview...

Well everything will have its end! but goodie times always fly!! tat is life... we can onli treasure..

Waiting Can Be An Agony

2008-04-10T14:26:00.002+08:00

Waiting Can Be An Agony... At Times...

It felt like i'm waiting for a sms tat never comes... Feeling restless, annoyed and sad all at the same time!!

wondering wat the other party is doing... doing fine or is juz a sucky day for him? i am clueless!!

well conclusion, is his life!! there nothing much for me to say in the first place!

tired of waiting and sick of feeling this way... hence decided not to care anymore!!

better than idling ard doing nothing but wait.. i would rather go find other stuff to keep me occupied!!

Going over to TTSH to see my granny with my mum n sis!! :)

had some un-comfirmed plans for dinner which set me wondering shd i juz forgot about it or sms to clarify is it still on for the evening!!??

well... i shall see when evening comes...

Yet again... i shall remind myself... i am my own boss!! guess it is always better this way.. winks...

Looking At the Bright Side Of Life

2008-04-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

Looking At the Bright Side Of Life

i hate it when my hormanes claim the better of me! getting Moody and snappin at pple makes me gulity sia but i simply can't control!! think i juz have to continuously remind myself about the danger of tat time of the month! :/ trying to cheer up...

Glad my mood is improving despite work had not been tat smooth these few days!! not much about crew but pax! Sad to say tat my recent flights are full with yaya-papaya pax who thinks that cabin crew are their slave coz the buy a ticket with MI! sweats.. sometimes i wonder where are the crew rights??!! Hmmm worse still, basic human rights and courtesy... where the hell did they go??! simply saddening...

Thanks vonnie!! thanks for booking the chalet!! this chalet we must enjoy like there is no tml! :) realli lookin forward!!! but when e chalet date comes, it also means u are no longer my colleague! saddened by the tot but.. hey... :) u are always my bestie sista.. my partner in crime!

Kind of excited coz during the chalet, my gers n i plan to go wild wild wet!! :) this is my first time going sia despite this attraction had opened donkey yrs ago! sweats... guess i had been missing out on lots of fun stuff! now watching what that goes into my mouth coz i dun have my bulging tummy to be too obvious!!! wuhahaha... plz disappear my talkin tummy!! :p

hahaha.. i'm not sure will pple find my blog song this time a little annoyin coz it is kind of loud! but i simply love it... the mv is even more to die for lor! hyori sooooo sexy!! :) think she even sexier than some hollywood stars!! like the way she dances.. her dance movements veri distinctive!! hahahaha... think i'm starting to sound like a lesbian...

another thing tat is able to bring up my spirits is my dearie is coming back this week! hopefully thurs or fri morn!! miss him lots!!! plz no more batam work trips 4 him la..

missing someone is very xin ku ah... :/

Some Quizzes...

2008-04-07T18:19:00.003+08:00

Some Quizzes...

You Are a Carousel

You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously.

You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure.

In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of.

And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal.

Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy.

You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you.

You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you.

Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children.

At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative.

Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully.

At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy.

You've been known to act like a brat if you aren't getting your way!

What Carnival Ride Are You?

You Are Cinnamon Flavored Gum

You are daring, active, and a little outrageous.

You crave adventure and novelty. You like to mix things up.

Your personality is extra spicy and larger than life.

You love to have fun, and you are passionate about everything you do.

You're definitely a fiery person, and you don't back down from a fight.

Most people love your fire - but you can be a bit too intense at times!

What Flavor Gum Are You?

You Are a Werewolf

You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky.

You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster.

Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde.

But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural.

Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into nature

Your greatest weakness: Lack of self control

You play well with: Vampires

What Kind of Monster Are You?

You Are 8: The Challenger

You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges.

You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up.

You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times.

Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself.

At Your Best: You are heroic, courageous, and ready to change the rules of the world. A true leader and inspiration.

At Your Worst: You intimidate, fight, or threaten to get your way. And you won't back down.

Your Fixation: Lust

Your Primary Fear: Being harmed or controlled

Your Primary Desire: To be independent and self sufficient

Other Number 8's: Donald Trump, Courtney Love, Pablo Picasso, Fidel Castro, and Rosie O'Donnell.

What Number Are You?

You Are Lemon Meringue Pie

You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet.

You always know how to brighten someone's mood, but you're not overly sappy.

In fact, you can be a bit too honest at times. And most people find that refreshing.

While you're always true to yourself, you keep things light. That's how people are able to stomach your slightly bitter outlook.

Those who like you have well refined tastes.

You're complicated - and let's face it - a true enigma.

You enjoy defying expectations, and there are many layers to your personality.

There's not one easy way to define you.

What Kind of Pie Are You?

Hellish Xiamen Flight

2008-04-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hellish Xiamen Flight

Is really hell!! my returning sector pax is realli messanagers from hell! out to terrorize the crew on my flight!! ugly singaporeans displaying their kiasu spirits with the all so superior fucking attitude... and xiamen locals shouting and pokin the crew for their food and drinks!

what the hell... the tot of it juz pissed me off! no wonder other crew been telling me tat xiamen is getting harder n harder to do! yes it is... pax are getting harder to please n they are juz sheer rude!!!

i rather keep doing shenzhen flights thru out the whole month than do a single xiamen flight! today flight realli drained me mentally n physically!! once stepped in the hse.. without even removing my makeup... i fell zzzz!! off my hp so tat no one can disturb! i realli need the zzz... solid zzz...

i know i once had been a junior crew and i am realli trying to be understanding to the newcomers!! but guess i realli snapped... din mean to but i did!!! sighz.. shall not rattlin on about tat.. nothing proud to mention anyway but at tat moment, i was realli angry...

Been listening to jolin cai's ling meng cao de wei dao! i like the lyrics of the song! very meaningful! own Loneliness is smthing u have to be responsible for...

been feeling down for the past 2 days... spend my days getting angry over small issues and petty tots!! i never wanna be someone like tat!! think i have to start being responsible of my own feelings!! what i am feelin is smthing tat onli me can control! i nv like to be affected by others... depending on their actions to make my day or ruin my day!!

so i will tell myself! remind myself!!! i shall be my own boss...

Before I Say Goodnite...

2008-04-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

Before I Say Goodnite...

My bedtime is ard the corner! eyelids seem so heavy... threatening to close anytime.. but i juz have to add a small n simple entry before i kiss this world nitey!:)

today is a simple day with little pleasant surprises to keep me going! :)

Dearie manage to rush back from batam to have a fast lunch at bedok interchange with his hime! LOLZ... a fast meal at a fast food joint.. burger king! the hamburger was alright but the company nv fail to bring a smile to my face! tat's my snakie.. one and onli snakie! winks...

Flight turned out fun!! nothing of what i expected! :) stayed up till quite late last night to study my sep but in the end, no questions asked! wuhahaha... which is gd gd coz i dun realli rem what i studied! lolz...

Cic turned out to a one hell of a fun person 2 work wif! :) first time flying with her and it might be the last! :/

captain!! HAHA my fav captain!! always being cheesy with his goofy smile! LOLZ!!! his jokes.. sweats till u can't stop laughing...

e crew is nothing but fantastic! :) start as a team and end as a team! :) workin had been stress free.. winks...

pax are great! had some small chats with a few pax!! :) no demandin requests or yaya-papaya face! my fav kind of pax...

today juz made me realize y i'm still consider a blessed child...

i guess i always had been... :)

Pondering....

2008-04-02T20:21:00.003+08:00

Endless Pondering...

Every time one of my close clicks decided to submit in their registeration letter, i will always find myself pondering about their decision... thinking about my direction in life.. temptation to quit as well...

once again, it happened!! saw her sms at 2 am in the morn... ended up tossing and turning in bed to 4 am! seriously... honestly... i wished her all the best in her future career coz i'm sure she had gave the job offer a good and solid consideration!! :) is sad to see her leave but separation is an inevitable phrase in life hence i will bide her goodbye wif a smile on our last overnight flight to TRV on the 11th april! I am so glad i manage to change the flight!

Seeing yet another parthner in crime moving on with her life beyong silkair, there is juz another sense of lost crushin down again! less one person to gossip with!! less one person that i wish to fly with! less one person to share the joys and woes of flying! in general, less motivation to go work! i guess i dun take changes well... but i am trying! :) i know i will be fine... winks...

i juz wanna say.. HEY babe.. no matter where u go... u have my blessing and best wishes! :) we MUST MUST meet up regularly! Lookin forward to our chalet with our big mama mango! winks... LOLZ! huggies...

Sunshine After The Rain

2008-03-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

Sunshine After The Rain

So many things had happen for the past few days!! quarrels with my mum, cold war wif my sister, ridiculous call-ups, tiring schedules, sick and the list juz goes on!!! mental and physical off-form!!! bottled everything up till today... the release method is... CRYING!!

Sighz... though crying doesn't solve anything, i juz couldn't help it!! well, at least i feel better! :)

Thanks to wee wee for cheering me on! :) sighz... our M are the same... our ill-fated lives! :(

happy times are easily spent with someone but it is the hard times that show it all! his giving and comforting gestures played an important role today! his presense gave me comfort and assurance! is such feelings tat made me sure tat he is a guy worth working hard for...

Muacks to my dearie.. my pillar of strength!

Is like sunshine after the rain... i hope this time round, my sunshine days will last longer...

Amusing...

2008-03-26T20:55:00.003+08:00

Amusing...

2nd Medical Checkup

2008-03-26T15:39:00.003+08:00

2nd Medical Checkup

i was late for my 2nd medical checkup at national skin centre!! Shit.. was late 20 min but luckily my waiting time was not tat long!! so ironic... my first appt, i reached about 20 min earlier but i waited close to an hr!! this time ard, i was late 20 min, i onli waited for less than 30 min!! pengz lor...

my blood test results shown am i okie!!! body function alright... hence my hives had been classified under unknown cause which, according to my doctor, is very common among pple!! recovery period can take months or even up to yrs! sweats!! i juz have to bear with it... with regular medication on a long term basis till my body immune system returns back to normal! haiz... juz onli wanna be healthy!!

Hehe... bought two packet of tissues on bedok mrt coz i forgot to bring from home!!! having runny nose with no tissue can be crazy.. not forgetting disgusting!! yucks!! LOLZ!! the stall auntie passed me two adorable tissue packs.. as in the pictures on the plastic covering la!! i realli can't bear to use it but i had to...

Baby Looney tunes.. cute....

i wonder is there a mickey one??! Hmmm...

Juz received a call from office to inform me about my flight tml! apparently it had been delayed... SOOOO MUCH!!! even the flight number has some alternations to be done!! the flight is supposed to me MI222 departuring at 0750... and now it has become MI222A departing at 1500! sweats! morn changed to afternoon flight! this is not e worse, i will have min rest for my next day MI 588 (long flight if u are wondering!!!). hope there will be a delay tml.. so i can be taken off MI 588! praying... or i might juz MC?! hmm... sighz... i am still under antibiotic ah! :(

tummy little growlin... coz i had no appetite for anything heavy! got homie... munch the HELLO PANDA dearie got for me from Batam!! haha BBQ colour kk... can't get it in sin! Hmmm well at least from what i noe la!! he got chez and bbq flavour for me... *grinning*

HAHA... according to dearie.. there are so many other flavours at batam! since he is going back to batam this coming sun... i'm placing orders with him for cookies n cream!! YUMMY!!! any one wan hello pandas???

Lousy Like Hell

2008-03-24T22:58:00.004+08:00

Feeling Lousy Like Hell

i feelin lousy!!! now i'm having a headache!! took my drowsy medicine and the effects is kicking in but i somehow can't enter la la land...

I kept mumbling and grumbling about my unwell condition... i guess it became a irritation to others ba!! Startin to feel tat i'm a bother...

I dislike what i am now... i dislike being sick... i dislike being dependent on others!!!

Maybe i should juz grumble less and used my energy to get some solid rest...

Hopefully tonight i am able to get some undisturbed zzz...

I will tell myself to be a stronger person... healthier person in physical and mental being! :)

i juz wanna be happy...

off to bed!!! shall not think about anything else!! hopefully tml will be a better day though i foresee endless slackin at home!

well... at least i have princess stevie to keep me accompany! always smiling for me... always there to let me hug her to zzz.. :)

goodie night to the world... zzz tight...

Influenza Virus... I Hate U!

2008-03-24T16:37:00.009+08:00

Influenza Virus... I Hate U!

I'm sick once again!!!

damn sick... attacked by the influenza virus and it caused me to take another mc this yr!! i have no intention in reporting sick for today Phnom Penh flight as the initial crew is fantastic and furthermore is a short flight! However, as the morn goes by, throat getting dry... ears started to feel sore... kept squeezing and feeling a little feverish! With all these symptons, i'm sure mc is the best option no matter who e crew is or what the flight time will be.

Dignaosis: Influenza!! Throat and ears inflammation due to the infection!!

was given a course of antibiotic!!! some flu medicines and cough syrup. hope will be well soon... i nv like being sick!! simply hate it... sighz....

my feb and march working pattern is realli killing me!! my standbys are all activated for all china flights! shenzhen, shenzhen, chengdu and the most recent one is yet again, shenzhen! went for my shenzhen flight onli 2 hrs zzz and is all tat crew scheduling guy's fault.

I called in the previous evening to request for a afternoon flight as i'm already not feeling well and i'm out celebrating von's birthday!! felt tat i need more zzzz to be well enough to operate a flight!! tat crew scheduling guy agreed and noted down my name n crew number!!

reached home ard 11 pm plus.. bathe and do some flight preparation.. then off to la la land! SHIT phone rang at 4 am!! i called e call at its second ring!! i'm feelin damn pissed!! i was activated for shenzhen and the onli reason y i agreed to do the flight is coz my fren is on the flight!!! guess is realli fated to do shenzhen liao..

the flight itself went well!! enjoyable flight wif a comments letter from my fren!! of coz is own pple sing praises of own pple mehz!! winks.. nevertheless... THANKS DAVE! LOLz.. thanks for describing me as such an angel on board when i din do anything! :P

another thing tat felt a deep impression is this particular pax tat was sitted at the emergency row!!

pax: u look like a local actress...

me: are u referring to michelle chia??

pax: yeah... she is the one..

me: hahaha.. i got such comments before. i think michelle chia is so much prettier...

Awhile later...

pax: do u by any chance you are related to michelle chia?

me: not at all... y?

pax: u realli look like her..

me: haha okie la...

About to land at shenzhen...

pax: u realli look very good...

me: thank you so much...

About to disembark...

pax: hope to see u again...

me: thank you sir... see u again...

but i doubt so we will ever meet..

by the time of the second sector... throat started to pain liao! sighz.. and here i am, sick piggy and simply can't get out of her bed. i'm typin this blog entry on my bed kk....

sobz.. and it doesn't help tat my dearie been away from SIN for close to a week liao!! sad... din get to see him!! missed him... no wonder they say distance makes the hearts fonder!! :) but too long will be torturous de! tat is y long-distance relationship is smthing i wun consider at all!!

No snakie ard to do the dance for me... sad...

feelin sad n sick... sick and sad....

Shopping Spree

2008-03-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

Shopping Spree

Shopping can be all so addictive de especially u are in the mood of some major damage to ur purse! LOLZ!!

Von's belated birthday celebration started out with lunch at Swensens >> 10 000 BC movie at Cineleisure >> dinner at xin wang HK cafe >> SHOPPING! :)

juz about 2 hours of walking ard... so many stuff start to catch my eyes! ended up spendin close to 100 bucks and so many other stuff on my TO-BUY LIST! sighz... i need to work more so i can buy more! LOLZ!!

Bought...
File Clear-Pocket holder - $5.80
Pink T-Shirt - $10
Black tube - $9.90
White V-Neck Top - $69

Cold sweats... i need have my follow medical follow-up this coming wed on the 26 mar! sianz... kind of broke! but nevertheless... fun! winks...

Darling Snakie still busy at batam... thinkin of him...

It feels goodie to hear his voice but at times is juz not enough! need big huggie...

Can't wait to see him on tue when he return back to SIN!! :) thanks goodness i'm off.. winks...

PS: Dearie... Think there is smthing wrong with the mobile connection!! think there are lots of sms which i sent u.. somehow din manage to reach u!! sighz... sad sad...

Eventful Dayz

2008-03-18T19:00:00.006+08:00

Eventful Dayz

So many tings happen.. i simply dunno how to blog... i dunno where to start from... i realli lost but i will try!! LOLZ... i will juz blog anything tat comes into my head!

What do u think of tis conversation??

PS: said in an arguement!

Person: I hope and pray that ur plane will juz crashed and u die.

Me: ..... silent .....

Person: Best is crashed till can't even find your body!

Me: I believe GOD has plans for me. if his plan is for me to die in a plane crash, i shall gladly follow his will.

Person: .... walkaway... cursing and swearing...

It is realli very heart pain when such unpleasant stuff are said! the pain is magnify hundred times when it comes from someone very close to u... have the flesh n blood as u! it sucks to the core... but i shall juz brush it off! sigh...

i miss my snakie dear!! Batam stole him away from me!! supposed to meet him before he sets off to batam ytday evening but everything was ruin due to his boss!! big mouth boss!! i wanna kick his ass!! snakie had to go over to batam in th afternoon! sighz.. hope tat he will back in SIN soon!! if not my april vac off, i am getting my nobuta butt over to batam! :p

BIG SNAKIE DEAR... YOU ARE BEING MISSED!!!

Well i ended up meeting up with my batch 61 sweet heart, sally and ex-batch 61 sweet hearts, sarah and anika! dinner and shopping at orchard had never been better with such great company! winks! gossip session at its peak! LOLZ!!

Conclusion of the meet-up:

is fate tat brought us together.. we will always treasure the friendship no matter where we are... in silkair or other airlines, or other job fields... we will always rem tat sisterhood! :)

Haha.. guess what... i got myself a laptop from the recent IT FAIR at suntec! Lenovo Y410! it not a super goodiee laptop but it is surely value for money! original price was 1599 but got it at 1399 during the last few hours of the fair! LOLZ! more freebies too.. a 2GB thumbdrive, laptop bag, optical mouse, 3 yrs warrenty and a lady-cut lenovo windbreaker!

Laptop programs installed and wireless connection setting done = internet at the comfort of my own bedroom! winks...

Thanks for my dear for accompanying me to the fair, cracking his brains to buy which laptop and setting up the laptop! :)

Well, laptop is not the onli electronic device tat i got! Hehe... renewed my starhub hp plan and get myself a hearty red sony ericsson w910i handphone! overjoyed! i

nitial price is 268 but i got it for 68 bucks onli! y??

268 - 100 (mobile voucher) = 168

168 - 100 (cash voucher from dear as he redeem his starhub cable points which is worth a 100 bucks!) = 68 bucks!

HEARY RED! haha classy sia..shiok!

Supposed 2 get LG viwety but an all touch-screen hp is smthing tat i dun think i will get used to so easy! plus a clumsy nobuta like me will surely drop it off n on! hahaha.. there goes the screen sensor ah! haiz...

Dear got his nokia N95! another slick looking HP! hehe.. cost about 500 hundreds plus but after his points redeemption and 300 M1 mobile voucher... he onli paid 84 bucks! shit lor... he made he so expensive hp so cheap! sighz... the magic of having monthly hundreds over dollars Hp bills! LOLZ! tat made him a M1 SUNRISER!! think is some kind of VIP stuff...

How VIP treatment?? let's compare me... a regular starhub user and him... a M1 sunriser!

AT STARHUB SHOP

Me: how long is the waiting time??

Retail associate (RA): it will be about an hr to one and half hour.

Me: OH... wow... sweats....

RA: y not u give me ur hp mobile!? when ur number is close being called, we will send u a sms to return to the shop. meanwhile u can shop ard tm...

Me: okie....

AT M1 SHOP

Dear looking at his weird queue number... 2503 while the queue board is alreay 3***!! clueless...

Dear: excuse me... y is my number so weird?

RA 1: oh yeah... wait a minute sir, i will double check for u.

RA 2 explained to RA1...

RA 1: Excuse me sir... cause u are a sunriser so u will onli need to wait for 10 - 15 min! your number will be called very soon.

MAJOR SWEATS!!! nobuta is speechless... snakie doing the dance...

nevertheless, both of us re-new our hp contracts with the same end contract date of 15/03/2010!! winks.. both left tampines mall with a smile on our face!

Tml is standby for me. so far no calls... but have this 6th sense i will be activate de! i juz hoping is not those early morning flights... long draggy flights... and definitely those last min report to aircraft kind of flights!

Praying.. best is.. no call ups...

Rest day... off day.... rest day... off day....

PMS

2008-03-08T22:43:00.005+08:00

PMS

Feeling kind of down... kind of moody...

Perhaps due to exhaustion... Too many early morning flights...

Too many times of waking up 4 plus in the morn...

Trying to cheer myself up... think self amusement is something within my ability...

Hope things will turn out for the better...

Looking forward to tml flight to lift my spirits...

Going to zzz now to juz get back some energy...

Goodie nitez sweet world...

Dun let the bed bugs bite!!!

Juz 4 A Peanut...

2008-02-27T12:27:00.004+08:00

Juz 4 A Peanut...

HEY peanut... JIA YOU!!

Though our work schedule is tiring... the working environment isn't tat stress free... try to stay on ba! Life is never a bed of roses so stay positive and chiong ah! :) REM.. u are not alone! There is a xi gua rolling ard with u! winks...

JIA YOU! a huggies to u...

PS: Juz a funny link tat dearie sent me ytday! on edison chan sex scandal... winks...

http://you.video.sina.com.cn/b/11403295-1258760847.html

Seeing The World Thru Dear's Eyes

2008-02-25T21:56:00.005+08:00

Seeing The World Through Dear's Eyes

Was realli fascinate by dearie's photography skills!! When he first send me the pictures, i tot he "steal" it from yahoo picture galley! LOLZ! apparently he took the photos by himself.. impressed! Totally...

Bryce Canyon

Bryce canyon from a far...

Such a Grand sight!

Up-close and personal...

The rocks look like those ancient rock houses!!!

Ensenada Mexico

Wonderin where was dearie standin when he took it??! Hmm...

Lookin down... i'm sure dear has no ju gao zheng! LOLZ!!

Abandon ship!!!

Glen Canyon

Lookin at all these pictures remind me of geography!!!

Mounment Valley

Had seen similar pictures on my silkair magazine, featuring Yangon!! LOLZ!!

Formation of Mother Nature! Oh...

Look at the rocks... lolz.. the texture is caused by weathering! By what kind of weathering.. i can't rem liao! :p

Grand Canyon

Simply breath-taking... i wan go see grand canyon myself...

Sunset view from grand canyon...

Zion National Park

Anyone seen the movie CARS... i tink is tat movie.. hahaha... the movie got feature this road! :)

Last but not least...

Juz the 2 of us... *winks*
PS: this pic is taken by me la... self portrait pic again...

Work Is Work... I Still Have A Life!

2008-02-25T15:42:00.006+08:00

Work Is Work... I Still Have A Life!

Flights had not been tat great these few days!! due to weather... due to passengers.. due to colleagues... due to my health... all the crap and shit juz make me exhausted! I feel tat i had been stretched to the maximum! Squeezed dry...

Today flight was a good example of a SHITTY one! Stressed up working environment with demandin pax!! i juz sad tat pple can actually throw the blame all on u when u are also as helpless in the whole situation! sighz... is it my fault tat sales came late min?!! pissed off.. but yet nothing can be done! who cares.. fuck up!

Was toking to the crew.. feel we all go work is for the money and to earn a living.. not to go entertain colleagues! i believe in working in harmony hence i never want to make things hard for any one, but i can't say for all! Well.. guess life is juz full of things beyond our control! i will juz do my part.. and hope others do theirs as well! one can onli hope...

Crap flight today... but a good piece of news realli brighten my day! i received a call from office during my way home, informing me tat i am to operate MI518 tml instead as my original flight was being downgraded to a smaller aircraft hence there isn't a need for so many crew! HAPPY! checked the crew for MI518.. great cic, great crew and now, i juz pray for good pax onbroad! :)

Well enough of work!! i have a life beyond my work.. so i shall not harbour any negative tots about work! work shall be work... it is NOT my life!! NOT AT ALL...

Received a call and an email from Unisim saying tat they had deferred my application to July 2008 and it shall be my last deferment! LOLZ! think the rcruitment department quite pissed off with me!! deferred it 2 times liao! :p this time ard better accept and hit the books!! No more excuses of work bond liao coz i am officially bond-free from 2 feb onwards! Freedom is sweet... winks...

Spend my day with my roasted snakie ytday! WUHAHAHAHA!! loiter ard marine parade-joo chiat-katong-siglap area... a snake and a pig hunting for goodie food! LOLZ! settled 2 bak gu tei (spell like tat???!! clueless...) at joo chiat area! Guess what! i bumped into one of the first officers! She is in her pilot suit but yet i'm still not sure whether is her coz she kept her head down! LOLZ! Me also shy to go over say hi.. scully not her, i will be so paiseh! :/ well in the end, she came over and said a quick hi before footing the bill for her table!! AIYA lor... y she did pay for me n my dear too! my dear n my salary add up not even her basic pay lor! sweats... LOLZ!

Our last stop for the ytday was a pet cafe along siglap road! :) the owner is super friendly and she herself have 2 pet doggies!! can't rem what breed they are but they are juz so dear! :) one of the dogs in partially blind due to infection when its young! such a pity but i feel tat doggie deserve our respect more than pity! despite its handicap, it is still super active! playful... attention seeking... not being pulled down by its own condition! i juz hope to be juz like tat doggie... make the best of everything i have despite negative stuff ard me! i will jia you...

JIA YOU AH!!! (o_o)

Before My Afternoon Nap...

2008-02-22T12:14:00.003+08:00

Before My Afternoon Nap...

Yup Yup! Before i enter la la land, i decided to drop by for a quick update!! Well i did promise myself to TRY to update on a regular basis, guess i have to keep to my words! :)

Will be operating kochi overnight later on! Feeling the dread and sian-ism of the flight n someone which i shall not mention but for the sake of the 1.5 days off, i shall embrace myself for the 'storm' onbroad! I'm still hoping it will be a smooth flight nevertheless! At least the load seems alright!! light sector going and a hell full load back!! comforting in a sense the going sector can slack a bit! winks! going to pack my FTT driving booklet along, hence during my free time can study a bit!!

Dearie is over at Batam... busy messing ard with dust, sand, bricks & nails under the hot sun! Poor him!! Well... good deeds can bring about goodie blessing! hope his project will be a success! Sighz.. i miss tat DUH OLD SNAKE! LOLZ!!

Before i end this entry... i would like to thanks someone.. GUOXING! not becoz of him, my computer will still be a piece of trash! Haha actually it still is.. but at least at the moment is a piece of usable trash! :)

THANK YOU so much handsome..

It Had Been Some Time!

2008-02-17T15:20:00.004+08:00

It Had Been Some Time!

It had been such a long, long, long since my last bloggie entry! LOLZ! Yes... i'm back! :) Hopefully i'll have more determination to update my bloggie regularly! Hmm or shd i say more blogging moods! *winks*

Big HELLO to my frenz who had been nagging me to update! This entry is for u... juz 4 u!

now is 2008!! so many things happen in year 2007 tat i simply do not know where to start listing them down hence i decided i shall not attempted! :) i shall not kill any more of my brain cells! I NEED THEM! will be back to school in april for a part time bachelor degree! :) realli looking forward to it though i noe flying and studying at the same time is nothing but sheer hard work! well... no pain no gain.. right??!

Guess the biggest change in my life would be saying goodbye to someone i knew for about close to 5 yrs of my life and accepting someone new in my life!! learnt lots of things along this journey of mine... grown up but not yet there! LOLZ! somewhere in between...

i'm in love with someone... he made me a better person.. he motivated me to do my best... he showed me the importance of responsibility... he gave me independency...

BUT when we quarrel... it's juz like hell! :/

However i'm still like to hang ard... *winks*

Rusty At Work

2007-10-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

Rusty At Work cum Phuket Trip Day 1

Today is my 3rd working day since my oct vacational off! Think i simply had too much fun at phuket liao! my mind juz can't seem 2 settle down and i'm feelin soooo rusty at work!! before my vacational off... the service procedures came very natural to me! is like my mind automatically will noe what to do next.. but now, blur blur like sotong! clusmy!! everytime yawnin on my flights! sighz... i need to buck up ah!!

Today's morning flight is an alright flight except for this crew! she is nice but naggy!! irritating! i dunno if she noe but she gave her bad face during the meal service! i realli cannot take it liao.. i wanna leave after my bond la! sianz..

Well.. let's not tok about unpleasant stuff anymore! let's tok about Phuket phuket...

LOLZ!! lots of my buddies been "nagging" me to blog about my phuket trip! i realli wanna to but i dunno where or how to start! so many things to blog hence finding it hard to organize my tots into written words! BUT i will try to give an overall summary of the trip...

The trip was great but felt it could have been better if it din rain tat much! sighz.. was supposed to go for phi phi island tour package but was cancelled last minute due to the rain n strong winds! quite a disappointment but all those shoppin did cheer me up! :)

Well let's first from day one ba!

Met up with sarah and anika before the trip! but the main star of these pic is not sarah or anika.. but my princess stevie! LOLZ! yes.. she climbed into my luggage when i was not paying attention! wuhaha guess she realli wanna go phuket with me ba..

taken at T2 Burger king!! Can ya all see the complexion diff?? i am so tan!! oh no...
can someone buy me whitening products??!!!

Me and my phuket companion ANIKA!! of coz.. and who can forget stevie! see how broadly she is smiling lor...

SARAH!! lookin nice in green.. lolz.. sad tat she is leaving soon but i wish her all the best! :) yo babe.. change flight to fly with me before u leave ah!!!

after bk.. me n anika went to check-in our luggages and collect our tickets! sighz coz our tickets are based on subload so we can onli confirm our seats when all pax are onbroad or cfm taking the flight! sianz.. have to meet till about 3.45 pm (flight depart at 4.25 pm) then can noe whether we able 2 take MI 756 out to phuket! the grd stuff which i wun list her name told us to come later to cfm the flight! okie.. fair enough! hence along with sarah.. we ended up eating AGAIN at level 2 sakae sushi! :) chat chat about our lives... our job.. bitching ard.. guys.. lolz..

time flies and before we knew it.. anika n i were rushing to the departure (F30) gate! Shit.. we were the last 2 pax and the whole flight was waiting for us lor! all this hassle is coz be this grd staff who..apparently forgot tat we were waiting for her confirmation on the flight and she happily went for her break! fuck! realli what fuck! luckily another staff approached us to ask how can she helped! she is damn pro.. immediately tickets are given and zoomed off with our luggages to the aircraft! hahaha the grd staff juz scan our bag and started to push us in the plane! dun think they look happy wif our late arrival! sighz... was not on purpose de!

Therefore...

To tat specific grd staff.. this is for u!! from 2 angry pax... dun think we are crew means u can take us for granted! we deserve a good and responsible service as well!!

Took lots of pic onbroad!! fun fun.. the feeling of being a crew on flight and being a pax is realli different! too relax liao!! and i have to say.. the crew of tat flight had been nothing but simply fantastic! pretty faces, charming smiles and perfct service! :)

Late minute pax!! despite all those rushing about... we always manage to give our best smile for a picture.. :p

Me trying to kiss anika! LOLZ!!!

Though service is goodie, i haf to say the food is onli so so! Guess i had been eating too much aircraft food liao!! Now even working, i dun normally touch the crew meals! bread had been my fav energy source these few days.

Ever watched a taiwanese travel show called "tai wan jiao guang da lu"?!! wuhaha our singapore version of "xin jia po jiao guang pu ji dao"! These legz will bring us to phuket!!

Phuket airport looks much better than i expected! there are quite a number of shops BUT of coz it can't be compared to Singapore! Sighz think me n anika were simply too excited tat we forgot to take pictures of the airport!

Going.. too excited to touchdown at phuket! returning.. too excited to be going back home! sweats!! Juz before we left the airport, we made a quick call home to inform our loved ones we had safely reached our destination!! :) hearing the voices of loved and family members always warm one's heart esp when u are away from home! hehe!

Took a cab to e hotel tat we tended to book for the 1st night! However the cab driver brought us to a hotel agency.. instantly i knew we are going to get cheated of money once again!! well well.. things turned out okie! after much discussion, we agreed to book a deluxe room at a hotel call white sands resort! 40 sin dollars per night!! hehehe think maybe the hotel agency lady find me and anika kawaii ba.. evil luff.. she say she would call the resort to give us the suite room at the price of the deluxe room!!

Money paid... off we go!! we were greeted by a very friendly manager! apparently it is the PR manager, Mr Chai (his name quite long de.. but in short is Chai!)! we were told to wait awhile at the lobby coz the hotel staff were cleaninh up the room! hence pictures time la...

my sweet anika showin the lobby of white sands resort! for a moment, i tot of our sin's pasir ris chalet! sweats... look so diff!

Pretendin to be amazed by the painting! hehe...

Princess stevie crawlin out of anika's bag!! wuhahaha caught in the act by anika.. so say CHEZ!!!!!!

Yet another US!!

Think anika n i waited about 15 min ba!! after tat we were brought up to our suite room! one word to describe is BIG BIG!! so spacious!!

Here are some snaps of the room and of coz with anika n i in some of them!! wuhahaha...

the door way!! :)

Our beds!! cozy beds ah... serious! we both zzz like pigs tat night...

Making myself comfortable...

Lookin out to the balcony area! but i can't realli step out coz the balcony is flooded due to the rain earlier in the evening! :)

anika scanning the tv channels! hehehe.. not bad lehz! have a variety of channels juz like SCV! i'm a fan of MTV channel! :)

the room oriental style sofa!! :) messy bags...

Actually we din realli unpack our stuff coz we would be going over to the next hotel the next day at 12 plus! :) tat is the hotel tat i booked online! all are patong area la!! after freshin up.. e two explorers din waste anytime, went shoppin and also source for dinner!

Found a nice lookin restaurant! if i not mistaken.. the restaurant is called thai- european cafe ba! they sell a mixture of thai and western cruisine! e food not bad lehz!! can try if anyone going over to phuket!! patong area!!

My curry and rice meal set! yippe...

anika's thai style fried rice!!!! yummy...

after dinner... with a full and satisfying tummy.. off we went to start our shopping spree! on the first night, i bought a pants for dear and sunglasses for my sister! :)

The night view of patong phuket streets...

after roaming the streets.. exhausted... the both of us crawled back to our hotel to a freezin cold bathe and warm cozy bed!! this also marks the end of day 1 at phuket!

Hehe.. i shall continue day 2 soon!! think i blogged so much liao.. eyes and hands all tired liao! hehe.. till next time.. ciao!

Is Finally Here!

2007-09-30T10:30:00.000+08:00

Is Finally Here!

YES THE DAY IS HERE!!

Today is the day i zoom off to phuket Thailand! after all those planning.. all those rushing ard for the tickets.. the moment of truth has arrived!!! :) excited?? Not realii leh.. >_< me more of tired than feeling the excitement! i supposed TRV realli drained me dry!! Hopefully i will juz hype up later when i meet sarah and anika for lunch at T2 bk!

Sarah is returning from MI 222 and anika is returning from MI 232! LOLZ! dunno what flights?! Plz join silkair 2 noe! Evil Luff.. u will be "happy" in this 'warm & loving" family!

whispering: "GOD... plz forgive me as i have juz lied!!!"

I juz wanna say.. the best thing tat ever happen to me in silkair would be knowing anika and sarah! my best bitch frenz i ever have!! LOLZ!! i love them both!! this is not a lie ah! :p

Wasn't in the mood to do any packing ytday but it had to be done!! wanted packing SERIOUSLY at around 9 pm! Sweats lor.. not becoz of anika's sms, saying she was done wif her luggage and was getting ready 2 zzz, i would still be lazing ard the hse! sighz!!! laziness kills sia!!

BUT kind of proud tat i completed packing in abt 1 hr! :) is tat fast??! well to me is la since i start from scratch! Plus i am not a night-stop cabin crew kk... dun have much experience packing luggages for a 4 days-3 nights stay! hehe...

me wanted to take pictures of my packing process but yet again.. lazy!! i can't even bring my hands to lift up my camera lor! sorry pple! BUT i dun tink u wanna see my stuff right?!! dun wan see my bra n panties right!!!? evil luff...

Been feeling kind of vexed recently! over issues of the heart! so many stuff happened tat i totally confused my directions in life! i guess i was juz thrown off my feet for awhile but i'm glad i am back! rooted firmly down to the ground! :) thanks to dear! one simple conversation... a simple crying section... i feel more re-charged and focused! LOLZ who say crying dun solve anything!??!!!

dearie once said... all gers are materialistic but is the degree of their materialism tat they used in choosing their life-time partner which shape them! i dun deny tat i have become materialistic in some ways!! BUT i dun ask for branded bags! i dun ask for diamond rings! i dun ask for a car! i juz ask for some simple sparks and surprises tat a couple shd have!

a surprise visit at my door?! showering me wif some flowers n a little piggy keychain?! buying macdonald for supper?! can i juz have more of such things?!!! i'm a ger.. and a ger also need to be coax!

perhaps i played career woman too long! this role is tiring me out liao...

Thanks for this phuket trip! i simply need to re-charge...

PS: how nice dear can come along!! LOLZ!! huggie.. DEARIE.. u will be badly missed by me! hope u wun sneeze too much :p

Last Flight Out... Delayed!

2007-09-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

Last Flight Out... Delayed!

Juz received a call from crew schedulin to inform tat my overnight flight had been delay for an hr! will be departing at 9 pm instead of 8.05 pm! sianz!!! luckily i onli did my hair... haven't put on my makeup yet! sighz...

This will be my last flight out before the start of my oct vacational off! PHUKET PHUKET! LOLZ! will be flying to india.. Thiruvanthapuram!! This is the longest city name i ever come across sia! if u are wondering is there a shorter name for this city?!!! YES! the shorter name would be Trivandrum! still long? nvm nvm... i have a shorter version.. TRV (airline codes) :) tink i am juz being lame!!

Checked the load ytday for today's flight! hehe light load for both sectors sia!
MI 498 sin - trv : JCL = 4 and EYCL = 52
MI 497 trv - sin : JCL = 4 and EYCL = 49

jope no change to e load ah!! Hope i will be working at the aft! realli juz feel like workin jcl!! personalized service is not smthing i wanna do for this flight!! i dun feel like talkin!! praying hard...

been experiencing some mental ups and downs recently!! feeling tired and restless!! maybe is coz i am going for the vac off soon.. so getting kinda excited! sighz i dunno... there are times tat i can get irritated over little things but thanks GOD for his blessin hands upon tat i manage to hold on to my temper! i juz hope this phrase will pass soon.. i realli need a break!!!

sighz!! Hope today's TRV flight will be a smooth one... i will jia you de...

No Mood For Flight

2007-09-27T12:18:00.000+08:00

No Mood For Flight

REALLY NO MOOD TO WORK!!

Chanting: "no mood.. no mood... no mood.. what the hell no mood la!!!"

So far no call from office regardin any matters!! is a good sign but still i DO expect them to call!! Vonnie received a call from office to ask whether she is willing to give up her Nov vac off as they are short of crew! NO WAY!!! von is going hong kong with me n wee!! no way she will slog at work! if office call me... i will also say NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

VERY SIANZ!! Can i juz leave!!?? Bond.. can u end now?!! in total envy of batch 58!! most of the crew tender liao!! think onli left with 8 crew! Sweats.. major sweats!!

think the whole journey to work can be quite a drag! from the moment i step out to the moment i touchdown! wuhahaha i tat bad!! i rem got one time i took the train from the airport!! i touchdown ard 5 pm plus so it was kind of the rush hr as everyone end work and hurrying home! sweats!! the train was packed when i got onbroad from tenah merah mrt!! onli one stop to bedok.. and i was already pushed to one corner as the pple with huge huge luggages kept pushing their way up the train!! Sighz.. when the train reached bedok.. i juz to squeeze my way thru these pple to the exit!! worse still.. the pple at the door keep rushing in and pushing me back into the train cabin!

WAT LAU!! i'm kept saying EXCUSE ME.. SORRY... but no one listens! i soooo pissed off... i juz put my luggage down and dragged it out of the train! fuck! dun care liao! y shd i be so polite with such selfisf pple! dun they noe they shd give way to pple alighting first!! what the hell!! i supposed my luggage went over a few pple's feet but do i look i care!??!!

if i can say sorry to these pple, i would say: "sorry tat i din break ur legz!"

Well well.. enough of such disheartening stuff!! on a lighter note, anika n i finally got our tickets to phuket! though the ticket reflected tat we would be taking MI 756 to phuket on 30 sept, the ticketing officer warned us is still on subload basis!! sighz!!! praying hard the both of us can get abroad! :/!

Anika n i will be meeting up once again on sat to change money for the trip! suddenly things are SOOOO REAL! LOLZ! i'm going to phuket...

WUHAHA!! Here are some pictures of the Cebu-davao flight tat i did with von! :) and after the flight... supper at T1 with wee n von!

Angels in the Air!! evil luff...

Oily Faces! yucks...

My Mentee angela n i!! wuhahaha she is my mentee not on this flight la!! is a kuching flight quite sometime ago!! she is such a sweetie...

Angela!! Yani!! And finally me me me...

SUPPER TIME!! can u see me in the camera von is holdin??! LOLZ!!

von.. sulking?!! over what.. err i'm not sure lehz...

Terminal one viewing mall!! quite dark n eerie...

FINALLY.. the whole 38 gang! :) we rocks...

ps: sorri if some of the pictures are blur!! shaky hands ah...

Finally... A Bad Flight?!

2007-09-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

Finally... A Bad Flight?!

Sighz... juz when i tot my life in silkair is smoothi-sailing, i was pulled back by reality! not by crew.. but my cebu-Davao passenger!! Something happen on broad which resulted in a complain from this ang moh pax! though i was not the crew tat he wanted to complain against, i was in a way involve in the whole situation!! sickening!! I do admit me and the other crew were at fault but i do feel tat pax is juz being kind of over-sensitive!

SOO SIANZ!!

i will be expecting a call from office soon! maybe before i go for my vacational off! major sweats lor!! i realized everytime when i am about to have my vacational off, something bad is bound to happen!! what bad luck i have..

Think the main comfort from this flight is vonnie is with me! blessed with gd crew too! took lots of pic but is still in my camera! will upload soon! well..flying with someone close is always an enjoyment even if the other factors during the flight sucks like shit!! guess one cannot get the best of both world!

me also happy to be able to have supper with wee n von! :) manage to buy the yummy doughnuts from cebu! :) my suagr-coated strawberry doughnut is simply heavenly lor!!! droolin..

Hope tml will be a better day... meetin anika to collect the phuket tickets! i'n determined not to let any bad flight affect my mood! no fuckin way lor...

Counting Down The Dayz

2007-09-21T10:45:00.000+08:00

Counting Down The Dayz

Today is the 21 sept... in another 9 days' time, me and anika will be flying over to phuket for holidays liao! kind of getting the vibe n excitement liao! esp ytday... when i received the confirmation email from asiaroom tat the hotel room is officially booked! :) Will be collecting the tickets from Silkair ticketing office this coming wed with anika! HENCE tickets done... Hotel done.. phuket here we come!!!
Counting down the dayz...

Hmmm dunno whether is becoz i'm getting numb.. somehow i dun relly feel the thorns and bitchness at work!! Or maybe coz i had been doing JCL so much tat i din realli get to hear the gossip among crew! Sighz... think i'm kind of lost touch to EYCL service! Hope i wun be a blur sotong if i'm supp to work at the aft! :/ sweats esp s2 (galley crew)!

AH AH... seriously.. i think might realli be spending some money on whitening products liao!! for past the last one mth or so... i had received countless of comments saying i dun look chinese or perhaps i'm a mix blood due to my tan skin!! Chinese mix malay is the most common comment!! things get even pengz when i was DA SHAN by a malay ah beng!! Sweats.. Maybe i shd stop jogging in the sun! Hmm... but i need to jian fei ah!

Anway.. i had been hooked onto one of the latest taiwanese idol drama ! the main actor is none other than my hana hana Jiro from fei Lun Hai! He so shuai.. so cool! AH!! FAINTS! :) Like his outlook when he become tat evil rock hunk! ah love his grey eyes sia! LOLZ!!!

WUHAHA okie la... i shall stop rattlin on! Got called up to do evening phnom penh! Flying with batch ger but i have a feelin either one of us would e workin in JCL! sweats!! i hope not..

Rainy days

2007-09-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

Rainy Dayz

Sighz... Dun realli like the weather's changes nowadays! One minute raining... the next sunny like hell! Sighz.. most irritating thing is whenever i wanna go for my jog, it will rain or suddenly haf light showers! Sweats.. becoz of this i din get to run for 4 days liao till this morn! Even so... i was jogging in the rain lor! hope i wun get a cold later..

Phuket tickets had been confirmed! 30th sept which is a sunday! Flight MI 756! Hope the load is okie so me and anika can take this flight over to phuket! Went to check the Cic for this flight and wow wow.. goodie cic! LOLZ!! Juz love doing jcl with her! evil luff.. :p! nway will be collecting the tickets on the 22nd morn with anika! :) Hotels wise... realli hope to be able to book by the mid of next week! Emailed the hotel asking whether are there crew rates for cabin crew... hope there is! hehehe!! Hope to get the cheapst deal ard but if by next tue or wed still no reply from the hotel.. i will juz go ahead booking the hotel room thru asiarooms liao! :)

OH write so much... still din mention what hotel.. PATONG BAY GARDEN RESORT HOTEL!
Website: http://www.patongbaygarden.com/

Hope it will be a pleasant stay.. :)

Later will be flying to surabaya!! Kind of not in the mood to work.. but no work = no $$$! Have to slog slog..

Sianz!!

HOLIDAYS

2007-09-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS

Wanna say a big THANK YOU to everyone!! Thanks for showering me with love and concerns when i was feeling down and when my health was such a letdown! :) i'm feeling much much better liao.. recovering well too! BIG BIG huggie to all...

YES! SEPT is here and very soon will oct and nov arrive! :) after much thinking.. hesitation... YES! anika and i decided to risk it all and go ahead with our phuket plans! my destination for my oct vac had been changing since anika went to check the load! phuket >> Gao xiong/taipei >> Cebu >> phuket!! back to original plans...

major sweats.. almost all the phuket flights are fully booked except for the last flight out MI760!! think most pple wun wan this flight coz they will arrive at phkuet at 8 pm! what to do at tat time of the evening except CHIONG! :p! Sighz... worse come to worse.. shall be taking mi760 out and juz zzz at the airport! LOLZ!! dun wanna waste $$$ on bookin another night for the hotel..

Nov seems more settled! tickets and hotel booked! ALL THANKS 2 wee wee!

WEE.. YOU ROCKS... GER!!

Will be sharing a room with wee!!! Hope she wun kick me off the bed! evil luff... i shall get my princess stevie to kick her off the bed if she dare to kick me! EVIL LUFF!!

Realli excited over this two trips! :) sept can u juz fly...