First Sunday Shift!

First Sunday Shift!


Today is my first sunday shift at SGH! LOLZ... and the conclusion?? It was fun yet a little boring!! Fun in a sense the staff on shift are all the colleagues that i get along with but maybe not tat familiar hence there are some weird pauses when i tok to them! :p Little boring as the workload is not tat high... is about 100+ discharged cases and they are evenly spread out! After lunch went to IPS 48 to help out with the walk-in IMRs and did some topping up before knock off! Haha time flies and the best part of the whole shift is... it is DOUBLE PAY! Hehe... i am juz sooo $$ face!

Find life can be sooo ironic! Today i woke up late for work! Supposingly i have to start work at 9.30 am, and damn it... my hp alarm din ring! Noe y?? I set the alarm to go off from Mon - Fri and today is a SUN! Sighz... i ended waking up at 8.10 am and thanks goodness for Yaya's sms! LOLZ... or else i might juz zzz till afternoon! Rush rush to work... i din even take my breakfast and i manage to reach retail pharmacy at the spot!! Sighz... then the ground-shaking news... i'm supposed to start work at 9 am! Xia told me the wrong timing! SOBZ... i was still late no matter what!! Even if i did wake up in time, i will still be late! Sweats... Rushed for nothing like tat! But they din blame me la... juz very amused over my blur-ness! SORRI to my colleages!!

Some personal tots of mine... NOT to be taken seriously...

I feel sort of tired!! Though everything seems to be coming my way... i juz feel worn out by the situation and the people ard me! I feel i shd be happy but i juz can't be as happy as i realli want to be! Y? There is always smthing tat pulled me back to be shouting out in joy!! i'm realli afraid tat my reactions will hurt pple along the way and i feel suppressing them is the best choice! However this supressing is making me numb! i am finding it hard to express myself le! Haiz...

Tink i shd not be so self centred!!?!! Maybe becoz of this tat made me feel little down and exhausted! I know there is pple out there tat needs more attention than me but i juz can't help but to hope the pple ard me can show me more enthausium to my present life and what it is about to be! Perhaps i expect too much from them?! BUT is more pats on the back smthing a lot to ask for?!! More time spent on me in assuring that my life will be alright?!! Giving me more time to be happy of what i had achieved difficult?!! Sighz... maybe it is! Or maybe is juz me and my selfish thinking playing tricks on me! Tink is better not to go ponder about as i believe is juz a passing phrase... God will help me thru de!! :)

P.S: This is not directing to anyone!! Is juz some feelings of mine... i juz need to vent it out! :)

HAHA.. i'm going to be fine! I will be fine... I am a survivor!!