Stress Building Up!

Stress Building Up!


As the tests roll in... stress level is increasing!!! I'm never realli a person who will crack under pressure but this time, i am realli feelin the tension! feeling so exhausted... so jumpy these few days!!! Though my tests results had been satisfying, i have this contant pressure to perform well!! am i giving myself too much stress??

Test #1 (Silkair Admin & OP and Airline Doc) = 23/25
Test #2 (Aircraft Features and Galley & Equipments) = 19/19
Test #3 (Food & Beverages and Drystore & Amenities) = 24/25

Good results?? i'm realli happy with my marks but now... sighz... i have to push myself to maintain my own expectations! I am getting tired... i even skipped church on sunday!! i realli feel gulity...

Well tests aside... let's talk about makeup!! i think my makeup sucks!! my eyeshadow blendin is realli messy!!! i juz can't get hold of the technique though some of the batch gers taught me!! i feel so ugly now! maybe i am the worst ger in the whole batch 61 when it comes to makeup! sighz... anika sweetie will help give me one-to-one blendin lesson tml! i'm juz hoping and prayin that i will master the technique soon!!! :/

i guess the onli happi thing that will keep a faint smile on my face is my familiarization flight this coming thurs!! is either to solo or balikpapan!!! kinda of excited as this will be the first time i'm setting foot on a MI aircraft and better still, i have the chance to be at the cockpit during the take-off at the ex-sector! i am sooooo excited.... the tot of actually sitting in the cockpit with the pilot and 1st officer and seeing the plane take-off with my very own eyes is juz like a dream come true!! Praise the Lord for this experience... once again HE answered my prayers despite my selfish actions of not attending church! i am a sinner but yet HE still loves me... i feel so blessed!

Well... to end off this short entry... FINALLY the whole gang of BATCH 61...


Acting bitchy???!! LOLz...


Batch 61 with our groomer Vicky!! she is the one that is responsible for my present boy-boy look... sighz!!!