Vacational Leave

My Vacational Leave

Today is the last day of my vacational leave! time flies when one is slacking! rest for about 4 days liao!! Body is getting lazy and mind restless hence kind of worried about work after such a long break but no sweats! i'm pretty sure i will get back my pace after a few flights!! hmmm wondering will i be on check tml! have this strong feeling that i will be! :) hopefully i am ready for my second check.

Din do anything special this leave! no oversea trips or chalets! juz simple slackin at home and dearie's hse, spring cleaning for the CNY and a catching up session with sec pals and later on, dinner with cell group! :) i would say simple yet fruitful time spent!

Juz finished readin thru my SEP book and First Aid! Have to keep readin to get the facts into my head! these days, briefing always have SEP questions shoot at me! think coz the list of safety leaders are out so SEP asking is in trend again or maybe the seniors tat i flew with these few days are, no surprise, safety leaders themselves!! sweats... i left with my cocktails stuff to memorize! sighz...

Manage to burn out 2 songs of CD! One is dance songs while the other is lovie dovie collection! :) plan to blast it thru my new dvd cum vcd cum audio cum mp3 player while i study! evil luff...

Took some quality time to think about my life during this off as well! happy 2 say i manage to get myself on track in mental and spiritual aspects! :) been busy with work ever since start flying! Always worrying about work... is the seniors i am flying with okie... blah blah till i juz can get so stressed up! this off realli came at the right time! come to terms tat as long as i give my best in the things i do, i will be rewarded! if things doesn't come my way, it might juz means i have to work harder or maybe work SMART! hehe... i also believe i can't please everyone! i can't seem please myself, yet alone please everyone ard me! Therefore no hard feelings if i come across pple tat might have smthing against me! well hopefully not la! :p

I also realize i dun owe anyone a living except God! been living my past few months trying hard in adaptin to the new environment ard me till at times i found myself lost! i can behave in ways or think in ways tat i ever tot i will.. and i hate it! is very wrong! Trying to please others that i changed myself to go with them! i dun want it to be this way! tml shall be a brand new start for me... i hope to be a better me!! not be negatively influenced by others...

been Thinking a lot about my future as well!! considerin of taking a part time degree during july! took some time to do some search on the available degree courses! i narrowed down to Unisim's Marketing or Business with Psychology or MDIS's Hotel and Resort Management!! will be makng a trip down to SIM with wee n von tml! hope to find out more about their courses and future prospects etc...

I hope to live a fruitful life... :) i hope to be a better person...