Y Am I Feeling Guilty?!!!

Y Am I Feeling Guilty?!!!

I shouldn't be feeling guilty ah... but y am i feelin this way! shit!!! Doctor's diagnosis says i shd rest all home!! She even wanted to give me 2 days mc but i requested for 1 day instead! what the hell!!!

Me hero hero... supposed to be resting at home.. however i went for flight!! in e end, the air pressure caused my wounds bleed a little and gums to swell! sighz.. doctor scare of infection hence gave me yet another round of antibiotic! sickening lor!! third cycle within one mth! i think my body's condition is BAD!

Sighz... i shd be glad i can rest at home!!! BUT y i feel like i shd go for flight! think coz i noe i am still able to bear wif the pain and go for flight but the outcome is the thing tat is not within my control! conscious is buggin me to work BUT my mind is tellin me.. Y the hell shd i go n suffer!! anyway u think the compnay cares! NO LOR! i dun think they give a damn.. hence my decision... called in to report sick for tml's flight! MC! i deserve it!

Went out wif my lovely poly gers... fun fun...