Pondering....

Endless Pondering...

Every time one of my close clicks decided to submit in their registeration letter, i will always find myself pondering about their decision... thinking about my direction in life.. temptation to quit as well...

once again, it happened!! saw her sms at 2 am in the morn... ended up tossing and turning in bed to 4 am! seriously... honestly... i wished her all the best in her future career coz i'm sure she had gave the job offer a good and solid consideration!! :) is sad to see her leave but separation is an inevitable phrase in life hence i will bide her goodbye wif a smile on our last overnight flight to TRV on the 11th april! I am so glad i manage to change the flight!

Seeing yet another parthner in crime moving on with her life beyong silkair, there is juz another sense of lost crushin down again! less one person to gossip with!! less one person that i wish to fly with! less one person to share the joys and woes of flying! in general, less motivation to go work! i guess i dun take changes well... but i am trying! :) i know i will be fine... winks...

i juz wanna say.. HEY babe.. no matter where u go... u have my blessing and best wishes! :) we MUST MUST meet up regularly! Lookin forward to our chalet with our big mama mango! winks... LOLZ! huggies...