Unsettled Mind.....

Feeling restless for the past few days!! Perhaps due to many unsettled stuff ard me!! some of my flying schedule still clashes with my classes which make me kinda of worried!! Though i made the request for off days and changed of flights some time ago, till now i still hven't seen the changes!! Sigh i juz hope office will do their job and make the necessary changes soon or they will have to see mc rate juz goes up! sianz...

Realli hope to get back my energy and zeal for life!! Nowadays nothing seems to be able to push me on... to motivate me... i juz feel like i running a rat race of something i dunno!! i do not noe what i wan... and all of a suddenly i am pushed into uncertainities once again!!

At times i feel angry.. but too tired to show it!

At times i feel sad... but see no point in toking about it...

At times i feel happy... but who cares!! anyway happiness, most of the times, are short-lived! men juz gets greedy with each happiness they felt or perhaps, become immune to those little happiness ard them. am i becoming like tat??

Hoping i wun be so negative... but seriously... i realli need to get myself back on track...