Feeling Rainy...

feeling kind of down... feeling kind of rainy...

i zzz too much... i zzz to not think tat much... i zzz to juz kill my day away but now i have to faced it again!!

about 5 hrs more to the next day... it seems very far away!

My head feels retard... heavy... feeling kind of numb...

my eyes feel sore and heavy... I guess i dun wan to think anymore!

i supposed is time not to bother anymore...

guess.. well.. somehow i will be fine!

I juz hope he gets well soon... big old boys noe how to take care of themselves so i trust he is old enough to do it!!

No moving ard... more water... eat well... take medicine regularly.. this is all i asked of you...

must have a speedy recovery...