Is Finally Here!

Is Finally Here!

YES THE DAY IS HERE!!

Today is the day i zoom off to phuket Thailand! after all those planning.. all those rushing ard for the tickets.. the moment of truth has arrived!!! :) excited?? Not realii leh.. >_< me more of tired than feeling the excitement! i supposed TRV realli drained me dry!! Hopefully i will juz hype up later when i meet sarah and anika for lunch at T2 bk!

Sarah is returning from MI 222 and anika is returning from MI 232! LOLZ! dunno what flights?! Plz join silkair 2 noe! Evil Luff.. u will be "happy" in this 'warm & loving" family!

whispering: "GOD... plz forgive me as i have juz lied!!!"

I juz wanna say.. the best thing tat ever happen to me in silkair would be knowing anika and sarah! my best bitch frenz i ever have!! LOLZ!! i love them both!! this is not a lie ah! :p

Wasn't in the mood to do any packing ytday but it had to be done!! wanted packing SERIOUSLY at around 9 pm! Sweats lor.. not becoz of anika's sms, saying she was done wif her luggage and was getting ready 2 zzz, i would still be lazing ard the hse! sighz!!! laziness kills sia!!

BUT kind of proud tat i completed packing in abt 1 hr! :) is tat fast??! well to me is la since i start from scratch! Plus i am not a night-stop cabin crew kk... dun have much experience packing luggages for a 4 days-3 nights stay! hehe...

me wanted to take pictures of my packing process but yet again.. lazy!! i can't even bring my hands to lift up my camera lor! sorry pple! BUT i dun tink u wanna see my stuff right?!! dun wan see my bra n panties right!!!? evil luff...

Been feeling kind of vexed recently! over issues of the heart! so many stuff happened tat i totally confused my directions in life! i guess i was juz thrown off my feet for awhile but i'm glad i am back! rooted firmly down to the ground! :) thanks to dear! one simple conversation... a simple crying section... i feel more re-charged and focused! LOLZ who say crying dun solve anything!??!!!

dearie once said... all gers are materialistic but is the degree of their materialism tat they used in choosing their life-time partner which shape them! i dun deny tat i have become materialistic in some ways!! BUT i dun ask for branded bags! i dun ask for diamond rings! i dun ask for a car! i juz ask for some simple sparks and surprises tat a couple shd have!

a surprise visit at my door?! showering me wif some flowers n a little piggy keychain?! buying macdonald for supper?! can i juz have more of such things?!!! i'm a ger.. and a ger also need to be coax!

perhaps i played career woman too long! this role is tiring me out liao...

Thanks for this phuket trip! i simply need to re-charge...

PS: how nice dear can come along!! LOLZ!! huggie.. DEARIE.. u will be badly missed by me! hope u wun sneeze too much :p

Last Flight Out... Delayed!

Last Flight Out... Delayed!

Juz received a call from crew schedulin to inform tat my overnight flight had been delay for an hr! will be departing at 9 pm instead of 8.05 pm! sianz!!! luckily i onli did my hair... haven't put on my makeup yet! sighz...

This will be my last flight out before the start of my oct vacational off! PHUKET PHUKET! LOLZ! will be flying to india.. Thiruvanthapuram!! This is the longest city name i ever come across sia! if u are wondering is there a shorter name for this city?!!! YES! the shorter name would be Trivandrum! still long? nvm nvm... i have a shorter version.. TRV (airline codes) :) tink i am juz being lame!!

Checked the load ytday for today's flight! hehe light load for both sectors sia!
MI 498 sin - trv : JCL = 4 and EYCL = 52
MI 497 trv - sin : JCL = 4 and EYCL = 49

jope no change to e load ah!! Hope i will be working at the aft! realli juz feel like workin jcl!! personalized service is not smthing i wanna do for this flight!! i dun feel like talkin!! praying hard...

been experiencing some mental ups and downs recently!! feeling tired and restless!! maybe is coz i am going for the vac off soon.. so getting kinda excited! sighz i dunno... there are times tat i can get irritated over little things but thanks GOD for his blessin hands upon tat i manage to hold on to my temper! i juz hope this phrase will pass soon.. i realli need a break!!!

sighz!! Hope today's TRV flight will be a smooth one... i will jia you de...

No Mood For Flight

No Mood For Flight

REALLY NO MOOD TO WORK!!

Chanting: "no mood.. no mood... no mood.. what the hell no mood la!!!"

So far no call from office regardin any matters!! is a good sign but still i DO expect them to call!! Vonnie received a call from office to ask whether she is willing to give up her Nov vac off as they are short of crew! NO WAY!!! von is going hong kong with me n wee!! no way she will slog at work! if office call me... i will also say NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

VERY SIANZ!! Can i juz leave!!?? Bond.. can u end now?!! in total envy of batch 58!! most of the crew tender liao!! think onli left with 8 crew! Sweats.. major sweats!!

think the whole journey to work can be quite a drag! from the moment i step out to the moment i touchdown! wuhahaha i tat bad!! i rem got one time i took the train from the airport!! i touchdown ard 5 pm plus so it was kind of the rush hr as everyone end work and hurrying home! sweats!! the train was packed when i got onbroad from tenah merah mrt!! onli one stop to bedok.. and i was already pushed to one corner as the pple with huge huge luggages kept pushing their way up the train!! Sighz.. when the train reached bedok.. i juz to squeeze my way thru these pple to the exit!! worse still.. the pple at the door keep rushing in and pushing me back into the train cabin!

WAT LAU!! i'm kept saying EXCUSE ME.. SORRY... but no one listens! i soooo pissed off... i juz put my luggage down and dragged it out of the train! fuck! dun care liao! y shd i be so polite with such selfisf pple! dun they noe they shd give way to pple alighting first!! what the hell!! i supposed my luggage went over a few pple's feet but do i look i care!??!!

if i can say sorry to these pple, i would say: "sorry tat i din break ur legz!"

Well well.. enough of such disheartening stuff!! on a lighter note, anika n i finally got our tickets to phuket! though the ticket reflected tat we would be taking MI 756 to phuket on 30 sept, the ticketing officer warned us is still on subload basis!! sighz!!! praying hard the both of us can get abroad! :/!

Anika n i will be meeting up once again on sat to change money for the trip! suddenly things are SOOOO REAL! LOLZ! i'm going to phuket...

WUHAHA!! Here are some pictures of the Cebu-davao flight tat i did with von! :) and after the flight... supper at T1 with wee n von!


Angels in the Air!! evil luff...


Oily Faces! yucks...


My Mentee angela n i!! wuhahaha she is my mentee not on this flight la!! is a kuching flight quite sometime ago!! she is such a sweetie...


Angela!! Yani!! And finally me me me...


SUPPER TIME!! can u see me in the camera von is holdin??! LOLZ!!


von.. sulking?!! over what.. err i'm not sure lehz...


Terminal one viewing mall!! quite dark n eerie...


FINALLY.. the whole 38 gang! :) we rocks...

ps: sorri if some of the pictures are blur!! shaky hands ah...

Finally... A Bad Flight?!

Finally... A Bad Flight?!

Sighz... juz when i tot my life in silkair is smoothi-sailing, i was pulled back by reality! not by crew.. but my cebu-Davao passenger!! Something happen on broad which resulted in a complain from this ang moh pax! though i was not the crew tat he wanted to complain against, i was in a way involve in the whole situation!! sickening!! I do admit me and the other crew were at fault but i do feel tat pax is juz being kind of over-sensitive!

SOO SIANZ!!

i will be expecting a call from office soon! maybe before i go for my vacational off! major sweats lor!! i realized everytime when i am about to have my vacational off, something bad is bound to happen!! what bad luck i have..

Think the main comfort from this flight is vonnie is with me! blessed with gd crew too! took lots of pic but is still in my camera! will upload soon! well..flying with someone close is always an enjoyment even if the other factors during the flight sucks like shit!! guess one cannot get the best of both world!

me also happy to be able to have supper with wee n von! :) manage to buy the yummy doughnuts from cebu! :) my suagr-coated strawberry doughnut is simply heavenly lor!!! droolin..

Hope tml will be a better day... meetin anika to collect the phuket tickets! i'n determined not to let any bad flight affect my mood! no fuckin way lor...

Counting Down The Dayz

Counting Down The Dayz

Today is the 21 sept... in another 9 days' time, me and anika will be flying over to phuket for holidays liao! kind of getting the vibe n excitement liao! esp ytday... when i received the confirmation email from asiaroom tat the hotel room is officially booked! :) Will be collecting the tickets from Silkair ticketing office this coming wed with anika! HENCE tickets done... Hotel done.. phuket here we come!!!
Counting down the dayz...

Hmmm dunno whether is becoz i'm getting numb.. somehow i dun relly feel the thorns and bitchness at work!! Or maybe coz i had been doing JCL so much tat i din realli get to hear the gossip among crew! Sighz... think i'm kind of lost touch to EYCL service! Hope i wun be a blur sotong if i'm supp to work at the aft! :/ sweats esp s2 (galley crew)!

AH AH... seriously.. i think might realli be spending some money on whitening products liao!! for past the last one mth or so... i had received countless of comments saying i dun look chinese or perhaps i'm a mix blood due to my tan skin!! Chinese mix malay is the most common comment!! things get even pengz when i was DA SHAN by a malay ah beng!! Sweats.. Maybe i shd stop jogging in the sun! Hmm... but i need to jian fei ah!

Anway.. i had been hooked onto one of the latest taiwanese idol drama ! the main actor is none other than my hana hana Jiro from fei Lun Hai! He so shuai.. so cool! AH!! FAINTS! :) Like his outlook when he become tat evil rock hunk! ah love his grey eyes sia! LOLZ!!!

WUHAHA okie la... i shall stop rattlin on! Got called up to do evening phnom penh! Flying with batch ger but i have a feelin either one of us would e workin in JCL! sweats!! i hope not..

Rainy days

Rainy Dayz

Sighz... Dun realli like the weather's changes nowadays! One minute raining... the next sunny like hell! Sighz.. most irritating thing is whenever i wanna go for my jog, it will rain or suddenly haf light showers! Sweats.. becoz of this i din get to run for 4 days liao till this morn! Even so... i was jogging in the rain lor! hope i wun get a cold later..

Phuket tickets had been confirmed! 30th sept which is a sunday! Flight MI 756! Hope the load is okie so me and anika can take this flight over to phuket! Went to check the Cic for this flight and wow wow.. goodie cic! LOLZ!! Juz love doing jcl with her! evil luff.. :p! nway will be collecting the tickets on the 22nd morn with anika! :) Hotels wise... realli hope to be able to book by the mid of next week! Emailed the hotel asking whether are there crew rates for cabin crew... hope there is! hehehe!! Hope to get the cheapst deal ard but if by next tue or wed still no reply from the hotel.. i will juz go ahead booking the hotel room thru asiarooms liao! :)

OH write so much... still din mention what hotel.. PATONG BAY GARDEN RESORT HOTEL!
Website: http://www.patongbaygarden.com/

Hope it will be a pleasant stay.. :)

Later will be flying to surabaya!! Kind of not in the mood to work.. but no work = no $$$! Have to slog slog..

Sianz!!

HOLIDAYS

HOLIDAYS

Wanna say a big THANK YOU to everyone!! Thanks for showering me with love and concerns when i was feeling down and when my health was such a letdown! :) i'm feeling much much better liao.. recovering well too! BIG BIG huggie to all...

YES! SEPT is here and very soon will oct and nov arrive! :) after much thinking.. hesitation... YES! anika and i decided to risk it all and go ahead with our phuket plans! my destination for my oct vac had been changing since anika went to check the load! phuket >> Gao xiong/taipei >> Cebu >> phuket!! back to original plans...

major sweats.. almost all the phuket flights are fully booked except for the last flight out MI760!! think most pple wun wan this flight coz they will arrive at phkuet at 8 pm! what to do at tat time of the evening except CHIONG! :p! Sighz... worse come to worse.. shall be taking mi760 out and juz zzz at the airport! LOLZ!! dun wanna waste $$$ on bookin another night for the hotel..

Nov seems more settled! tickets and hotel booked! ALL THANKS 2 wee wee!

WEE.. YOU ROCKS... GER!!


Will be sharing a room with wee!!! Hope she wun kick me off the bed! evil luff... i shall get my princess stevie to kick her off the bed if she dare to kick me! EVIL LUFF!!

Realli excited over this two trips! :) sept can u juz fly...

My Health... Sucks! My Future... Clueless!

My Health... Sucks! My Future... Clueless!

Ytday.. Went to bathe late at night... What a sight!! Rashes all over my body!! Started to itch.. scratch a bit... ultimate sianz-sim sia! went to bed thinkin it was all a bad dream! everything will juz do away after a gd rest!

Woke up for a toilet break.. upset to noe tat gums still sore! rashes still there! Started to cry... called my dear... only to be comforted by sleepy words, followed by snoring at the end of the line! cried even more...

Came a trip down to Terminal 2 clinic!! Is the nearest open clinic as today is SUNDAY! waited for about 15 min to see a young and patient doctor! it doesn't hurt tat he is also quite good-lookin! lucky me! BUT if i have a choice, i wun even wanna see him! SIGHZ!

The end conclusion for my medical condition is:
#1 = rashes due to antibiotic allergy!!
#2 = wisdom tooth wounds/gums inflammed due air pressure from my previous flight!

Solution:
Given a whole new set of medicine which targets mainly the allergy!! anti-allergy/itch drug, anti-inflammatory drug and calamine!

My Tots:
I JUZ WANNNA GET WELL!!!

AGONY!! Health sucks to the core!!

with my recent mc... my vac off been be pro-longed.. unwillingly! Guess humans are realli fan jian creatures! when must work... keep thinkin wanna keng MC!! when have to rest.. wanna work!! sickening! :/

Stayed home for the last 2 days! been quite active on msn... but nothing much!! tok to pple.. a few lines then silence! perhaps i'm mentally tired to keep a conversation going... so might as well dun chat tat much! guess the the highlight conversation is with my ex-batch ger! she juz leave the airline industry not too long ago!!

Me: How's life so far?
She: lol... great after leaving silkair!!
Me: pengz! what a way to say this to a person still in the shit hole!
she: ....

this conversation led me to think what i realli wan in the future! going international and risk myself getting bonded to another shit hole?! get a ground job!? sianz! so many choices to confuse me!!

I am SIMPLY CLUELESS!!!

Y Am I Feeling Guilty?!!!

Y Am I Feeling Guilty?!!!

I shouldn't be feeling guilty ah... but y am i feelin this way! shit!!! Doctor's diagnosis says i shd rest all home!! She even wanted to give me 2 days mc but i requested for 1 day instead! what the hell!!!

Me hero hero... supposed to be resting at home.. however i went for flight!! in e end, the air pressure caused my wounds bleed a little and gums to swell! sighz.. doctor scare of infection hence gave me yet another round of antibiotic! sickening lor!! third cycle within one mth! i think my body's condition is BAD!

Sighz... i shd be glad i can rest at home!!! BUT y i feel like i shd go for flight! think coz i noe i am still able to bear wif the pain and go for flight but the outcome is the thing tat is not within my control! conscious is buggin me to work BUT my mind is tellin me.. Y the hell shd i go n suffer!! anyway u think the compnay cares! NO LOR! i dun think they give a damn.. hence my decision... called in to report sick for tml's flight! MC! i deserve it!

Went out wif my lovely poly gers... fun fun...