Hellish Xiamen Flight

Hellish Xiamen Flight

Is really hell!! my returning sector pax is realli messanagers from hell! out to terrorize the crew on my flight!! ugly singaporeans displaying their kiasu spirits with the all so superior fucking attitude... and xiamen locals shouting and pokin the crew for their food and drinks!

what the hell... the tot of it juz pissed me off! no wonder other crew been telling me tat xiamen is getting harder n harder to do! yes it is... pax are getting harder to please n they are juz sheer rude!!!

i rather keep doing shenzhen flights thru out the whole month than do a single xiamen flight! today flight realli drained me mentally n physically!! once stepped in the hse.. without even removing my makeup... i fell zzzz!! off my hp so tat no one can disturb! i realli need the zzz... solid zzz...

i know i once had been a junior crew and i am realli trying to be understanding to the newcomers!! but guess i realli snapped... din mean to but i did!!! sighz.. shall not rattlin on about tat.. nothing proud to mention anyway but at tat moment, i was realli angry...

Been listening to jolin cai's ling meng cao de wei dao! i like the lyrics of the song! very meaningful! own Loneliness is smthing u have to be responsible for...

been feeling down for the past 2 days... spend my days getting angry over small issues and petty tots!! i never wanna be someone like tat!! think i have to start being responsible of my own feelings!! what i am feelin is smthing tat onli me can control! i nv like to be affected by others... depending on their actions to make my day or ruin my day!!

so i will tell myself! remind myself!!! i shall be my own boss...