Out Of Hand

Spinning Out Of Control

Juz within 3 days, so many things had happened!! had to cope with all kind of events happening at one go and the stress from all aspects of life!

i am not complaining but juz tryin to cope the current situation well! had lots of things on my mind which gave me zzz-less nights! thanks gooodness was able to doze off last night wif some pee pee breaks! lolz...

it is kind of surprising that how a human's brain can function in a way that it could accommdate so many things!! however it is tiring! yes i feel i have no right to be the one using the word "tiring" but i am realli exhausted! not from work but more of the personal level!

he said time could be a healing factor! no doubt it would... however with each day passing, i could feel the numbness!! is like having a slow death.. maybe one day we dun feel anymore!

she promised to let me go ahead with my studies but often i hear words of protest and discouragment! it dampen my spirits.. but i will have to hold on... hopefully things will turn for the better!

once again the burden of earning money fell on me again!! getting to feel the pressure again.. but what to do... i will juz go on..

i dun tink will be blogging for the time being after this entry... juz need a break.. to collect my tots.. :) plus i realli hope to blog happy moments of my life but sad to say.. there is none at present...

huggie to all that had been encouraging me!! taking time out to sms me... meeting me after work... those dinner toks... hey! i will be fine... i juz need time.. juz like every one needs...