Back To Square One...

Suddenly felt i'm back to where i originally was...

i might had never realli left that stage...

Maybe...

Perhaps i had always unknowingly been a fren...

tonight seems long... it will be long...

But when the sun comes out tml at dawn...

i noe i will be alright....

i always had been... :)

y??

Coz this is how life goes...

How Interesting....

Did some quizzes to kill time and this one is interesting...

Title: In search of a soulmate (http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test83.aspx)

Analysis:

The hard-working chief engineer is the guy for you.

He's the one who would build a wooden hu t- with a complete set of furniture, just for you. You need to feel at home and he's the one to make your dreams come true.

PS: Did i ever mention tat Mr Big SSS is an engineer!!?? winks...

Thursday Blues

Feeling a little bit tired... Feeling a little bit restless... Feeling a little bit irritated... Feeling a little bit giddy... To sum up... i guess i am having THURSDAY BLUES!

Woke up at 8 am in the morning! rush rush for my driving lesson at ubi ave 1, onli to end up going back home at 9.30 am! my driving slot to be 9.30 am to 10.30 am! sweats!! But could not be helped as driving instructor was feeling unwell!! he was having giddy spells and vomited somemore sia! seeing him like tat also can't bring the heart to insist of having lessons!! Come to tink wif it... is onli an hr lesson!! LOLZ... i most probably will be driving round n round the ubi industrial area which i had been doing for the past few lessons. sighz...

Though i was unable to have my fair share of driving today, i managed to download my term 1 modules' notes and assignment!! :) printed some at home and the rest is sent to Snakie! LOLZ... my major printing assignment for him!! he better do a goodie job or else, this Hime Boo Boo will boo on him! Wuhahahaha...

did some revision for my organizational behaviour module! interesting module but i have a feeling i will enjoy my marketing module more! winks.. shall find out next week when my marketing class starts! :)

School is okie! so far so goodie!! hope i will be able too remain this positive till i graduate! LOLZ!! Guess when u are all alone in an unfamiliar and new environment, u are "forced" to make an effort to know people and mingle ard! Glad i managed to make some new frenz and a pleasant surprise, one of them is a SIA cabin crew and her sister-in-law is from MI! is realli a small world afterall... :)

Off Day Repaid

Yeah!! Finally manage to get my off day!! no more on standby mode for tml!! can go for class with a peace of mind liao!! :)

So sianz! i actualli had to keep on callin the office the whole day to get my request done! my call was onli answered at 5.20 pm! what the hell right??? from morning to evening! this is not the onli thing tat made me fed up!! i asked him whether did he see my request note on his desk... he told me yes! shit lor.. u saw and u din do anything the whole day???!!! irritated... i must call in n nag then something is done!!! what logic is this ah... argh....

well at least this is the onli thing tat weighed on my ming for today!! sighz...

Driving was alright!! My first attempt driving in the day and is RAINING! wow challengin is tat ah!! :) had a chance to play with the car wipers wor... i realized tat my half clutch technique still sucks!! have to practice more sia... stall engine once today!! sighz...

wuhahaha my sister brought back our buy from the online shopping site WETSEAL! i ordered a bag and 2 tops but sad to say, i onli got my bag! apparently my other 2 tops are still with my sis's fren as there was some mixed up with the packing! dunno when i can get my 2 tops ah!!

i simply love my new black coloured Ruched Heart Charm Bag (http://www.wetseal.com/catalog/product.jsp?categoryId=106&subCategoryId=126&productId=10692)!! apparently now onli left with pink and torquiose colour wor!! see... black is sooo in demend!! :) can't wait 2 use it... can't wait to show it off... hahahaha...

met up wif my snakie this evening at causeway pt for dinner!!! i got a new nickname... BOO BOO! lolz... i dunno y snakie calls me BOO BOO but hey, it sounds adorable when he calls me tat! maybe if other guy calls me BOO BOO... i make sure i go kick them hard to make them cry boo boo! wuhahahaha...

it feels great seeing snakie again!! it was a short meet up as he is feelin unwell and he still has work tml! poor snakie... hope he will have a speedy recovery wor...

i miss my Mr big sss.... now going to la la land to meet him liao...

nitey nitey to the world ~

Can't Be Forgotten

Gosh! Back from work... a busy full load phuket flight!! A challenging flight i must say! kind of proud of myself tat i kept my cool thru out the flight! wuhahaha...

Today i was impressed!! winks... impressed by a foreigner ang moh! Wow... he came up to me and spoke in perfect mandarin! i feel his mandarin shd be way better than me sia! If onli he was not tat grumpy... if onli he is not tat hostile to the crew... i would have find him extremely charming!! BUT hey... tat is no perfect package to anything! :) well this pax remind me of another pax i meet a few mths ago on my direct cebu flight! Tall... slim... dark haired wif a nice goody smile but the only difference is, tat cebu pax is over the top friendly!! those kind of pax tat will make ur day! oh no.. do i sound like i am Hana-ing??!! hahaha guess i am...

Life can be so ironic! i always seem to be complaining about work every now n then but despite all these, i still find myself having fun at work! :)

will be having my driving lesson later in the afternoon!! FINALLY! I will be driving out to the streets during the day!! hahaha.. kind of nervous sia but looking forward! winks...

Today i learnt something... the meaning of this phrase... easier forgiven but not forgotten. some words once said... is hard to take back or forget. read a sms today tat made me angry n upset but i was alright awhile later!! after work, reached home... my mum reminded me of the sms and i almost snapped! i feel tat man have no right to say what he wrote in the sms!! frankly, tat man totally disgusted me! if i would shot back at that moron, i would say tat i hope he will have the chance to go thru what my loved one gone thru and then look me in my face and say whether he feel lucky??! Fuckin asshole...

i was readin thru my past archives and i definitely had grown up! 4 the better or 4 the worse, i am not sure!! I juz felt tat i am no longer the little innocent ger tat i used to be! i'm no longer tat passionate and eager ger anymore! at times, i felt i can give myself a shock! y so??

perhaps i have seen things... heard things... done things... learn things to let me understand tat somethings juz couldn't be forgotten and it can actualli affect me unknowingly! the words tat he told me, it made me cold! perhaps is not intentional... perhaps i heard wrongly... but at times his actions showed me otherwise. i'm tired... i no longer can hold tat string tightly le... may GOD pull me thru... give me a sign of his intentions!

Sigh... enough of shitty stuff!! on the a lighter note, i came across a photo tat i took sometime ago!! LOLZ... wanted to blog it out then but i guessed it slipped my mind till now!!! went to the movie with my bro, dave at PS and this sign caught his attention while he was smokin at the carpark.



Notice anything funny about this sign board??!

LOLZ!!! Do look carefully... u will see it... winks...

Clue: Singaporeans' english isn't tat fantastic nway...

Unsettled Mind.....

Feeling restless for the past few days!! Perhaps due to many unsettled stuff ard me!! some of my flying schedule still clashes with my classes which make me kinda of worried!! Though i made the request for off days and changed of flights some time ago, till now i still hven't seen the changes!! Sigh i juz hope office will do their job and make the necessary changes soon or they will have to see mc rate juz goes up! sianz...

Realli hope to get back my energy and zeal for life!! Nowadays nothing seems to be able to push me on... to motivate me... i juz feel like i running a rat race of something i dunno!! i do not noe what i wan... and all of a suddenly i am pushed into uncertainities once again!!

At times i feel angry.. but too tired to show it!

At times i feel sad... but see no point in toking about it...

At times i feel happy... but who cares!! anyway happiness, most of the times, are short-lived! men juz gets greedy with each happiness they felt or perhaps, become immune to those little happiness ard them. am i becoming like tat??

Hoping i wun be so negative... but seriously... i realli need to get myself back on track...

Hairy Business

YES! Finally made my way down to the hair salon opposite my block! :)

Got a hair cut! :) now i have doll-like fridge like those china dolls! shorter hair in comparsion to my previous length! smoother hair! thanks to the hair treatment by the hair stylist kenny! :)

Hair cut + hair wash (2 times) + hair treatment = $29.50

How cheap is tat sia!! LOLZ!! their hair salon is newly opened so now is promotional price! apparently, the promotion will end this mth! lucky me...

Having my weekly driving lesson at 9 pm! feeling a little restless over driving liao... but will hang in there!! Guess i will go nap nap awhile before i hit down to roads for a spin with my driving instructor in a L-plated white old car...

winks....

What Kind Of Person Are You Test!!

Analysis:

You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

The House Test!! Interesting and True....

Analysis:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved.

If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Personality Test... So Accurate!!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Delayed Flights Make Me Sick

There had been so many delayed flights till it's realli getting on my nerves!! absolutely hate to receive a phone number starting with 654***** flashing on my Hp screen when i already out of the hse... at the bus stop or at the MRT station! Irritation to its max when the voice on the other side says, "chew geok ling... (y must say my full name!?? pissed!!) your flight MI*** has a delay!" Shit lor... always ended up slackin or zzzz at the crew briefing room!!

Ytday flight deleyed!! Now... my evening Langkawi is also RE-TIMED! well.. to me is juz a cover-up phrase for delay! sweats! nevertheless, the crew line-up is great! all gum-gum clicks hence it will be a fantastic flight! :)

Snakie is coming back home!! FINALLY SIA! Lolz... touching down at 1040 pm while i am touching down from work at 1110 pm! about 30 min difference between the 2 flights but guess, he will be hitting home first! :/ he still has work the next day while i am officially off the tml! Poor Snakie... when he is up at 6 am, hime is all covered up in her cozy bed, right hugging clover and on the left, hugging stevie! Wuhahahaha...

Hey my Mr Big SSS... i miss u!! :) Welcome home.......

been readin so many articles regarding the arguement between the 2 bloggers xia xue and dawn yang till curiousity realli got hold of me! went to both ladies' blog to kpo kpo a little!! well nothing much to realli kpo about but manage to get some goodie stuff from xia xue's blog! :) hahaha set my eyes on the $2 daiso earring/assorted holder and the Sally Hansen Hard As Wraps nail polish!! been wanting to try out sally hansen nail collection and frankkly, i really do not know what is holding me back to make the purchase!! LOLZ.. tink i will get it over the weekends when i'm free!!

School is starting!! 22 July is my official first day at school! :) excited!! however i am on standby mode!! Plan to call in for a morning flight so i can make it for class in the evening.. wish me luck kk!

Well better go get some zzz.. a short nap before my flight later on! :)

zzzz...........

Is A Long & Loving Day....

Woke up at 33o am in e morning juz to meet Snakie for a super fast breakfast at T2 MacDonald! :) i'm rostered to operate morning shenzhen while he was taking SQ over to penang! Feeling little zombie due to lack of zzz BUT is all worthwhile! Seeing him makes everything worthwhile!

Snakie is off to Penang for a business conference and will be back in town on thursday night! however i supposed... onli get to see him over the weekends! HOPEFULLY can! though he onli gone for one day... hime is missing him already...

Zombie-ed thru out the whole shenzhen flight but it was bearable with the company of my batch ger! she was called up for the flight! :) what a pleasant surprise! pax profile.. same old singaporean business men and shenzhen locals... ain't hard but ain't easy to handle! :)

FINALLY tml is off day! can rest at home... hime shall be goodie ger! stay home and wait for her snakie's call.. winks...

Orientation Is Today!

:) YES.. it is orientation day! Reach SIM 20 min before the registeration start hence went down to the administraion office to submit my declaration letter regarding the 40% subsidy thingy! Cannot play play wor... no declaration letter submit = no government subsidy = sky high school fee = work hard for $$$$ + more nagging from mother! sweats...

Orientation went well but kinda of dry! Listening to toks after toks... from university heads to subject heads... boring but useful! at least now i noe how the university system works! :) hahaha... i'm recallin what my first officer on my kochi flight said!! he was askin whether will the orientation have those ice-breakers games when we have to chase each other ard with a balloon hammer!! well now i can tell him.. NO! NO! lolz.. the students are too old for tat kind of games! how u expect some 30 yrs old running ard??!! hahaha...

met new frenz but all from other Business courses instead of marketing!! hahahaha... new environment forces pple to make frenz and luckily been in service line quite long liao!! noe the technique of thick-skinned and crapping... :) well... hope when class starts can meet more marketing coursemates! lolz..

collected my sem one study guides and text books! super heavy.. in the end have to take cab home! no way i could carry those heavy books back by train! sweats...

met up with Snakie at bugis in the evening! supposed to watch the movie RED CLIFF but tickets for goodie seats were sold out and onli left with those super front ones tat u have to extend ur head so back till u might as well break ur neck to see the screen! hahahaha.. nvm nvm... decide to catch the movie next week after snakie return from penang! we ended up having duck rice at beach road... chill out over latte n chocolate drinks at shaw towers starbucks... then hit home! tml yet another working day!! lucky is a short morning medan flight!! :)

Waiting Patiently...

Unisim Student Portal checked... still NOPE... no signs of my individual timetable! Sianz... i'm waiting waiting waiting patiently... believe me I AM...

Need my timetable to plan my flying roster, my getaway planz with Snakie, my vacation with wee & von, my driving lessons etc!! tons of things i have to plan and make arrangements once i have my school timetable so Argh... unisim can u juz be a little bit faster!!!! :/

Well hopefully after this blog entry... after stuffin my mouth wif my hawaiian pizza... yeah its out! wuhahaha u nv noe.. the world works in weird ways...

Oh yeah... guess i nv realli intro my new family member tat juz joined my clan. yet another greenie pal.. CLOVER! :) adopted by Snakie & Hime... well adoption fee by Snakie at 16.95 bucks.. adoption centre at Marina Square Action City outlet. winks...


All set for the kiss... wuhahahahaha.... look how happy clover looks!


me planting clover a welcome kiss! winks...


Wuhahaha juz a simple pic wif my sweetie clover!!

Busy Dayz Ahead...

Juz went to check my Unisim student portal account and NOPE... timetable is not out!

School is starting soon and i'm getting all this ridiculous nervousness stirring inside me! Been away from school for so so long and have this strong feeling that i would need time for some serious adapting! it doesn't help a bit tat i am working odd hours and studyin at e same time. Well let's see what life be once school starts.. hahaha orientation is this sat! *wicked smile*

Yippe... i changed my blog song!! i am simply, helplessly, totally addicted to this song! :) it's like a feel goodie song with its upbeat rhythm and teenage lovie dovie lyrics! winks.. it makes me feel young once again. Hmm i tink my frenz would be complaining tat y my blog always have "noisy" music de! LOLZ!! tink this song can also be added to my list of "noisy song" blog collection... *another wicked smile*

Tml will be flying with batch ger... and is an overnight kochi flight! finally... a flight with batch ger after so long! lookin forward.. winks...

if onli all my flights have a crew from batch 61... :)

The Same Old Story...

Been feeling little down the entire today... perhaps due to the fact tat my day din realli turn out the way i tot it would be.

Had the whole of today planned out a few days ago..

morn = dentist

afternoon = hair cut and hair treatment

evening = dinner @ causeway point wif snakie

Woke up at 8 plus in the morning! rush rush for a quick bathe and made my way down to the demtal clinic onli 2 find out SIA din renew e dental contract with the clinic!! sianz.. i will have to pay the full cost from my own pocket! dun wan dun wan! hence.. no dentist today!

Well manage to get another dental clinic at tampines central which is still under SIA! :) made appt for this coming friday! so for the time being, i juz have to bear with my decayin tooth! arh..

juz after lunch, off to the salon!! wanted to give this new hair salon a try coz they are now having some sort of shop-openin offer thingy! shit... they are closed!! is not tat kind of official close day.. but those have emergency stuff so had to close the shop! sweats! nvm nvm.. i shall go back to the salon i normally go to and what rotton luck, it is also closed! rest day! sianz...

ended up going for facial and massage!!! dun wan to waste my off day... sighz...

dinner went well! :) at least someting went well! but guess both of us were tired hence din tok much!! or maybe is juz me feelin down! been feeling restless these few days! hope my mood will pick up soon...

been feelin tired till the extend tat i simply dun have any energy to do my regular stuff... i juz let things be! some thing wrong with me! i simply dislike what i am but i couldn'y help it...

it suddenly hit me tat my life seems so stagnant! the same old story juz goes on n on n on...

to me... each tml juz seems like a same old brand new day..

How ironic...

Yes... Finally...

Had been some time since i last blogged... guess my lazy bone is up to its bag of tricks again! lolz.. well.. yes! finally! a new entry.. :) Lots of stuff happened and i realli dunno how or where to start!! perhaps i will begin with whatever tat comes into mind!



hey hey!! as u can see, a brand new blog skin! finally changed a new one after so long! hmmm i'm not realli in love with the skin but yet, it is good enough to make me settle down and get some blog codes done! it's been awhile since i last played ard with codes etc hence took me some time to perfect this blogskin! :) is all paid off...



Juz manage to meet up with duckie for a movie at Tampines Mall. Caught e movie WANTED! is a BLOODY BLOOD movie wif lots of bullets flying thru brains and harsh mother F**king language! Lolz! But i have to say... angelina jo lee looks freakin cool in the movie! hahaha i have always been a big fan of hers!!!



Guess close frenz of mine and of coz... big snakie.. will noe wat had happened to me during the last one mth! learnt lots of stuff and most importantly, for the every first time of my 24 yrs in this world, i had a taste of total freedom!! winks!! this new found but short-lived freedom is very addictive! however, at the same time made me realize the importance of having a home and being surrounded by loved ones!! my host and her family members treated me well... and made me feel extremely welcomed but ultimately, tat was not my home!! :) i miss my home... i miss my bedrooom and i miss princess stevie! and yuppie.. now i am back! packed my room.. cleared the trash... all set to go!!!



here are some pic of my little cosy room for the month of june!! took these pictures juz before i bid my final goodbye!! well.. i kind of like the room... :)


my cozy bed!!


Clover die die wan to be part of the picture... lolz...


the bedroom... :)

is juz nice to be home!! home sweet home.. winks...