Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Eventful Day

Today seemed to fly by in a wink of an eye!! it seems that i am rushing thru almost everything i do! no matter is doing my online sch quiz or to work... i can't seem to slow down for a breather! Yes it is tiring... mentally a physically draining but it was a fruitful! :)
received a few unexpected praises which left me grinning from ear to ear! From crew scheduling to my lecturer to my flight cic... wow it is definitely overwhelming! winks...
Did my first attempt at readin the whole english safety briefing passagge in front of pax! i sweared i was so nervous that i eat up my words... i mispronounced a handful of words... shaky voice! felt shitty when reading it but i'm glad i held on! it was a challenge!!
i think i realli into FORMULA ONE!! All thanks to tat phone call before the start of the qualifying round of F1... "janice... i juz wanna u to say the sounds of engines beautiful sounds!!" :) YES.. THEY ARE! Ironically.. what beautiful noise...
Today's flight.. i was to be sat at the emergency row seats and i was sandwiched between 2 gentlemen who kept toking about F1! both of them are present at the historical event.. much to my envy! hahaha.. guess what.. one of the them (ang mo by the way) belong to the red bull team!! dunno is what way is he related to the racing team but i'm sure is one big shot guy!! LOLZ! Some inside info... Red Bulls had booked the whole level of rooms at Swiss hotel where they can see the race at full view and they booked that level for e next 4 yrs during the F1 race! what level?? hahaha shh... i promised not to say!! :)
At times.. i juz love my job!! winks...
tml is Public holiday but i still working! long flight somemore!! sighz... frenz all seemed to be out celebrating unlike me now preparing for flight! kind of sad that i have to be stuck at home.. but yeah tat's life! juz like at times u juz wanna find someone to share ur excitement with but u can't seem to find the right time to do so...
Well today's excitement and today's little things are for me and myself to share and enjoy... call me selfish but selfish i shall be!
Nitey world...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Stronger...

I will be fine... at least i will keep telling myself tat...
Realize that what i had been doing to myself is just meaningless...
Tears no longer satisfy me...
Thank you for reminding me...
I guess i am who i am... whoever i am in the future... i am still that I AM....
Recalling my nick i used to have in frenster... "I am who i am... Take it or leave it..."
I guess i refer that then and perhaps in the future... :)

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Finally...

Finally...
The ger smiled when she thought she would bide today goodbye with tears in her eyes...
Finally a real smile without a need to convince herself tat she is alright..
The ger smiled when she saw his msg...
"I am goodie snakie, goodie snakie i am...
I am goodie snakie, goodie snakie i am...
I am goodie snakie, goodie snakie i am...
Wuhaha... Booboo i go rest le...
Hug hug"
He remembered her bedtime request!!
Yes it is kind of silly and funny but yet he remembers...
I am tat blessed ger...
Good night world with a SMILE...

I Love My Snakie

Boo Boo not sad le... Boo Boo juz wanna be happy...

Happy means being with Snakie...

One happy family...

Feeling Rainy...

feeling kind of down... feeling kind of rainy...
i zzz too much... i zzz to not think tat much... i zzz to juz kill my day away but now i have to faced it again!!
about 5 hrs more to the next day... it seems very far away!
My head feels retard... heavy... feeling kind of numb...
my eyes feel sore and heavy... I guess i dun wan to think anymore!
i supposed is time not to bother anymore...
guess.. well.. somehow i will be fine!
I juz hope he gets well soon... big old boys noe how to take care of themselves so i trust he is old enough to do it!!
No moving ard... more water... eat well... take medicine regularly.. this is all i asked of you...
must have a speedy recovery...

Monday, September 08, 2008

Juz For My Big Mr SSSS!

Some people say women can be quite vicious creatures... well.. i realli hope i can deny that! Wuhahaha!! so my biggie mr ssss... After seeing this entry, hope u noe what to do liao!! :)

If u make me upset... this is what i will do....


Step u!! stomp on snakie's flattened head... EVIL LUFF!


Arm wrestle with u!! squeeze u dry....


If my fren is ard... i will get her help to bully u! attack...


Kick u ard like a football! i will be man u ronaldo and my fren will be man u ryan giggs!

Well... if u are a goodie and guai snakie... we will alwayd treat u with tender, loving and care! A team...


One happy family... :)

WUHAHAHAHA!! Snakie... juz for u! like it like it??? Muacks....


Sunday, September 07, 2008

A Twist For Nightmares!

SORRY Biggie Mr SSSS!! i am bad boo boo....

me supposed to be zzzz but my hair wet!! have to wash coz all those hair spray and gel i used for my workin hair style! sianz... those chemical is realli killing my hair! tink have to go for hair treatment very very soon ah... sighz!!

recently flights been great! :) nice crew with nice and GOOD-LOOKING flight deck crew! LOLZ!! Flew with my fav first officer whom i call her my IDOL! pretty and cool.. simply idol quality! and she has those piercing eyes!! lolz!! Also flew with MI new poster boy.. juz one word... CHARMING! and may i add on... he has a smile to die for sia! LOLZ!!

well well... finally Went jogging in the morn after so long due to those upredictable stormy weathers and pnli to complete the whole reservoir feeling drained and sleepy! hit my bed once i reached home!! Dunno y so exhausted!! working working.. off days are schooling and projects... this lifestyle is kinda of bringing me down le!! trying to hold on... trying to convince myself that everything is worthwhile!

Din realli have a good nap too! was woken up by nightmares!! shit shit nightmare!! perhaps due to the fact that i was chatting to my colleagues abt the recent thai movie in cinemas now, 4Bia!! Hearing the story line made me a little err... hahaha shivers but yet wanna watch lehz!! anyone interested???

mr snakie... dun wan!
Colleagues clicks.. all watched liao!
my bro dave... freaked out!
hmm... i targeting my big mama and vonnie... lolz... sha la la...

Oh oh okie back to my night mare!! i was juz telling snakie abt my nightmare! it was about corpse, coffins, fire extinguisher (veri huh right?!!!) and stairways!

okie... it goes like this:

i was like having this training similar crew SEP course where we are supposed to be fighting fire, hence all of us have a fire extinguisher. stupid thing is the instructor in my dream said we have to pretend there is a fire and go thru the steps of operating the device. FINE... that is reasonable. the item which is so-called on fire is a coffin and inside the coffin is a corpse of a lady!! eerie lor!! what the heck!!

nevertheless we have to carry out the training... when it was my turn... the corpse suddenly turned about and look at me with her eyes OPEN sia!! then a tear rolled out from her eyes! i sweared that sight was damn scary... i screamed and ran away!! my impression is that the ger behind me also saw ba... coz the next scene was me n her screamin our lungs out and running up an endless stairways with lots of doors at the side. each door is like leadin to a dead end or the door would juz shut close in front of our faces!! this was when woke up!! sweats...

kept tinking about it... then i recalled my sis got a book on dreams!! wuhahahaa out of curiosity, me went to read up on the items i dreamt of!!!

corpse:
A dream of contratry in that it predicts a full and happy life is the corpse was that of a stranger. (i do not recall knowing anyone that looks like the lady!)

tear:
other form of crying besides the crys of a baby means there is a friend or associate in distress, be prepared to give a sympathetic listening ear.

fire extinguisher:
to dream of putting off a fire or escaping from one predicts ultimate success over all obstacles. (however in my dream, there is no real fire lehz! onli e action of putting out the "fire"!! lolz...)

stairways:
the general 'UP' means good. (i was climbing up the stairways wor!)

Well it turns out my nightmare had many positive predictions! :) BUT still... i prefer to be nightmare-less! sighz....

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Yippe... Day Off!

HAHA.. now is 535 pm and i am still at home!! wuhahaha day off! yes yes! tml will be operating an evening phnom penh so tonight can zzz slightly later! tml morn me plan to go for my regular dose of jogging! winks...
Perhaps all the waiting and anticipation of "tot" being called up for flights got to me... me feelin tired and restless! might go take a short evening nap.. lolz....
whee.... zzz....
seeing those welsh corgi pictures make me wanna buy one now!!! sighz....

Is An Agony...

I am now on standby mode!! Yes... and so far no calls! Fingers cross.. hoping that i will have today off! it had been damn freaking long since my last not called up standby. I dun have any vac off since my long April vac off hence i do believe with my hectic flying schedules, i am able to clock up a reasonable hours of flying which can earn me a place at the bottom of the called up list! i better be lor... last 2 mths flying hours is high sky with a handful of 3-workind days patterns! sweats...

:) Yes my big Mr SssS... ya never lie to me before! hahahaha! increase by one "s"!! lolz... super shitty shakie snakie! woo hoo!! Finally agreed on a doggie that i can adopt in the future! LOLZ!! is a pembroke welsh corgi! lolz... has a long body like a sausage doggie (my preference) and looks like a beagle or some are fox like (snakie's preference)! Bingo! Pembroke welsh corgi is the choice!

Initially when Mr ssss told me to look up on welsh corgi, i was like "yeah! must be ugly breed"! oops... me so wrong! LOLZ! so cute!!! but i can't help but to feel i am looking at a short legs & long body beagle! Hmm....

Here are some pictures of pembroke welsh corgi tat i found on yahoo pic gallery! :) One word... ADORABLE!!!!

wheeee.....................

puppy!

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family!!

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Sighz... when can i take pictures of my every own welsh corgi?!!! LOLZ!! along with two kawaii inu.. Mo fa and Sparkie! :)


Sparkie aka gal gal and Mo fa... Acting lazy sia...

Wuhahaha!!! tink this entry is more of a picture entry ba!! took some pictures on my last day of OB seminar!!! sighz i will miss them... I AM ALREADY missing them liao!


Clara n i!! my SIA ger.... winks....


Us again!! the angle kind of weird huh... lolz.. dun care la...


Jun hao da Man of the group and Clara!!

Wonder how is the gang doing now??! Hmmm....

Finally had a catch up session with Von n Wee!! Went to Century Square SOUP Resturant for dinner juz a few days ago! YUMMY!! LOLZ!!


Tender steamed chix wif ginger paste in the middle! is superb i tell ya... my fav!


Tofu in a claypot! drooling!!!


Spicy sambal kang kong!!!! hmm isn't tat spicy actualli... wuhahahaha..


Ginger with fish slices!! wuhahaha... simple yet delicious..


Wee taking some time off from the food for the camera! wuhahaha!


Vonnie busy with her food!! plz do not disturb...


me feasting... totally feasting.. lolz..


FINISHING.... the 3 of us are Fulll to the trim ah...


The 3 of us!!! at Tampines bus interchange... taken juz before we bide one another goodnite! :) it was a satisfying day out...