Thursday, April 17, 2008

Support or Comfort?!

Support or Comfort?!

feelin stressed out these few days!! Lots of things weighin in my mind... till the extend i have to increase my anti-histamine for my hives to daily dose instead of once every 2 days!! and then the hives also become an issue in giving me more stress! is juz great.. perfectly great...

vac off also stressed up!! have the urge to juz faster return to work! suddenly felt tat flying had become a source of escape for me! my hp has no auto roaming therefore once i am on the plane right till the point i touchdown at sin, i am not contactable! is onli me with e crew and 2 sectors pax! suddenly life on the plane seems more simple than life beyond e plane's premiers. Sighz...

one thing that made me realize... comfort and support are two different things!

i have countless of support from others but where is the comfort??!! comfort is juz so hard to come by! as life goes on, i juz feel true comfort comes from oneself and solely from oneself! depending others for comfort can be a tiring and an endless wait task! even if comfort does arrive in the nick of time before u break down, it will onli leave u wanting more with a growing dependency to it! so what happen next time? the next next time?! is juz a vicious cycle...

support i smting i realli do appreciate!! as least is what tat keeps me going!! support to me now is when it rains, it is a shelter for me... someting to protect me from the storm... but who is going to protect me from the bitter cold from the storm?!

at this moment... i am confused... i dun wan to think about it.. nor do i wanna tok about it! so dun ask me anything...

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