worn out

Simply Tired

Guess i am realli tired le...

think it comes to tat time again where i would juz hide in my room... my little corner to haf a little moment to myself...

i wanna zzz... exhausted as i am... i realli wanna rest! but i can't seem to...

suddenly hugging princess stevie dun realli bring about the comfort i used 2 have!!

i noe i am not alone but yet i feel i am alone!

workin hard.. pushin myself... onli for tings that promise nothing but uncertainities...

2 dozen of doughnuts.. onli 2 be eaten by myself...

a box of green tea goodies... onli to be left on my dining table...

do things... onli to be scolded n not appreciated...

rushed thru things... onli to be left alone...

is nobody's fault... is juz me being sensitive! think is juz me lacking the maturity...

Been having dreams of him recently... i dunno y... it made me miss him a lot..

he always been my pillar of support despite his past...

trying to recall his lonely back facing me as he puff his cigarettes...

he always carry a frown... deep in thoughts... but always smiling at me!

always that assuring... always that comforting...

i realli do miss him...

if onli he is now with me.. maybe my eyes will not be tat puffy...

gosh... i juz wanna close my eyes and zzz...