Lazy Afternoon

Lazy Afternoon

Feeling restless on this lazy afternoon!! Weather kind of humid.. dark clouds hovering ard but no rain.. no wind!! sianz.. feeling sticky though i took my bathe liao! argh...

juz finished 400 FTT questions and my head is spinning! need a break... but there ain't anything to do hence decided to blog again!! Realized i had been bloggin quite on a regular basis sia! gd or bad thing?! lolz...

i juz wanna say.. I AM SO GETTING MY HANDS ON CHARLES & KEITH SHOES! :) one of their latest collection... black high heels shoes! tried searchin for its pic but vain! nvm nvm... will snap a pic of it when i lay my hands on it! going to transit charles & keith tml after flight to see whether have the shoes or not! if have.. CHIONG liao! buy at the spot! :) also have to help wee wee see got her shoes too! then help shiya buy her facial powder foundation.. wow so many things to do!

then later have go home place luggage.. fresh up a bit have to go down to UBI driving centre for my FTT e-trial! later in the evening.. movie with dear(?)!! lolz.. not cfm yet!! but i die die wan meet him.. woohoo...

Zzzz Zzzz Monster

Zzz ZZZZ Monster

My sleeping monster where are u??

i'm tired but i can't zzz...

damn humid n warm weather... worsen my hives....

dun wan to see those red spots...

my eyes threatening to close but i can't seem to zzz...

can feel health going down the drain once again...

Can someone bring me my vitamin c??

Can someone juz give me back my health?!

Can someone bring zzz monster to me?!!

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Juz A Conversation

Juz A Conversation

"Juz a conversation" is what he said... but that is surely one big hell of a saddening, frustrated and disappointing conversation. i could not say for him.. but at least is for me!

Yes i will still blog!! happy or sad! angry or with a peace of mind! and i am sure he noe that i will! he understands me well enough to guess what i have up in my sleeves! :) i hate when he reads me like a blank piece of paper... but hey tat's him!

Though tog for onli about 6 mths, those mths felt like it contained yrs of build up frustration and quarrels! perhaps due to those unhappy times, the HAPPY moments seem so dear and precious. :) is juz like if there is no bad pple in this world, how can there be good pple!

i'm feeling.. blank-ed! kind of tired of the situation... brain somehow been overused for the past few days! On what?? seriously i also dunno lehz! maybe is my sensitivity tat is the main culprit pushing me to my limits!? if so... shit lor!! simply detest my sensitivity!! juz like what the fortune teller once said, i must stay away from jade fore my name contains too many "YU" chinese character! jade so fragile! once drop.. GONE! i dun wan be like tat ah... yet at times i am.

Said some mean things but i do not deny tat there are some truth in it! i dun feel sorry about the words said! however the onli thing i regret is the way i brought the message across. if onli god can turn back the hands time, i will be more careful with my words n tone. words can kill and this poin is made very true between him n me!

i seek comfort and suppport from a relationship. honestly i had them both from him but maybe at times, when men gets greedy, the comfort dun seem enough! or shd i say when at the breakin point... the comfort i need is beyond what the other party could give. i am not trying to say there are better guys out there who could give me tat degree of comfort!!! DUN GET ME WRONG!! i juz feel tat true comfort is from oneself... when u are able to find ur own peace of mind. others can onli beside u.. listen to ur complains n misery, but it comes to the root of the problem, is up to urself to deal with it! perhaps tat is y i seldom tok about my problem to my frenz.. well i would not say dun have la!! juz lesser! :p

i could tell he changed a lot for me!! hmmm maybe not changed but took efforts to accept what i am! i had done my part as well but maybe is not enough on my part! realized tat i been asking more n giving less. think is also time for some self reflection le... so i wun cry this time round!! tears somehow seem like an irony at this stage.

received this sms from a fren:
i see... den it's e indifference between u 2 ba..
still something that you will need but he can't give and some part of his character you still cannot accept totally ba..
slowly ba.. cheer up :)

YES! support from my pillar wee wee!! comfort from my acceptance of the indifference..

i will work hard for US! (not america for goodness sake ah!!!) :) 6 mths dun come easy for us... braved thru much.. hence the onli right route for us is to move forward together for a better future!

HIME JIA YOU!!!

Jumbo Feelings

Jumbo Feelings

jumbo feelings = happy, sad, amused, excited.. all mix in one big basket!!!

still feeling little down but it is getting better!! thanks to everyone for giving me attention n concern! esp dear who showered me with patience and make me laugh with his goofy humour! evil luff...

no worries pple!! me doing juz alright with some occasional slience! :p think is what gers are naturally talented for! winks... GOD gave us the right of PMS! Wuhahaha...

nway, supposed to operate afternoon yangon flight which is about now.. lolz.. but i was called up for overnight chongqing hence today's yangon i'm taken off! happy!! earned today off! *grinning from ear to ear*

Chongqing flight was alright! Hmmm worked business class and i have to say.. i no work till bored to tears! going sector = zero pax and returning sector = 3 ZZZ pax = no food + no service required! LOLZ!! but i did helped out at econ class so dun say i getting easy money! :)

some of amusing stuff happened onbroad which still leave me smiling till now! my first attempt in using fake lashes at work invited lots of attention! i think coz the lashes is realli abnormally long! even the flight deck crew n pax notice!! :/

had lots of amusing conversations with capt... wuhahaha... he is such a adorable captain! one of the nicest captains ard i muz say.. and i am still crackin my brains whether did i ever fly with this capt before! hmmm...

me: hi captain.. i'm janice! nice to see u...
capt: ah janice.. long time din fly wif u...
me: .......... realli?! (confused)
Capt: yeah.. haven't seen u for a while...
me: *abashed* capt.. i think it must been awhile since i last saw u coz i can't rem whether i flew with u before!!
capt: ..... ....

LOLZ! oops... i think captain took it as a joke coz he left with a heaty luff!! :p

in the flight deck for drink orders before take off...

capt: janice... is your eye lashes real?
me: hahaha is juz grew longer overnight..
capt: realli?? (like believe me... hahahaha...)
me: of coz fake la capt... where got normal human so long lashes!!!

LOLZ... MAJOR OOPS!!!

hahahaha now is pax's turn!! helped a china pax lady picked up her boarding pass.. next min she stared at me..

(ps: in mandarin ah!!!)
Pax: miss... your eyes lashes very long ah!!!
me: .. .. .... *taken back*
pax: is it real??
me: .... ....

before i knew it, she went to use her finger i touch my fake lashes!! and becoz i moved, she poke my eyes!! eeks... lolz.. but not painful la!! juz amused...

OKIE enough of my fake lashes story! i think i can juz go on n on on...

MUACKS to dearie! me pick me up at the airrport at 6 am after i landed! :) went to bedok market for breakfast! realli appreciate it.. he still have to work the whole day later! sighz... hope he ain't too tired coz he is busy KLKK at his workplace lor! LOLZ LOLZ.........

OH OH... dear FINALLY pass me the Coach wristlet from the states! MUACKs...

happy! now i have a matching coach wristlet to my coach handbag!! so ashamed.. so far all my branded stuff is from dear!! pengz... i'm determined to get one myself... hmmm maybe this time not coach le! :p


Coach package gift box! the wristlet cost USD55 = S$75!! at transit is S$109 if i din recall wrongly but this price is a few mths ago! >_<
LOVE IT!!!


can't wait to use it... can bring this wristlet go chiong.. hmm...

hope happy days will juz keep rolling in... :)

worn out

Simply Tired

Guess i am realli tired le...

think it comes to tat time again where i would juz hide in my room... my little corner to haf a little moment to myself...

i wanna zzz... exhausted as i am... i realli wanna rest! but i can't seem to...

suddenly hugging princess stevie dun realli bring about the comfort i used 2 have!!

i noe i am not alone but yet i feel i am alone!

workin hard.. pushin myself... onli for tings that promise nothing but uncertainities...

2 dozen of doughnuts.. onli 2 be eaten by myself...

a box of green tea goodies... onli to be left on my dining table...

do things... onli to be scolded n not appreciated...

rushed thru things... onli to be left alone...

is nobody's fault... is juz me being sensitive! think is juz me lacking the maturity...

Been having dreams of him recently... i dunno y... it made me miss him a lot..

he always been my pillar of support despite his past...

trying to recall his lonely back facing me as he puff his cigarettes...

he always carry a frown... deep in thoughts... but always smiling at me!

always that assuring... always that comforting...

i realli do miss him...

if onli he is now with me.. maybe my eyes will not be tat puffy...

gosh... i juz wanna close my eyes and zzz...

My Genting Trip

Genting Trip

Genting trip genting trip!! :) though it was onli a short 3 days 2 nights stay... it was an enjoyable one! :) sometime is not the quantity tat is impt but the quality time spent with loved ones tat counts!!

Din manage to take lots of pictures coz me already not realli a pic person then dear dear even worse! LOLZ... at times askin him to take a pic is like taking his life! pengzzzz!!! nevertheless manage to snap some.. winks...

Another reason y din take lots of pic, some of our time we were in the casino! camera ain't allow in the casinos which i forgot!! snap a pic and i was approached by a FATSO security lady! i deleted the pic immediately on the spot!! sweats!!

well though at the casino, we were NOT GAMBLING but juz watching other pple gambling!! i learnt how to play the 3 cards poker.. all thanks to dear snakie explanation and some uncles n aunties who gave me live demostration! LOLZ!! dear onli played the 3 cards poker for awhile on the last day morn of our entire stay! sweats...

Here are some photos!!! not many... lolz...


An excited me on the coach to genting!!


dearie practically zzzz thru out the whole bus ride up to genting!


first world hotel!! where me n dearie stayed!! HAHAHA so colourful sia!! the colours remind me of a pic tat i can find on a 3 yrs old colouring book! lolz...


my virgin attempt at Archery!! smile first...


Later aim... n shoot.. winks... nway i suck at archery! :/


MOVIE!! me n dear... watching forbidden kingdom!


The cinema! :) watching movie genting is damn cheap de! :p we ended up watching 2 movies.. the other movie is 3 kingdoms which we preferred it to the latter!


POPCORN n our tickets!!


Okie okie... this pic is taken for one reason... i'm lame! LOLZ... but i am juz so amused!!


err... where is the lift??!! imaginery lift maintainence in progress???!!!


dear Outside our hotel room! :) 21 902.. which is floor 21 room 902!


breathtaking scenery view from the lift lobby of floor 21! :) mountains of mist...


where the skies meet the land! :)


last but not least!! juz us... winks...

My First Flight

My First Flight After So Long...

Noe i shd be in la la land as i promised my dear tat i will zzz at 11 pm! oops... now already 11.12 pm le!! shall make a fast fast entry then off 2 dreamland!!

Finally.. back at work!!! first flight after my vac off was one of the longest flight.. 3 sectors sin-dvo-ceb-sin!! practically took up my whole day! :/ tiring but it was a smooth flight! :) great crew with okie okie pax but bad weather! turbulence was quite bad till i developed a headache by the end of the whole flight! sighz.. i even puke after landed at sin!! sighz...

Guess i need some time to get back my flying momentum liao! sighz...

Dear came down to the airport to have dinner with me! :) happy to see him... but maybe my spinning head got the better off me, din show as much excitement as i wanted to! :/ so.. snakie must understand ah!

hehe.. me juz loaded some of my genting pic onto photobucket!! wanna blog now lehz but eyes threatening to close!! exhausted!! i dun think i have energy to even read my FTT! ah... shall blog tml! :)

AH... I wan watch MAN U vs BARCELONA match later at 2.30 am!! y i no scv??!! bad snakie dun let me watch... >_<

Mr Brown Show

Mr Brown Show

WUHAHA.. this is damn funny!!! i LOVE the tokyo drift movie and certainly the soundtrack! :) but this is also classic! lolz... my blog song is e mr brown's ERP drift! honestly, is kind of irritating but nevertheless, downright hilarious! winks...

2 Many 2 Count - ERP Drift

I wonder if you know,

How they live in Ang Mo Kio

Go to city many gantry

Can’t afford your speed too low

Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Slow is dangerous (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

I wonder if you know,

How they live in Toa Payoh

Please lah tolong, only Lorong

Not Expressway also tio!

Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Spread like virius! (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Many many taxes danglin

ERP now is randomin

Keep your speed ‘bove 45

Or everybody Cashcard won’t survive!

Suka suka ERP on

Happy happy gantry can born

16 new ways to gope your lui

See already want to pui!

Gahmen say take MRT

Cos car is only luxury

Build the road for Fellari

Normal car will up lorry

Ji Pa Ban (uh!), Ichiban (uh)

No million dollars you Lan Lan

CTE is the place to be

Singapore road for VIP

I wonder if you know,

How they live in Ang Mo Kio

Reach work early, at 5.30

Spend three hours drink teh-o

Can’t be seraious! (wah lau!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Live like vampires (ouch!) (beep! beep! beep!)

I wonder if you know,

Where the gantry never growWhere the lorry Never worry

Travel freely where you go

Pulau Bukom! (Don’t have!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Pulau Tekong (Huat ah!) (beep! beep! beep!)

Support or Comfort?!

Support or Comfort?!

feelin stressed out these few days!! Lots of things weighin in my mind... till the extend i have to increase my anti-histamine for my hives to daily dose instead of once every 2 days!! and then the hives also become an issue in giving me more stress! is juz great.. perfectly great...

vac off also stressed up!! have the urge to juz faster return to work! suddenly felt tat flying had become a source of escape for me! my hp has no auto roaming therefore once i am on the plane right till the point i touchdown at sin, i am not contactable! is onli me with e crew and 2 sectors pax! suddenly life on the plane seems more simple than life beyond e plane's premiers. Sighz...

one thing that made me realize... comfort and support are two different things!

i have countless of support from others but where is the comfort??!! comfort is juz so hard to come by! as life goes on, i juz feel true comfort comes from oneself and solely from oneself! depending others for comfort can be a tiring and an endless wait task! even if comfort does arrive in the nick of time before u break down, it will onli leave u wanting more with a growing dependency to it! so what happen next time? the next next time?! is juz a vicious cycle...

support i smting i realli do appreciate!! as least is what tat keeps me going!! support to me now is when it rains, it is a shelter for me... someting to protect me from the storm... but who is going to protect me from the bitter cold from the storm?!

at this moment... i am confused... i dun wan to think about it.. nor do i wanna tok about it! so dun ask me anything...

Downtown East Chalet

Downtown East Chalet

Chalet is realli an enjoyable thing! :) plus i am spending with such great frenz! winks... the onli disappointing thing is the second day is kind of spolit by un-welcomed hp calls!! the calls left me crying.. swollen eyes.. blocked nose... hives outbreak and a super heavy heart! sighz... however, the chalet is still a blast! :)i'm still grinning when i recall the times spent...

Some pictures!! Day One...


the proud owners of room 1703 at block G! :)


Our very own mini snack bar!! LOLZ!! i'm damn proud of it...


Xiao ben dropped by for BBQ! been donkey mths since i last saw this "jie mei"!! still getting on my nerves and always itchy for a piece of mind from me!!


Let the preparation for the BBQ begins... noe is hard work so here am i.. a glum trying to smile face!! mama wee wee calling me to start cracking.. :/


it looks like i am nagging vonnie as i'm marinating the chix wings but i swear.. i am not!! dunno what with my face.. hmmm...


SEE!! all smiles... LOLZ!!!


wee our fire starter!!! she is a pro sia...


burn fire burn... plz cook our food.. lolz...


Wee still can get the job done with me fooling ard.. hands up!!!


Xiao ben n Vonnie showing off their hard work!! HAHA... there are marinated black pepper fish fillet in the aluminium foil they are holdin on..


soon we are joined by chin eng!! vonnie's macho bf!! winks...

Well BBQ eat eat also no fun right... so we decide to juz do some serious cam whoring.. lolz...


what are u staring at? what fight ah??!! fight la...


kidding la!! juz foolin ard... wuhahahaha...


DIE DIE must be part of the picture... lolz..


Jan fight back to big mama... *recallin the murder case at sentosa* while xiao ben... the same... juz ignore and post for the cam... new accompliance, von!!!!


juz to recall some memories... lolz... at sentosa... got see the similarities??!!


wuhahaha von kena attacked... her facial expression little sweats though...


Is a "lesbian" affair... kissy....


Fighting for xiao ben?! gosh!! no worries... is onli an act.. xiao ben.. dream on!! wuhahaha...


caterpillar...


FINALLY the whole gang... the smoke represents we are realli having a BBQ! duh...

Day two... din take lots of pic coz my cam low batt!! plus.. sigh... bad memories...


jus one pic! :) look at my eye lashes... YES! i finally noe how to put on fake lashes liao! thanks to von n wee...

Last day!! day three...

Time to say goodie bye... before we headed home, had a nice breakfast at burger king wif a new addition to the family! supposingly called hao hao is now officially known as mao mao! LOLZ! we got him at the arcade.. those catchin stuff toy machine! sweats lor.. mao mao cost 20 bucks lor!! LOLZ!!


mao mao staring at the cam... big head and small body reminds me of von's noi noi! LOLZ!!


we juz love mao mao.. winks...


when we are bidding our goodbye.. mao mao can't bear to leave downtown east!! mao mao's emo backview...

Well everything will have its end! but goodie times always fly!! tat is life... we can onli treasure..

Waiting Can Be An Agony

Waiting Can Be An Agony... At Times...

It felt like i'm waiting for a sms tat never comes... Feeling restless, annoyed and sad all at the same time!!

wondering wat the other party is doing... doing fine or is juz a sucky day for him? i am clueless!!

well conclusion, is his life!! there nothing much for me to say in the first place!

tired of waiting and sick of feeling this way... hence decided not to care anymore!!

better than idling ard doing nothing but wait.. i would rather go find other stuff to keep me occupied!!

Going over to TTSH to see my granny with my mum n sis!! :)

had some un-comfirmed plans for dinner which set me wondering shd i juz forgot about it or sms to clarify is it still on for the evening!!??

well... i shall see when evening comes...

Yet again... i shall remind myself... i am my own boss!! guess it is always better this way.. winks...

Looking At the Bright Side Of Life

Looking At the Bright Side Of Life

i hate it when my hormanes claim the better of me! getting Moody and snappin at pple makes me gulity sia but i simply can't control!! think i juz have to continuously remind myself about the danger of tat time of the month! :/ trying to cheer up...

Glad my mood is improving despite work had not been tat smooth these few days!! not much about crew but pax! Sad to say tat my recent flights are full with yaya-papaya pax who thinks that cabin crew are their slave coz the buy a ticket with MI! sweats.. sometimes i wonder where are the crew rights??!! Hmmm worse still, basic human rights and courtesy... where the hell did they go??! simply saddening...

Thanks vonnie!! thanks for booking the chalet!! this chalet we must enjoy like there is no tml! :) realli lookin forward!!! but when e chalet date comes, it also means u are no longer my colleague! saddened by the tot but.. hey... :) u are always my bestie sista.. my partner in crime!

Kind of excited coz during the chalet, my gers n i plan to go wild wild wet!! :) this is my first time going sia despite this attraction had opened donkey yrs ago! sweats... guess i had been missing out on lots of fun stuff! now watching what that goes into my mouth coz i dun have my bulging tummy to be too obvious!!! wuhahaha... plz disappear my talkin tummy!! :p

hahaha.. i'm not sure will pple find my blog song this time a little annoyin coz it is kind of loud! but i simply love it... the mv is even more to die for lor! hyori sooooo sexy!! :) think she even sexier than some hollywood stars!! like the way she dances.. her dance movements veri distinctive!! hahahaha... think i'm starting to sound like a lesbian...

another thing tat is able to bring up my spirits is my dearie is coming back this week! hopefully thurs or fri morn!! miss him lots!!! plz no more batam work trips 4 him la..

missing someone is very xin ku ah... :/

Some Quizzes...

Some Quizzes...

You Are a Carousel

You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat if you aren't getting your way!

What Carnival Ride Are You?

You Are Cinnamon Flavored Gum

You are daring, active, and a little outrageous. You crave adventure and novelty. You like to mix things up. Your personality is extra spicy and larger than life. You love to have fun, and you are passionate about everything you do. You're definitely a fiery person, and you don't back down from a fight. Most people love your fire - but you can be a bit too intense at times!

What Flavor Gum Are You?

You Are a Werewolf

You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky. You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster. Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde. But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural. Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into nature Your greatest weakness: Lack of self control You play well with: Vampires

What Kind of Monster Are You?

You Are 8: The Challenger

You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges. You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up. You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times. Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself. At Your Best: You are heroic, courageous, and ready to change the rules of the world. A true leader and inspiration. At Your Worst: You intimidate, fight, or threaten to get your way. And you won't back down. Your Fixation: Lust Your Primary Fear: Being harmed or controlled Your Primary Desire: To be independent and self sufficient Other Number 8's: Donald Trump, Courtney Love, Pablo Picasso, Fidel Castro, and Rosie O'Donnell.

What Number Are You?

You Are Lemon Meringue Pie

You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet. You always know how to brighten someone's mood, but you're not overly sappy. In fact, you can be a bit too honest at times. And most people find that refreshing. While you're always true to yourself, you keep things light. That's how people are able to stomach your slightly bitter outlook. Those who like you have well refined tastes. You're complicated - and let's face it - a true enigma. You enjoy defying expectations, and there are many layers to your personality. There's not one easy way to define you.

What Kind of Pie Are You?

Hellish Xiamen Flight

Hellish Xiamen Flight

Is really hell!! my returning sector pax is realli messanagers from hell! out to terrorize the crew on my flight!! ugly singaporeans displaying their kiasu spirits with the all so superior fucking attitude... and xiamen locals shouting and pokin the crew for their food and drinks!

what the hell... the tot of it juz pissed me off! no wonder other crew been telling me tat xiamen is getting harder n harder to do! yes it is... pax are getting harder to please n they are juz sheer rude!!!

i rather keep doing shenzhen flights thru out the whole month than do a single xiamen flight! today flight realli drained me mentally n physically!! once stepped in the hse.. without even removing my makeup... i fell zzzz!! off my hp so tat no one can disturb! i realli need the zzz... solid zzz...

i know i once had been a junior crew and i am realli trying to be understanding to the newcomers!! but guess i realli snapped... din mean to but i did!!! sighz.. shall not rattlin on about tat.. nothing proud to mention anyway but at tat moment, i was realli angry...

Been listening to jolin cai's ling meng cao de wei dao! i like the lyrics of the song! very meaningful! own Loneliness is smthing u have to be responsible for...

been feeling down for the past 2 days... spend my days getting angry over small issues and petty tots!! i never wanna be someone like tat!! think i have to start being responsible of my own feelings!! what i am feelin is smthing tat onli me can control! i nv like to be affected by others... depending on their actions to make my day or ruin my day!!

so i will tell myself! remind myself!!! i shall be my own boss...

Before I Say Goodnite...

Before I Say Goodnite...

My bedtime is ard the corner! eyelids seem so heavy... threatening to close anytime.. but i juz have to add a small n simple entry before i kiss this world nitey!:)

today is a simple day with little pleasant surprises to keep me going! :)

Dearie manage to rush back from batam to have a fast lunch at bedok interchange with his hime! LOLZ... a fast meal at a fast food joint.. burger king! the hamburger was alright but the company nv fail to bring a smile to my face! tat's my snakie.. one and onli snakie! winks...

Flight turned out fun!! nothing of what i expected! :) stayed up till quite late last night to study my sep but in the end, no questions asked! wuhahaha... which is gd gd coz i dun realli rem what i studied! lolz...

Cic turned out to a one hell of a fun person 2 work wif! :) first time flying with her and it might be the last! :/

captain!! HAHA my fav captain!! always being cheesy with his goofy smile! LOLZ!!! his jokes.. sweats till u can't stop laughing...

e crew is nothing but fantastic! :) start as a team and end as a team! :) workin had been stress free.. winks...

pax are great! had some small chats with a few pax!! :) no demandin requests or yaya-papaya face! my fav kind of pax...

today juz made me realize y i'm still consider a blessed child...

i guess i always had been... :)

Pondering....

Endless Pondering...

Every time one of my close clicks decided to submit in their registeration letter, i will always find myself pondering about their decision... thinking about my direction in life.. temptation to quit as well...

once again, it happened!! saw her sms at 2 am in the morn... ended up tossing and turning in bed to 4 am! seriously... honestly... i wished her all the best in her future career coz i'm sure she had gave the job offer a good and solid consideration!! :) is sad to see her leave but separation is an inevitable phrase in life hence i will bide her goodbye wif a smile on our last overnight flight to TRV on the 11th april! I am so glad i manage to change the flight!

Seeing yet another parthner in crime moving on with her life beyong silkair, there is juz another sense of lost crushin down again! less one person to gossip with!! less one person that i wish to fly with! less one person to share the joys and woes of flying! in general, less motivation to go work! i guess i dun take changes well... but i am trying! :) i know i will be fine... winks...

i juz wanna say.. HEY babe.. no matter where u go... u have my blessing and best wishes! :) we MUST MUST meet up regularly! Lookin forward to our chalet with our big mama mango! winks... LOLZ! huggies...